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Bordoria
26-12-2005, 04:20
Recently I've become uber attracted to two chicks.
The thing of it is, they both look like hot guys.
I daydream about kissing them and whatever, but I kind of wish that they were guys, because the thought of having sex with either of them isn't very appealing.
So am I a lesbian? I'm still really attracted to guys.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm just so horny that I'm attracted to everyone (going through a self-imposed dry-spell, which is Hell). Or, it could be that I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused:
What do y'all think?

cool
Terecia
26-12-2005, 04:21
They just steam you don't they?
Baked Hippies
26-12-2005, 04:24
How is this thread still alive? I think her question was answered. Even though a video tape would be nice. A nice video tape too, not some grainy nightvision shit.
Oxwana
26-12-2005, 04:31
I think you're turning me on.Agreed.
That post was so hot. I think I'll be quoting that myself sometime soon.
Megaloria
26-12-2005, 05:19
Agreed.
That post was so hot. I think I'll be quoting that myself sometime soon.

If you need any help, let me know.
Terecia
26-12-2005, 05:56
Lol, I should put that in my sig one of these days...
Ma-tek
26-12-2005, 18:33
Lol @ facist for being a pseudo intellect. To you I say this( from ABC MALL):

"Next time, in promulgating your esoteric cogitations, or articulating your superficial sentimentalities and amicable, philosophical or psychological observations, beware of platitudinous ponderosity. Let your conversational communications possess a clarified conciseness, a compacted comprehensibleness, coalescent consistency, and a concatenated cogency. Eschew all conglomerations of flatulent garrulity, jejune babblement, and asinine affectations.

Let your extemporaneous descantings and unpremeditated expatiations have intelligibility and veracious vivacity, without rodomontade or thrasonical bombast. Sedulously avoid all polysyllabic profundity, pompous prolixity, psittaceous vacuity ventriloquial verbosity, and vaniloquent vapidity. Shun double-entendres, prurient jocosity, and pestiferous profanity, obscurant or apparent!!"

I think the quote "Big people use small words," generally applies. ;)

Although by this standard, I'm about four feet six inches tall.

Damn.
Svalbardania
29-12-2005, 04:36
I think the quote "Big people use small words," generally applies. ;)

Although by this standard, I'm about four feet six inches tall.

Damn.

Ug Ug, Ug be tall!
Microscopian
31-12-2005, 03:48
So small people would use big words then?

*Continues chearing for Ox, just because I can* Go Ox, we love you, w00t!!!
Oxwana
31-12-2005, 06:17
So Lolita has started being nice to me at work again, which is cool, but it doesn't really matter to me... Nothing matters; nothing could bring me down right now. Risa told me today when we were chatting on MSN that she misses me!
Such a little thing, eh? But it has made me silly-happy.
>Hums some Piaf<
I can't wait for her to come back.
Grave_n_idle
31-12-2005, 23:01
So Lolita has started being nice to me at work again, which is cool, but it doesn't really matter to me... Nothing matters; nothing could bring me down right now. Risa told me today when we were chatting on MSN that she misses me!
Such a little thing, eh? But it has made me silly-happy.
>Hums some Piaf<
I can't wait for her to come back.

It usually is those small things that make all the difference. :)
The Outlaw States
03-01-2006, 16:02
So Lolita has started being nice to me at work again, which is cool, but it doesn't really matter to me... Nothing matters; nothing could bring me down right now. Risa told me today when we were chatting on MSN that she misses me!
Such a little thing, eh? But it has made me silly-happy.
>Hums some Piaf<
I can't wait for her to come back.

Well at least Lolita's not being nasty. But its really good that Risa has said she misses you :) And as Grave_n_idle says, it is indeed the small things that make the difference :)


And for the next person who says it, yes this thread is still alive. Live with it!
Oxwana
03-01-2006, 20:18
Well at least Lolita's not being nasty. But its really good that Risa has said she misses you :) And as Grave_n_idle says, it is indeed the small things that make the difference :)


And for the next person who says it, yes this thread is still alive. Live with it!Lolita was (dare I say it?) almost flirtatious at work last night. It was a wee bit off-putting...
She also said a couple things refering to conversations we had months ago... So maybe she's spent some time thinking about me, eh?
And she's enrolling in my school for second semestre. yay
Grave_n_idle
03-01-2006, 23:37
Lolita was (dare I say it?) almost flirtatious at work last night. It was a wee bit off-putting...
She also said a couple things refering to conversations we had months ago... So maybe she's spent some time thinking about me, eh?
And she's enrolling in my school for second semestre. yay

Well, I guess, if your actual love interest does happen to depart for foreign climes, it might be nice to have someone close, to whom you can look for solace, and a shoulder to cry on. Or, even just nibble on....
Zilam
04-01-2006, 00:20
Yeah, that too.

Actually, I am sure evolution will come up at some point as well. Though I am damned if I can figure out how they'll slip it in.


Well you see, the chick in this thread is just a confused teen, yet to "evolve" into a young adult. However, based on a religious point of view, I criticize my last statement, because no one can evolve, but rather by the will of an intelligent designer, this young lady is possessed by the devil.

See that was easy!
Ma-tek
04-01-2006, 03:40
It usually is those small things that make all the difference. :)

A point of view supported by many millions of men. >.>
Maineiacs
04-01-2006, 05:51
A point of view supported by many millions of men. >.>


That was just mean.
Gymoor II The Return
04-01-2006, 06:21
A point of view supported by many millions of men. >.>

Wink at it. It grows...
Oxwana
09-01-2006, 01:25
So I'm going back to school tomorrow. She asked me to sit with her at lunch. I'm soooo nervous. I can't wait to see her, though.

oxwana says:
i have non of my hmwk done
oxwana says:
im so screwed
risa says:
me 2 lol
risa says:
ill screw u lolMakes me happy.:D
She told me she missed me again, too.

The chick at work is just...
ick.
I'll post about her later. I don't want to think about her just now.
Danmarc
09-01-2006, 02:13
I must say I have seen this thread a thousand times, and actually voted a while back just for my own enjoyment, but now the last page or so of this seems interesting, almost like NS's own little soap opera. Not to trivialize your situation at all, you seem so sweet....
Oxwana
09-01-2006, 02:26
I must say I have seen this thread a thousand times, and actually voted a while back just for my own enjoyment, but now the last page or so of this seems interesting, almost like NS's own little soap opera. Not to trivialize your situation at all, you seem so sweet....meh.
I guess it's a little dramatic, but not so much this last while... Things have been moving quite slowly, actually.
But I have a hickey on my neck and have to see Willow tomorrow... We'll see how that goes. I'll tell y'all if she screams at me soap opera star-style.
Briantonnia
09-01-2006, 03:05
Recently I've become uber attracted to two chicks.
The thing of it is, they both look like hot guys.
I daydream about kissing them and whatever, but I kind of wish that they were guys, because the thought of having sex with either of them isn't very appealing.
So am I a lesbian? I'm still really attracted to guys.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm just so horny that I'm attracted to everyone (going through a self-imposed dry-spell, which is Hell). Or, it could be that I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused:
What do y'all think?


You're just horny, like us all. Note, I haven't bothered to read this thread, the tagline just caught my eye and I like a good poll, so..
Danmarc
09-01-2006, 03:17
meh.
I guess it's a little dramatic, but not so much this last while... Things have been moving quite slowly, actually.
But I have a hickey on my neck and have to see Willow tomorrow... We'll see how that goes. I'll tell y'all if she screams at me soap opera star-style.
Hmmm... If you have a hickey on your neck you must be doing something right... see, now I am intrigued..... Interesting thread, you still sound so sweet...
Terra Noir
09-01-2006, 03:33
More like, "You like sex a lot, so you must have no morals and be a bad person. You're perfect to help me cheat on my girl, who doesn't satisfy me in bed!".
They honestly are surprised to find out that I have a problem with it.
:confused:

Men, by and large, are dogs.
I'm actually hoping my daughter is a lesbian, rather than ever having to accept that a man has touched her!
The Green Plague
09-01-2006, 05:00
so can we get some more hot lezbo action stories here or what??
Oxwana
09-01-2006, 10:56
Hmmm... If you have a hickey on your neck you must be doing something right... see, now I am intrigued..... Interesting thread, you still sound so sweet...Yeah... This is bad.
There's this guy. He's just a friend, but he likes me, and he's ok with no strings, and he's fun to be around. Mostly, though, I just miss Risa.
I like her sooo much more than I like any of the other people I would normally date. I missed her, and so did something really, really stupid, and maybe ruined my chances with her. :(
Trust me, I'm not doing much right these days. I am, in fact, a right royal fuck-up.
Oxwana
09-01-2006, 11:25
so can we get some more hot lezbo action stories here or what??You get no stories till I get some action. Pray for me, eh?
Delator
09-01-2006, 12:41
God: What the f***?? What's with all these prayers?
Holy Ghost: Some online thing...not really sure.
Jesus: You mean you guys haven't been following along?? Heck, I'm praying too!
Holy Ghost: Why?? What are y...*reads* *starts praying*
God: *reads* You two really do have one track minds don't you? *sighs*

:p
Maldaathi
09-01-2006, 12:49
Its ok. Oxwana promised me the first pics. ;) Didn't you, you little bundle of lesbot joy :P
Maldaathi
09-01-2006, 12:55
By the way babe I still hold the same position I did when I first answered the poll.... the 5th person. My answer... is still..... Spider? o_O
Oxwana
10-01-2006, 20:00
Yesterday was cool. It was good to see Risa again. She gave me a hug when she saw mw in the halls.:D
But when we were chatting... She told me all about the things she'd done back home. All the things, and all the people she did back home. It makes me feel icky on the inside to think about it.:(
We ate lunch together, and she walked me to work after school. Lolita had just worked a day shift, so I was trapped inside working when they went out for a smoke break.:eek:
But she came by later last night and stuck around for my break. She also asked me over for a sleepover... And I said no. I'm such an idiot. Her mum is out of the house too! It's all good, she asked me over for later this week, and I'm going over to her house to study tonight.
And I ended up telling her that it made me feel bad to hear about her hook-ups, and it was good to get it out. She acts like my girlfriend sometimes, and I like it.
Grave_n_idle
10-01-2006, 20:30
Yesterday was cool. It was good to see Risa again. She gave me a hug when she saw mw in the halls.:D
But when we were chatting... She told me all about the things she'd done back home. All the things, and all the people she did back home. It makes me feel icky on the inside to think about it.:(
We ate lunch together, and she walked me to work after school. Lolita had just worked a day shift, so I was trapped inside working when they went out for a smoke break.:eek:
But she came by later last night and stuck around for my break. She also asked me over for a sleepover... And I said no. I'm such an idiot. Her mum is out of the house too! It's all good, she asked me over for later this week, and I'm going over to her house to study tonight.
And I ended up telling her that it made me feel bad to hear about her hook-ups, and it was good to get it out. She acts like my girlfriend sometimes, and I like it.

You know, this is the 69th page, right? (Well, on my settings).

So... why DID you say no to a sleepover?

And... is it too late to say, "um.. actually... yes"?
Oxwana
10-01-2006, 21:36
You know, this is the 69th page, right? (Well, on my settings).

So... why DID you say no to a sleepover?

And... is it too late to say, "um.. actually... yes"?I said no because I hate myself, obviously.:rolleyes:
The blessed Chris
10-01-2006, 21:40
Yesterday was cool. It was good to see Risa again. She gave me a hug when she saw mw in the halls.:D
But when we were chatting... She told me all about the things she'd done back home. All the things, and all the people she did back home. It makes me feel icky on the inside to think about it.:(
We ate lunch together, and she walked me to work after school. Lolita had just worked a day shift, so I was trapped inside working when they went out for a smoke break.:eek:
But she came by later last night and stuck around for my break. She also asked me over for a sleepover... And I said no. I'm such an idiot. Her mum is out of the house too! It's all good, she asked me over for later this week, and I'm going over to her house to study tonight.
And I ended up telling her that it made me feel bad to hear about her hook-ups, and it was good to get it out. She acts like my girlfriend sometimes, and I like it.

Genuinely happy for you. I remember this thread originally from months ago (it must have been since I've only just returned), and can relate to this period myself.
Maldaathi
11-01-2006, 01:06
It's ok Oxwana.... I only wanted a hello.....
But anyway go for it. Whatever makes you happy. Just don't cut/shave your hair super short.
Grave_n_idle
11-01-2006, 23:45
I said no because I hate myself, obviously.:rolleyes:

It might not be too late to call her and start a conversation with "so, about that sleepover...."
RomeW
12-01-2006, 05:21
Did I miss all the fun? I seem out of the loop here....

I bypassed it thinking it was another "homosexuality and genetics" debate but this actually looks interesting.
Oxwana
12-01-2006, 06:20
I quit.
I so lose at the game of life. Like, I'm bad at it, or something.
I went over to her house yesterday, and she was nice enough. Like, a good host, whatever. But kind of cold. It was weird. And today she hung out with me as per usual, we did our hmwk together, went on a coffee field trip, then I skipped the end of school to cover for a guy at work who was taking his citizenship test. I was kind of hoping that she'd stop by after school, but she so didn't. :(
Right around seven, though, she and a friend showed up at work for coffee. I was sooooo happy to see her. I chatted her up, told her that I was leaving then-ish, and told them to stick around while I changed out of my uniform. They seemed, I dunno, strangely reluctant. But then she invited me to go to her place to study...
I couldn't, because I actually had to get some work done, so I went to my dad's. Chatted with her for a while, then she went off line. Which is weird, b/c she's always on...
A while later, I was talking to a friend of mine, who is also Risa's best friend.
Yeah... Risa is "intimidated" by me, en l'avis de our friend. Whatever. Apparently I'm coming on too strong or something...
Did I miss something???

Wow.
Dating chicks sucks. I quit.
I still don't know what I am, but I'm going to tell Risa that I was a confused, horny, straight teenage girl, and hope she forgets about it.
M3rcenaries
12-01-2006, 06:24
I quit.
I so lose at the game of life. Like, I'm bad at it, or something.
I went over to her house yesterday, and she was nice enough. Like, a good host, whatever. But kind of cold. It was weird. And today she hung out with me as per usual, we did our hmwk together, went on a coffee field trip, then I skipped the end of school to cover for a guy at work who was taking his citizenship test. I was kind of hoping that she'd stop by after school, but she so didn't. :(
Right around seven, though, she and a friend showed up at work for coffee. I was sooooo happy to see her. I chatted her up, told her that I was leaving then-ish, and told them to stick around while I changed out of my uniform. They seemed, I dunno, strangely reluctant. But then she invited me to go to her place to study...
I couldn't, because I actually had to get some work done, so I went to my dad's. Chatted with her for a while, then she went off line. Which is weird, b/c she's always on...
A while later, I was talking to a friend of mine, who is also Risa's best friend.
Yeah... Risa is "intimidated" by me, en l'avis de our friend. Whatever. Apparently I'm coming on too strong or something...
Did I miss something???

Wow.
Dating chicks sucks. I quit.
I still don't know what I am, but I'm going to tell Risa that I was a confused, horny, straight teenage girl, and hope she forgets about it.
did I win? I guessed confused teen. I think I lost:(
RomeW
12-01-2006, 06:57
I quit.
I so lose at the game of life. Like, I'm bad at it, or something.
I went over to her house yesterday, and she was nice enough. Like, a good host, whatever. But kind of cold. It was weird. And today she hung out with me as per usual, we did our hmwk together, went on a coffee field trip, then I skipped the end of school to cover for a guy at work who was taking his citizenship test. I was kind of hoping that she'd stop by after school, but she so didn't. :(
Right around seven, though, she and a friend showed up at work for coffee. I was sooooo happy to see her. I chatted her up, told her that I was leaving then-ish, and told them to stick around while I changed out of my uniform. They seemed, I dunno, strangely reluctant. But then she invited me to go to her place to study...
I couldn't, because I actually had to get some work done, so I went to my dad's. Chatted with her for a while, then she went off line. Which is weird, b/c she's always on...
A while later, I was talking to a friend of mine, who is also Risa's best friend.
Yeah... Risa is "intimidated" by me, en l'avis de our friend. Whatever. Apparently I'm coming on too strong or something...
Did I miss something???

Wow.
Dating chicks sucks. I quit.
I still don't know what I am, but I'm going to tell Risa that I was a confused, horny, straight teenage girl, and hope she forgets about it.

Maybe you're too eager. Sometimes a little break can be enough to repair things.

I suggest you don't worry about it. See if you can communicate a little and work things out, and, most importantly give it time. Be too eager and you just might miss out entirely in the end.
Colodia
12-01-2006, 07:01
I still don't know what I am, but I'm going to tell Risa that I was a confused, horny, straight teenage girl, and hope she forgets about it.
Ya know, my post still stands all the way when this thread began. :eek:
Oxwana
12-01-2006, 16:53
Today is kind of weird. I'm in the library "studying" with Risa, and...
I dunno. She's friendly, but it's like a tentative friendliness, or something.
She went to go talk to a teacher, and I went out for a smoke soon after. I was by the office, so I scheduled grad photos and got a guidance appointment. When I was walking back to the library, my friend told me that Risa had come back into the library and looked dissappointed when she didn't see me, then she asked after me.
So...
Like, what?
I'm so confused!
I do think, though, that it'd be a good idea to stop talking to friends about her. They try to give advice, but it really messes with my head to hear so many POVs.
Grave_n_idle
12-01-2006, 19:33
Today is kind of weird. I'm in the library "studying" with Risa, and...
I dunno. She's friendly, but it's like a tentative friendliness, or something.
She went to go talk to a teacher, and I went out for a smoke soon after. I was by the office, so I scheduled grad photos and got a guidance appointment. When I was walking back to the library, my friend told me that Risa had come back into the library and looked dissappointed when she didn't see me, then she asked after me.
So...
Like, what?
I'm so confused!
I do think, though, that it'd be a good idea to stop talking to friends about her. They try to give advice, but it really messes with my head to hear so many POVs.

You have to go to the source. If you think she's pissed at you, don't just guess. You should ask her.

I suspect part of why you don't want to... is in case she gives you an answer you don't like... but at least it'd set your mind at rest.

It's too easy to 'beat yourself up' about relationship stuff. "What did I do wrong"? But, the thing about relationships is they take TWO (or more!) people... and it is hard for ONE person to have "done anything" all that wrong.

Ask her about it.

Maybe she's getting confused signals off you. Maybe you are getting 'spooked' by how she's acting... and she's picking up on that, while not even being aware she's being 'odd'.

Maybe she's just a little hormonal at the moment? That happens.

Just stop asking AROUND her, and ask HER.

One way or another, at least you'll be more likely to learn SOMETHING useful.
Oxwana
12-01-2006, 20:30
-snip-
Go to the source... What a novel thought!:p
I'm still getting weird signals from her. Today at the GSA meeting, she unclasped one girl's bra without her noticing, as a joke. Of course we all wanted to know how to do it though. She wanted to try mine, and I said no (just because it's kind of hard for me to do it back up), but she did it anyway, and she was all over me. Like, she did it to other girls too, but it just wasn't the same... She's flirtatious, so maybe I just got confused, but I still feel something.
The other day when I found them at lunch, they were all giggling, and Risa was blushing and hiding her face. I asked what it was, of course, but when they refused to tell me, I just assumed it was a dirty joke about my boobs. I forgot about it, but a friend later told me that they had asked Risa if she liked me and she had started blushing like crazy.
So....
I still don't know anything.
I really should just ask her. But I'm scared.
Eastern Coast America
12-01-2006, 20:39
Nah. They're just dykes.
Haduken
12-01-2006, 20:45
Yeah i agree with some of u guy's on this one, i'm afraid that we're gonna need some videos, or pictures to totally come on a decision, and if u recall it wouldn't be gross cause she said she sometimes WISHES they were guys, not they look like guys, so SEND IN THOSE PICS AND VIDEOS
Haduken
12-01-2006, 20:47
Go For It!!!!!!!!!!!
Kinwara
14-01-2006, 02:35
I kinda feel sorry for Oxwana. People toying with her when she is all confused and stuff.
Danmarc
14-01-2006, 02:52
It sounds like this girl may just be interested Oxwana... When you say you two go "study" what do you actually do? Surely you get some opportunity to talk to her one on one? It seems you are skipping this part in the story (and no I was not being perverse with the question).
The Green Plague
14-01-2006, 03:04
Yeah i agree with some of u guy's on this one, i'm afraid that we're gonna need some videos, or pictures to totally come on a decision, and if u recall it wouldn't be gross cause she said she sometimes WISHES they were guys, not they look like guys, so SEND IN THOSE PICS AND VIDEOS

I think part of the problem may be that you are not being descriptive enough when you tell these stories. The little details sometimes mean alot. For instance, when she was "all over you" what exactly were you wearing... EXACTLY........

I second the videos thing, maybe even a good pictorial..
Unogal
14-01-2006, 03:14
Labels like gay, lesbian, bisexual, meterosexual, heterosexual, etc just serve to confuse thigns i think. If you're attracted to another human than go for it. Hell if you're attracted to a pizza go for it.
Culaypene
14-01-2006, 03:18
Labels like gay, lesbian, bisexual, meterosexual, heterosexual, etc just serve to confuse thigns i think. If you're attracted to another human than go for it. Hell if you're attracted to a pizza go for it.

While labels can confuse things, because people feel the need to fit completely into one or the other, they also provide an idea of identity and community for those who identify themselves with a sexuality that is outside the mainstream.

LGBTQAI alliance, yo.
Kinwara
14-01-2006, 03:23
Labels like gay, lesbian, bisexual, meterosexual, heterosexual, etc just serve to confuse thigns i think. If you're attracted to another human than go for it. Hell if you're attracted to a pizza go for it.

Take it off... take it off..... oh yeah baby *eats the layer of cheese on the pizza* You make me feel so goooood.
VII Toast
14-01-2006, 03:24
Spider!
Joredia
14-01-2006, 03:27
Take it off... take it off..... oh yeah baby *eats the layer of cheese on the pizza* You make me feel so goooood.



Good Analogy-- and Oxwana or whatever your name is, It's your life, do what you want with it, just don't kill yourself.
The Green Plague
14-01-2006, 04:51
We need our next installment of the webcast soap opera... don't forget the details...
Grave_n_idle
14-01-2006, 05:05
Go to the source... What a novel thought!:p
I'm still getting weird signals from her. Today at the GSA meeting, she unclasped one girl's bra without her noticing, as a joke. Of course we all wanted to know how to do it though. She wanted to try mine, and I said no (just because it's kind of hard for me to do it back up), but she did it anyway, and she was all over me. Like, she did it to other girls too, but it just wasn't the same... She's flirtatious, so maybe I just got confused, but I still feel something.
The other day when I found them at lunch, they were all giggling, and Risa was blushing and hiding her face. I asked what it was, of course, but when they refused to tell me, I just assumed it was a dirty joke about my boobs. I forgot about it, but a friend later told me that they had asked Risa if she liked me and she had started blushing like crazy.
So....
I still don't know anything.
I really should just ask her. But I'm scared.

Well... it does sound like she's interested, doesn't it.... I guess it depends on how comfortable you are with asking her, versus how comfortable you are with the torture of not knowing.

You can just wait and see what she does, I guess... but then you also run the risk of her deciding you are NOT interested, and leaving that avenua unexplored.

So - I guess it depends how much you want her to 'explore your avenue'... so to speak.

You know she flirts with you. She seems to get blushy at the intimation of a relationship with you. Both could be considered good signs. But then... you do things like turning her down for her sleepover... so maybe she thinks you are 'getting cold feet'...?

I'd say ask her what the story is. Play your cards onto the table.... tell her you are interested, and see what she responds with.

She'll either move closer, or she'll distance herself... but either way, you'll know.

And it sounds like she's willing to move closer...
Oxwana
16-01-2006, 03:13
Well... it does sound like she's interested, doesn't it.... I guess it depends on how comfortable you are with asking her, versus how comfortable you are with the torture of not knowing.At least I'm not the only one who thinks she seems interested. I was starting to think I was just crazy.
She acts like she likes me all the time, but it's easy to take things the wrong way... But kissing me, and telling our friends that it was to let me know she liked me, and inviting me over on sleepovers, and visiting me at work to get coffee (when I happen to know she's hard up for cash just now)... Some things I don't think she'd do if she didn't like me, and she sure as hell wouldn't do if she wanted me to lay off.

You can just wait and see what she does, I guess... but then you also run the risk of her deciding you are NOT interested, and leaving that avenue unexplored.I won't let it go for too long, but Risa is not the kind of girl who is too shy to make a move. She definitly wears the pants, so the way I see it, if she doesn't ask me out, it's because she doesn't like me very much.

You know she flirts with you. She seems to get blushy at the intimation of a relationship with you. Both could be considered good signs. But then... you do things like turning her down for her sleepover... so maybe she thinks you are 'getting cold feet'...?Becky said that Risa was getting intimidated. So I don't think that Risa doubts my attraction to her. I honestly don't see how she could not know that I like her.

I'd say ask her what the story is. Play your cards onto the table.... tell her you are interested, and see what she responds with.

She'll either move closer, or she'll distance herself... but either way, you'll know.

And it sounds like she's willing to move closer...That is, by far the scariest course of action that has been suggested to me so far... Perhaps the most sensible one, too, but I don't think I have the balls for it.
Danmarc
16-01-2006, 03:18
I think you can do anything you put your mind to... What is it though about "asking you out" or "asking her out"... If you are considering being with her in a sexual way you don't necessarily have to start with a commitment, perhaps an encounter would be the most appropriate thing to do, and then take it from there, title or no title.
Fascist Dominion
16-01-2006, 06:50
At least I'm not the only one who thinks she seems interested. I was starting to think I was just crazy.
She acts like she likes me all the time, but it's easy to take things the wrong way... But kissing me, and telling our friends that it was to let me know she liked me, and inviting me over on sleepovers, and visiting me at work to get coffee (when I happen to know she's hard up for cash just now)... Some things I don't think she'd do if she didn't like me, and she sure as hell wouldn't do if she wanted me to lay off.

I won't let it go for too long, but Risa is not the kind of girl who is too shy to make a move. She definitly wears the pants, so the way I see it, if she doesn't ask me out, it's because she doesn't like me very much.

Becky said that Risa was getting intimidated. So I don't think that Risa doubts my attraction to her. I honestly don't see how she could not know that I like her.

That is, by far the scariest course of action that has been suggested to me so far... Perhaps the most sensible one, too, but I don't think I have the balls for it.

Hey, Oxwana! Long time, no post(from me)! I never did understand coy. My friend Becca, apart from hating the name Becky :p, does coy very well, but I am always straightforward, or nothing happens. More often than not the latter. Take it from me, you don't want to live with the regret of never knowing. She may make a move; she may not. Don't leave it between her and the Fates. Take destiny into your own hands. Of course, this is contrary to my beliefs concerning predetermined fate, but you probably don't believe in that crap anyway. And if you do, don't. In the words of Maximus in Gladiator: "Imagine where you will be and it will be so." Keep your true desires in mind and they will be so, even if it requires you to take the initiative. After all, "There's no point in living/ if you can't feel the life" ("The World is not Enough").
RomeW
16-01-2006, 07:39
That is, by far the scariest course of action that has been suggested to me so far... Perhaps the most sensible one, too, but I don't think I have the balls for it.

If you can't confront her in person, write a note or an E-Mail. Either way, leaving it hanging won't do you any good- you can't read her mind so don't try.
Oxwana
17-01-2006, 05:53
Risa was nice to me again today. I avoided her all day, only stopping to see my friends at lunch when she wasn't around, because I had to drop off Becky's porn and cupcakes for the girls. It was sooo hard, and I think she knew that something was up when she discovered me sitting with a friend of mine about 20 metres away from where I normally eat lunch with her. But then she was very flirtatious, and walked with me to my class. And she came to work early (I was just studying) to have coffee with me, and she was all touchy-feely again (:D). I also stuck around after she had started her shift, and she totally let it slip... That she was on the rag all last week!!!
omg, such a relief. It was sad to think that I might not be so irresistable. But all is well, because I definitly still am.
yay
Terecia
17-01-2006, 06:11
"That is, by far the scariest course of action that has been suggested to me so far... Perhaps the most sensible one, too, but I don't think I have the balls for it."

Of course you don't ;)

Glad things are working out for you so far.
New Georgians
17-01-2006, 06:31
Recently I've become uber attracted to two chicks.
The thing of it is, they both look like hot guys.
I daydream about kissing them and whatever, but I kind of wish that they were guys, because the thought of having sex with either of them isn't very appealing.
So am I a lesbian? I'm still really attracted to guys.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm just so horny that I'm attracted to everyone (going through a self-imposed dry-spell, which is Hell). Or, it could be that I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused:
What do y'all think?
You, me and these two girls should get together and discuss this over a bottle of wine.(;
Oxwana
17-01-2006, 16:35
You, me and these two girls should get together and discuss this over a bottle of wine.(;Both of my girls think that boys are icky, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
What can I say, I like girls who like girls.:p
Maineiacs
17-01-2006, 19:38
Both of my girls think that boys are icky


Boys are icky. Some of us manage to grow out of it, though. Unfortunately, some don't. :D
Fascist Dominion
18-01-2006, 04:27
Boys are icky. Some of us manage to grow out of it, though. Unfortunately, some don't. :D
Is it boys you don't like, or modern masculinity?:confused:
Oxwana
18-01-2006, 06:19
Is it boys you don't like, or modern masculinity?:confused:Oh, I like boys. I like them a lot. But for some reason, I really, really like that the girls that I like are only into girls.
M3rcenaries
18-01-2006, 06:20
Boys are icky. Some of us manage to grow out of it, though. Unfortunately, some don't. :D
Yes, the perfect word to describe me is icky:confused:
RomeW
18-01-2006, 07:12
Yes, the perfect word to describe me is icky:confused:

Ah, but they said "boys". Nothing about us men...
Fascist Dominion
20-01-2006, 05:59
Ah, but they said "boys". Nothing about us men...
But you don't know he's a man yet, do you? And I had assumed she used "boys" as a colloquialism for males in general, which led me to wonder if it was masculinity or phyisiological males she didn't like. I believe, Oxwana, that we have established you have the infamous "mixed-up teen" syndrome;) , thereby having no preference for gender, merely circumstantial preference based largely on the individual him- or herself.
RomeW
20-01-2006, 09:34
But you don't know he's a man yet, do you? And I had assumed she used "boys" as a colloquialism for males in general, which led me to wonder if it was masculinity or phyisiological males she didn't like. I believe, Oxwana, that we have established you have the infamous "mixed-up teen" syndrome;) , thereby having no preference for gender, merely circumstantial preference based largely on the individual him- or herself.

Technically I'm right about myself at least- I'm a man, not a boy (don't know about M3rcenaries).
Moto the Wise
20-01-2006, 18:18
Wow. That took a while. I just read through all 72 posts. Took me three days to do it, but here I am at the end. And I must say Oxwana that you are showing remarkable courage at this confusing time. I have to say good luck and that I truely hope you get what you desire.

A thought occured to be a couple of dozen pages back, which was that you might be attracted to those who are attracted to you. As a result the two girls you liked were both lesbians, and both apparently liked you back. Might not be relevant any more, but just a thought.


I think you should just go for it. Since you have this time limit of four months, then either get in there not and enjoy yourself (and maybe convince her to stay?), and if through some quirk of the fates you fail, then you have lost nothing. Might she be worried about leaving too? Or think your annoyed with her for having her fun on holiday. The only solutions are either to talk to her, or just kiss her again. Let her know that you want to go further. And again, good luck.
Daft Viagria
20-01-2006, 18:52
I made a point of not reading any earlier posts.
Do what you want to, you have a life, live it.:fluffle:
Grave_n_idle
20-01-2006, 22:06
A thought occured to be a couple of dozen pages back, which was that you might be attracted to those who are attracted to you. As a result the two girls you liked were both lesbians, and both apparently liked you back. Might not be relevant any more, but just a thought...

...I think you should just go for it. Since you have this time limit of four months, then either get in there not and enjoy yourself (and maybe convince her to stay?), and if through some quirk of the fates you fail, then you have lost nothing. Might she be worried about leaving too? Or think your annoyed with her for having her fun on holiday. The only solutions are either to talk to her, or just kiss her again. Let her know that you want to go further. And again, good luck.

Moto IS, indeed, wise.
The blessed Chris
20-01-2006, 22:13
Boys are icky. Some of us manage to grow out of it, though. Unfortunately, some don't. :D

Hear hear, go look at Jim Carrey....:p
Umbulututu
21-01-2006, 01:55
I am soooooo glad that I am well past the stage of not knowing what I want in life. Oxwana, if you really want to try the whole girly thing, quit vacillating and and just go for it. In ten years you will most likely not even have the same friends you have now so it really doesn't matter if you flop. I tell my daughter the same thing all the time, "Don't worry about what others at your school think. You will most likely be an adult living somewhere else after college." You work in a coffee shop now. Do you see yourself working coffee for the next year, five years, even ten years? I guess what I am saying is: Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Just my $.02. Hope it helps.
Fascist Dominion
21-01-2006, 02:26
Moto IS, indeed, wise.
That he is. Too bad there isn't a "wise old man" emoticon....At any rate, Moto the Wise deserves a cookie, too bad I'm all out. Anyone else have a cookie for Moto?
Fascist Dominion
21-01-2006, 02:29
I am soooooo glad that I am well past the stage of not knowing what I want in life. Oxwana, if you really want to try the whole girly thing, quit vacillating and and just go for it. In ten years you will most likely not even have the same friends you have now so it really doesn't matter if you flop. I tell my daughter the same thing all the time, "Don't worry about what others at your school think. You will most likely be an adult living somewhere else after college." You work in a coffee shop now. Do you see yourself working coffee for the next year, five years, even ten years? I guess what I am saying is: Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Just my $.02. Hope it helps.

Jerk. Why can't I be at that point!?
Umbulututu
21-01-2006, 03:51
Jerk. Why can't I be at that point!?
Good things as well as several bad things come with age and experience...:cool:
Oxwana
22-01-2006, 04:25
Things have been going well with Risa. She's being nice, and flirtatious, and we're hanging out a lot. Everyone at work has asked if we're dating. We went out with another friend today and had lots of fun. She really is wonderful, and I think she likes me too.
... So I just checked her updated blog, and there was a new photo album, "Vacation pics" from when she went back home over the break. Yeah... It was definitly a picture of her and her ex's clasped hands, their hands doing the sign for "love", many, many pictures of them together, smiling, looking happy. Oh, and her ex is way hotter than me.
Fuck.
I thought it was weird how she wasn't making another move (since she kissed me b4 the break), but maybe she doesn't intend to anymore. I think she's counting the days till she gets to go back home again, this time for good.:(
Svalbardania
24-01-2006, 07:01
Things have been going well with Risa. She's being nice, and flirtatious, and we're hanging out a lot. Everyone at work has asked if we're dating. We went out with another friend today and had lots of fun. She really is wonderful, and I think she likes me too.
... So I just checked her updated blog, and there was a new photo album, "Vacation pics" from when she went back home over the break. Yeah... It was definitly a picture of her and her ex's clasped hands, their hands doing the sign for "love", many, many pictures of them together, smiling, looking happy. Oh, and her ex is way hotter than me.
Fuck.
I thought it was weird how she wasn't making another move (since she kissed me b4 the break), but maybe she doesn't intend to anymore. I think she's counting the days till she gets to go back home again, this time for good.:(

Sounds bad... but then, anything sounds bad with that attitude. With it being against my religion to be one of the crowd, I'm going to say this: write her a letter. Everything sounds better in a letter, and its easier than face to face. Tell her what you want (if you can figure it out).

If you don't have the guts to do that, theres always the other option of just trying to forget her. Stop hanging out with her, dont read her blog, block her on msn, all of it. It'll feel terrible for now, but in the end you'll just look back and sigh regretfully. As I'm sure you have been thinking, if you try to push yourselfonto her she could make you miserable for a long, long time.

Just trying to be the voice of realism, but because I'm not the one who has to do it I suggest the letter. The chances of it working as well, if not better, than the ignoring approach are better.
Moto the Wise
24-01-2006, 07:31
Now just say what you suspect is true; then I still say go for it. She will never go for you over her if you don't just go for it. I still advise just kissing her, otherwise she will think it is over, rather than not being sure. That's just my advice, but in my experience a little confidence and almost anything is possible. So go out and win back your gal! :)
Kishijoten
24-01-2006, 07:37
Not having sex isn't so bad. I am waiting after being active for a few years, and I feel great about it.
The UN abassadorship
25-01-2006, 04:14
dont worry anything happening is normal
Fascist Dominion
25-01-2006, 06:38
Sounds bad... but then, anything sounds bad with that attitude. With it being against my religion to be one of the crowd, I'm going to say this: write her a letter. Everything sounds better in a letter, and its easier than face to face. Tell her what you want (if you can figure it out).

If you don't have the guts to do that, theres always the other option of just trying to forget her. Stop hanging out with her, dont read her blog, block her on msn, all of it. It'll feel terrible for now, but in the end you'll just look back and sigh regretfully. As I'm sure you have been thinking, if you try to push yourselfonto her she could make you miserable for a long, long time.

Just trying to be the voice of realism, but because I'm not the one who has to do it I suggest the letter. The chances of it working as well, if not better, than the ignoring approach are better.
Letters are good...unless you perform better with physical interaction than with written articulation. Either make a move or write the letter. While she MAY be counting the days till she goes home, you most certainly are, and each day of inaction adds a great deal more difficulty to broaching the subject. If you wanted, I could even revise the letter to make it sound better: written things are my specialty:D. With regard to that, bear in mind I use an overabundance of stilted diction and eloquent phraseology with an overdose of metaphors in my own writing. Anywho, the letter or making a move are your best bets at the moment.
Oxwana
27-01-2006, 05:20
So things had been kind of cold between Risa and I, even though we were still hanging out all the time. I was confused, and asked a mutual friend (and Risa's best friend) for advice, and she said that she thought that Risa didn't like me, but just liked that I like her.:(
I was totally miserable, but Tuesday, she said how I'd "shot her down" (in declining her invites to sleepovers). The thing is, it was never, "I don't want to"; it was always, "I'm working an 8-hour shift right after I get off from school, then I have a project due tomorrow that I haven't started"... Like, I wasn't turning her down.
So I said that I didn't think she liked me very much anymore, and she seemed genuinely shocked (which was encouraging). I told her that she'd seemed cold when she got back from break, and she was like, "Didn't I tell you??? Didn't I tell you about what happened with my ex?". She and her ex hooked up again, then her ex left Risa's goodbye party with some random guy and totally broke her heart.
So she was miserable when she got back, but it had nothing to do with me. And then I was the one who seemed cold. She said that she thought I didn't like her anymore!
As you guys could all attest, I do still like her. Like, omg, I like her sooooo much. And she invited me to this gay support/social group thing in my town that's on tomorrow night. It is, apparently, mostly just a way for young gay kids to socialize/hook up. yay

Small snag: She's not doing well in school and exams are coming up. She said today that if she fails her courses, she's going back home for second semestre. Second semestre starts in less than two weeks.
Fuck fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkkk:(
Undelia
27-01-2006, 05:24
This shit is till going on? You should write a book, Oxwana.
Newtsburg
27-01-2006, 05:25
Recently I've become uber attracted to two chicks.
The thing of it is, they both look like hot guys.
I daydream about kissing them and whatever, but I kind of wish that they were guys, because the thought of having sex with either of them isn't very appealing.
So am I a lesbian? I'm still really attracted to guys.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm just so horny that I'm attracted to everyone (going through a self-imposed dry-spell, which is Hell). Or, it could be that I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused:
What do y'all think?

So if the chicks I dated, and the woman I was going to marry all looked like guys, what would that mean?
Grave_n_idle
27-01-2006, 05:30
So things had been kind of cold between Risa and I, even though we were still hanging out all the time. I was confused, and asked a mutual friend (and Risa's best friend) for advice, and she said that she thought that Risa didn't like me, but just liked that I like her.:(
I was totally miserable, but Tuesday, she said how I'd "shot her down" (in declining her invites to sleepovers). The thing is, it was never, "I don't want to"; it was always, "I'm working an 8-hour shift right after I get off from school, then I have a project due tomorrow that I haven't started"... Like, I wasn't turning her down.
So I said that I didn't think she liked me very much anymore, and she seemed genuinely shocked (which was encouraging). I told her that she'd seemed cold when she got back from break, and she was like, "Didn't I tell you??? Didn't I tell you about what happened with my ex?". She and her ex hooked up again, then her ex left Risa's goodbye party with some random guy and totally broke her heart.
So she was miserable when she got back, but it had nothing to do with me. And then I was the one who seemed cold. She said that she thought I didn't like her anymore!
As you guys could all attest, I do still like her. Like, omg, I like her sooooo much. And she invited me to this gay support/social group thing in my town that's on tomorrow night. It is, apparently, mostly just a way for young gay kids to socialize/hook up. yay

Small snag: She's not doing well in school and exams are coming up. She said today that if she fails her courses, she's going back home for second semestre. Second semestre starts in less than two weeks.
Fuck fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkkk:(

I hate to say I told you so, but you really should have gone straight to her, rather than wondering and agonosing...

How about if you coach her for her exams? Would parents be okay with you coaching other poor, failing students?
Knlp
27-01-2006, 05:51
No, not actually. Just a very confused teen. Ditch them and hang out with REAL guys. :)
Santa Barbara
27-01-2006, 05:55
No, not actually.

I'm sorry, the topic subject, "Did Oxwana turn lesbo," is not here. You are about one thousand posts too late. The current subject is, "Oxwana's blog and comments."
RomeW
27-01-2006, 08:55
I hate to say I told you so, but you really should have gone straight to her, rather than wondering and agonosing...

Hey, at least she did. Maybe a little late, but she did get around to it.

She's not doing well in school and exams are coming up. She said today that if she fails her courses, she's going back home for second semestre. Second semestre starts in less than two weeks

Best thing you can do is tutor her and hope for the best. Either way, I'm sure it will work out.
The ancient Republic
27-01-2006, 10:06
*Me find out Risas e-mail*
*mail link to this topic to Risas e-mail*
*Risa read trough the whole thing*
*Risa thinks it's so damn cute she asks Oxwana to marry her*
*They get a volvo, a puppy and a house with a white fence etc. etc.*

The End

:D

(ok so maybe it's more difficult than that...)
The UN abassadorship
27-01-2006, 10:51
Why is this thread still going, it is childish and old, let it die
Kishijoten
27-01-2006, 11:34
Why is this thread still going, it is childish and old, let it die



You know that if you reply to this thread it will bump it up, and therefore letting more people see it and post in it. So why did you just breath some life into it? Just let it fade away, it will, all threads do.
Bogmihia
27-01-2006, 14:21
Why is this thread still going, it is childish and old, let it die
It's our own soap opera. How many episodes so far? 1267? :D And Oxwana still hasn't reached a happy ending. :(
Oxwana
27-01-2006, 22:37
I'll stop posting once I stop getting so much good advice and support... Or once I don't need it anymore.

Today Risa recounted a conversation she had with a coworker of ours last night. Elizabeth says things like, "Why aren't the two of you dating? She likes you, you like her..."... In front of both of us. It's slightly ackward. She also has asked me questions like, "Do you lick pussy?" She's quite blunt. Apparently Risa got the talk last night, and then Liz asked her why we aren't dating if we like each other. Risa talked for five minutes to me about how she answered the question. She doesn't want a temporary relationship that will end as soon as she goes back home... And she doesn't want a serious relationship... And she's just looking to have some fun... But maybe not with a friend.
It's ok Risa. I get it.
I'm kinda upset, but I'm going to that gay social group thing tonight, so we'll see how that goes, eh?
RomeW
27-01-2006, 23:28
I'll stop posting once I stop getting so much good advice and support... Or once I don't need it anymore.

Today Risa recounted a conversation she had with a coworker of ours last night. Elizabeth says things like, "Why aren't the two of you dating? She likes you, you like her..."... In front of both of us. It's slightly ackward. She also has asked me questions like, "Do you lick pussy?" She's quite blunt. Apparently Risa got the talk last night, and then Liz asked her why we aren't dating if we like each other. Risa talked for five minutes to me about how she answered the question. She doesn't want a temporary relationship that will end as soon as she goes back home... And she doesn't want a serious relationship... And she's just looking to have some fun... But maybe not with a friend.
It's ok Risa. I get it.
I'm kinda upset, but I'm going to that gay social group thing tonight, so we'll see how that goes, eh?

Sounds like Risa is about as confused as you are...tell her that you still like her and you'd like for some way to continue the relationship, but that you'll understand if she doesn't. At this stage, you have to let Risa make the move, because you've done all you can, and if you show that you'll allow yourself to move on and not pressure Risa into a decision, you'll come across in a more mature light. Most importantly, don't give up- if not Risa, go for someone else. Life's too short to worry about one person.
The Outlaw States
28-01-2006, 22:25
I'm kinda upset, but I'm going to that gay social group thing tonight, so we'll see how that goes, eh?

How did the Social go?

Maybe you should just kiss Risa and see what she does. If she kisses back, your on a winner :)

If not, then u can say "ok, i wont kiss you again until you kiss me". Leaves it for her to decide if she wants to kiss you or not, and lets her kno that u want to kiss her.
Culaypene
28-01-2006, 22:30
yeah, just have sex already!
Oxwana
29-01-2006, 02:39
How did the Social go?

Maybe you should just kiss Risa and see what she does. If she kisses back, your on a winner :)

If not, then u can say "ok, i wont kiss you again until you kiss me". Leaves it for her to decide if she wants to kiss you or not, and lets her kno that u want to kiss her.About twenty of us ended out hanging out together at a coffee shop after, and we made the rounds of downtown (we were a total flamer parade). It was a blast, really...
Risa was getting really friendly with this one girl, though... Like, all the lesbians were flirting with eachother, but... And I'm not sure if she was teasing or what, but she honestly didn't get why I had trouble playing along when she flirted with me, or why I got quiet when she was all over this other girl. I got some really weird vibes from her, and ended up feeling a little bit confused...
/understatment of the century.

Ok, so please don't anyone feel the need to point out what a pussy I am (because trust me, I know), but I ended up just posting in my blog (which she reads) all the things I couldn't say to her face...

How can I feel possesive of things that aren't mine?
I feel slightly nautious just thinking about it, but it has been suggested several times that I, "Just give up", or, "Move on", but I can't. I want what I can't have, and it hurts like a bitch.
I'm tired of stressing out about school, and money, and my emotions, which are a total mess of late... [a friend] told me that I seem like a "really together person", and I totally laughed at her. I don't feel like I can do this on my own. Ever since [my best friend] moved away I feel kind of icky. I miss her a lot sometimes.
What do I do when I want something but am afraid to go after it? I'm paralysed by fear and doubt. I'm too scared to take the risk that I know I'll regret not taking.

fuck it
[Risa], i like you
a lot
i want you so bad it hurts, and i dont quite understand if you know it
like, really know it
what i said in the hall the other day,
was that it has been suggested to me that you like that i like you, but dont like me
i really have no clue
in the beginning, i just wanted to get with you, but you seemed to be "taking things slow" or whatever, so we just spent a lot of time together
and then i started to like you
and now im falling...
and if you really are just fucking with my head on purpose, then please stop
if you honestly dont get it...
i like you, so i cant make a move
i can feel up some random chick, like i did tonight, b/c it means nothing
it would mean something w you.At work today, she was totally encouraging me to date other chicks ( I think). Like, "This girl likes you, as does that other one... Isn't she hot? And [random hot chick A] was all over you". Whatever.
After work, we were going to study together at the restaurant, but she was like, "I need to go home for my books, and to check my email"... She always checks her blog, and those of her friends. I didn't want to study with her then because I'm so worried about how my little confession will turn out, but I couldn't back out... She came back, and acted semi-normal. She said a couple things that make me think that maybe she read my entry, but I can't be sure. I'm kinda on edge now, and I had to block her on MSN again... But I'll see her at work or school sooner or later, so I can't avoid her for long...
my brain hurts
and my heart is bruised
I don't even know what to think.
Oxwana
29-01-2006, 02:42
yeah, just have sex already!It's not like I'm not trying!
Fascist Dominion
29-01-2006, 05:07
About twenty of us ended out hanging out together at a coffee shop after, and we made the rounds of downtown (we were a total flamer parade). It was a blast, really...
Risa was getting really friendly with this one girl, though... Like, all the lesbians were flirting with eachother, but... And I'm not sure if she was teasing or what, but she honestly didn't get why I had trouble playing along when she flirted with me, or why I got quiet when she was all over this other girl. I got some really weird vibes from her, and ended up feeling a little bit confused...
/understatment of the century.

Ok, so please don't anyone feel the need to point out what a pussy I am (because trust me, I know), but I ended up just posting in my blog (which she reads) all the things I couldn't say to her face...

At work today, she was totally encouraging me to date other chicks ( I think). Like, "This girl likes you, as does that other one... Isn't she hot? And [random hot chick A] was all over you". Whatever.
After work, we were going to study together at the restaurant, but she was like, "I need to go home for my books, and to check my email"... She always checks her blog, and those of her friends. I didn't want to study with her then because I'm so worried about how my little confession will turn out, but I couldn't back out... She came back, and acted semi-normal. She said a couple things that make me think that maybe she read my entry, but I can't be sure. I'm kinda on edge now, and I had to block her on MSN again... But I'll see her at work or school sooner or later, so I can't avoid her for long...
my brain hurts
and my heart is bruised
I don't even know what to think.

I recommend my "victory or death" policy. Basically, you concentrate all your energies on the objective until either victory or death, no surrender. But is important to keep in mind that with relationships, those energies should be soft, subtle strengths. And harden your heart a little to confront her directly, for you don't want a sympathetic response; you want the true expressions of her feelings for you. As for the death option, well, in the words of President G. W. Bush, "We'll bomb that bridge when we come to it.":D
Strasse II
29-01-2006, 05:09
Hey man, Kerry would've been a great President!

But the question is, who would Jesus have voted for? EH? EH?


Screw jesus
Hall of Heroes
29-01-2006, 20:43
Screw jesus

Worked for Mary Magdelen.
Danmarc
30-01-2006, 02:20
The story continues.. Eagerly awaiting the next installment... How does someone so young have a more intriguing life than most? Oh well, who am I to ask...
Undelia
30-01-2006, 02:24
The story continues.. Eagerly awaiting the next installment... How does someone so young have a more intriguing life than most? Oh well, who am I to ask...
She doesn’t have an interesting life. Yours is just so boring that by comparison, her sexually confused one looks interesting.

I mean fuck, this thing is still going on!
Danmarc
30-01-2006, 02:56
She doesn’t have an interesting life. Yours is just so boring that by comparison, her sexually confused one looks interesting.

I mean fuck, this thing is still going on!


Not sure if that was meant in an attacking way or not, so no offense taken.. I will say though, we both seem to be reading it, so that tells us the quality of both of our lives... :)
New Stalinberg
30-01-2006, 03:10
So are you gay?
[NS:::]Vegetarianistica
30-01-2006, 03:17
I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused: What do y'all think?

i think you're a fucking asshole for making this dramatic thread from hell.
Undelia
30-01-2006, 03:19
Vegetarianistica']i think you're a fucking asshole for making this dramatic thread from hell.
Amen.
Fascist Dominion
30-01-2006, 03:52
She doesn’t have an interesting life. Yours is just so boring that by comparison, her sexually confused one looks interesting.

I mean fuck, this thing is still going on!
Awww:( , that indicates just how dull and boring mine is too....:( At least I find it hilarious as hell that it pisses you off!:D
Grave_n_idle
30-01-2006, 19:38
Vegetarianistica']i think you're a fucking asshole for making this dramatic thread from hell.

You know... there's a fine line, between delicate mockery, and insulting hostility.

You may be able to see that line, from where you are... but I'd assume it's a fair distance, and the flags of 'delicate mockery' would be a dot on the horizon beyond it....
Svalbardania
01-02-2006, 07:05
You know... there's a fine line, between delicate mockery, and insulting hostility.

You may be able to see that line, from where you are... but I'd assume it's a fair distance, and the flags of 'delicate mockery' would be a dot on the horizon beyond it....

wow, what a comeback *applauds*
Fascist Dominion
02-02-2006, 03:59
wow, what a comeback *applauds*
Spoon or no spoon, that roundhouse kicks Chuck Norris. :p
Guncorp
02-02-2006, 04:04
Oh, shit, this thread is getting me hot... :eek:
Svalbardania
02-02-2006, 07:13
Spoon or no spoon, that roundhouse kicks Chuck Norris. :p

Chuck Norris made Oxwana turn lesbo :p

Speaking of which, has she given up on this thread?
Fascist Dominion
03-02-2006, 06:12
Chuck Norris made Oxwana turn lesbo :p

Speaking of which, has she given up on this thread?
By roundhouse kicking her in the face so hard he broke the speed of light? Perhaps....She may have finally taken our advice and made the move she desperately needed to make. Or she may have decided this wasn't helping anymore. If she doesn't post again this will finally die and I'll have to find other threads in which to spend my time.
Svalbardania
03-02-2006, 07:11
By roundhouse kicking her in the face so hard he broke the speed of light? Perhaps....She may have finally taken our advice and made the move she desperately needed to make. Or she may have decided this wasn't helping anymore. If she doesn't post again this will finally die and I'll have to find other threads in which to spend my time.

OH GOD NO!
Mythotic Kelkia
03-02-2006, 07:39
why is everyone arguing? what happened to Oxwana's lovely lesbian blog? :(
The ancient Republic
10-02-2006, 13:26
I Demand More Lesbian Blog!
IL Ruffino
10-02-2006, 16:11
How the hell is this still going?
Maineiacs
10-02-2006, 16:16
How the hell is this still going?


Teenage girl + horny, loney guys with no life = continuing saga
The ancient Republic
10-02-2006, 16:23
Teenage girl + horny, loney guys with no life = continuing saga
+ it's fun to watch...
Oxwana
12-02-2006, 04:58
Chuck Norris made Oxwana turn lesbo :p

Speaking of which, has she given up on this thread?No, not at all. She has just been involved in so much drama of late as to not even have time to post...:eek:
Updates to follow.
Jewish Media Control
12-02-2006, 05:02
OHHHH MY GODDDDDDD I THOUGHT THIS WAS FINALLY DEADDDDDDDDD!!! WHY'D YOU HAVE TO GO AND BRING THIS PIECE OF SH*T BACK AGAIN!!!

*throwing toys* :gundge:
Ritlina
12-02-2006, 05:04
Seriously, I Saw This Pop Back Up And I'm Like: WTF! WHO FUCKING REVIVED THIS. I Wasn't Going To Point It Out, But Then You Did JMC. Can't We Like, Lock This Or Something? I Mean, It Started Way back In October! Jesus Christ Man!
Jewish Media Control
12-02-2006, 05:05
Seriously, I Saw This Pop Back Up And I'm Like: WTF! WHO FUCKING REVIVED THIS. I Wasn't Going To Point It Out, But Then You Did JMC. Can't We Like, Lock This Or Something? I Mean, It Started Way back In October! Jesus Christ Man!

Something should be done. This thread is toxic waste. Nice to see you again. I'm sure I'll see you around! :)
Fascist Dominion
12-02-2006, 05:27
Teenage girl + horny, loney guys with no life = continuing saga
That's about the sum of it.
Svalbardania
12-02-2006, 07:38
No, not at all. She has just been involved in so much drama of late as to not even have time to post...:eek:
Updates to follow.

You've sparked my interest again, that can't be healthy for me...
Danmarc
12-02-2006, 22:12
You've sparked my interest again, that can't be healthy for me...

You have to admit this is interesting to some extent.. Even the people who repeatedly trash the thread (see above posts) still keep coming back for more...
Achtung 45
12-02-2006, 22:14
AGH!!! when will this thread go away!? :headbang: :headbang:
The Green Plague
12-02-2006, 22:14
Look at that....back on the first page...

I am still waiting to hear graphic details (and possibly see video) of the hot lezbo action... bring it on.....
The Green Plague
12-02-2006, 22:15
I think those that dislike are still secretly checking a couple times a week just to see some chat about Lezbos getting it on. Are you not?? :fluffle:
[NS:::]Vegetarianistica
12-02-2006, 22:16
This Thread :sniper:
Hall of Heroes
13-02-2006, 00:11
I don't get why you guys are so pissed at Oxwana. If you don't wanna read the thread, just don't cli9ck on it. It's not taking up that much space on the forum anyway.
Danmarc
13-02-2006, 00:20
I don't get why you guys are so pissed at Oxwana. If you don't wanna read the thread, just don't cli9ck on it. It's not taking up that much space on the forum anyway.
I agree, plus Oxwana is such a sweetheart.... Wouldnt hurt a fly..... It is good she can speak with her NS family openly about "hot lesbo action".. Agreed?
The Green Plague
13-02-2006, 00:37
You know what we need???? More efficient lezbos. Ones that don't mind getting the job done within 200 or so posts, so they can spend the next 800 posts telling us about it, and collecting addresses to show the racey videos..
Oxwana
13-02-2006, 03:52
Where to start???
Just thinking about this past month makes my head hurt. Um...
Ok. So Risa calls me her best friend. We do fucking everything together, and I care about her, and I know she cares about me.
But let's see where I left off...
I went to that gay Friday thing for the first time (and have already told you all about it), and then Risa and I went again the next week, but we didn't go to the meeting. We instead went with a few girls to get tattoos. The studio was closing soon, so there was only time for one tattoo, and I, as the tattoo virgin, got first dibs. Risa (in the cutest Maritimer fashion) haggled to get a half-price nipple piercing since there wasn't time to tattoo her. She held my hand while I got my tattoo, and then I watched her getting pierced. Seeing her hurt hurt more than the tattoo (which didn't hurt much at all). It was so fun, though. We all had a blast.
We met up with all the group members after their meeting let out, and we all went for coffee. I ended up seeing a friend from elementary school who I hadn't seen for five years.
We were all having fun, smoking up in the park (I abstained, because Risa totally needs a babysitter when under the influence) and having coffee, talking and coming off the adrenaline rush from our tattoos and piercings.
Risa wanted to have a sleepover with a few of us, but (I don't know how it happened), but I got all bitter and sullen, feeling like she didn't really care if I came too, so I said no. I had to work the next morning at 6:30 anyway, so I had a good excuse.
Jill knew the real reason I was saying no, so she spent over an hour begging me to come, saying that she knew she'd end up a "third wheel" if I didn't go too. I gave in, and...
omg
It was crazy. We all went to the 24/7 grocery story and timmies for coffee and food, then went home and popped in "Better than Chocolate". We watched, like, 20 minutes of the movie before pausing it to talk, and we didn't end up seeing the rest of it...
I have no clue how it happened (the tequilla shots may have had something to do with it), but we all decided to take off our bras, then t-shirts, and we were all topless within an hour or so. We were flirting, and joking around, and teasing. Jill has the most fantastic rack ever, and she thinks it's hilarious (and it kinda is), but I just really like to touch her boobs. I'm not even attracted to her, but... yeah.
So the conversation basically ended up on the subject of my girly-virginity, and it was like, "you should practise on Jill!". It was totally Risa's suggestion. She's a total lecher, and, it turns out, a voyeur. It was all in good fun, but part of me was definitly upset that she obviously doesn't feel as possesive of me as I am of her. So I feel Jill up and whatever, and we were all rough-housing all night, and it was great fun...
wow

Sorry guys. I just can't finish this now. Let's just say that the entire experience was a little traumatic. I'll post more later.
Danmarc
13-02-2006, 04:30
Where to start???
Just thinking about this past month makes my head hurt. Um...
Ok. So Risa calls me her best friend. We do fucking everything together, and I care about her, and I know she cares about me.
But let's see where I left off...
I went to that gay Friday thing for the first time (and have already told you all about it), and then Risa and I went again the next week, but we didn't go to the meeting. We instead went with a few girls to get tattoos. The studio was closing soon, so there was only time for one tattoo, and I, as the tattoo virgin, got first dibs. Risa (in the cutest Maritimer fashion) haggled to get a half-price nipple piercing since there wasn't time to tattoo her. She held my hand while I got my tattoo, and then I watched her getting pierced. Seeing her hurt hurt more than the tattoo (which didn't hurt much at all). It was so fun, though. We all had a blast.
We met up with all the group members after their meeting let out, and we all went for coffee. I ended up seeing a friend from elementary school who I hadn't seen for five years.
We were all having fun, smoking up in the park (I abstained, because Risa totally needs a babysitter when under the influence) and having coffee, talking and coming off the adrenaline rush from our tattoos and piercings.
Risa wanted to have a sleepover with a few of us, but (I don't know how it happened), but I got all bitter and sullen, feeling like she didn't really care if I came too, so I said no. I had to work the next morning at 6:30 anyway, so I had a good excuse.
Jill knew the real reason I was saying no, so she spent over an hour begging me to come, saying that she knew she'd end up a "third wheel" if I didn't go too. I gave in, and...
omg
It was crazy. We all went to the 24/7 grocery story and timmies for coffee and food, then went home and popped in "Better than Chocolate". We watched, like, 20 minutes of the movie before pausing it to talk, and we didn't end up seeing the rest of it...
I have no clue how it happened (the tequilla shots may have had something to do with it), but we all decided to take off our bras, then t-shirts, and we were all topless within an hour or so. We were flirting, and joking around, and teasing. Jill has the most fantastic rack ever, and she thinks it's hilarious (and it kinda is), but I just really like to touch her boobs. I'm not even attracted to her, but... yeah.
So the conversation basically ended up on the subject of my girly-virginity, and it was like, "you should practise on Jill!". It was totally Risa's suggestion. She's a total lecher, and, it turns out, a voyeur. It was all in good fun, but part of me was definitly upset that she obviously doesn't feel as possesive of me as I am of her. So I feel Jill up and whatever, and we were all rough-housing all night, and it was great fun...
wow

Sorry guys. I just can't finish this now. Let's just say that the entire experience was a little traumatic. I'll post more later.

Truly amazing..... Why oh why didnt you say "I want to practice with Risa?" Just curious....
The Green Plague
13-02-2006, 04:32
This is what I am talking about, keep those details coming.. Next time I have a 3 word suggestion for you... BRING A CAMERA.....
RomeW
13-02-2006, 04:47
Oxwana, you're from Atlantic Canada, no?
Danmarc
13-02-2006, 05:47
excited to see some people actually responding... Looks as if the soap opera continues for yet another day.
Svalbardania
13-02-2006, 07:27
excited to see some people actually responding... Looks as if the soap opera continues for yet another day.

That's the plan Dan. (marc)
The ancient Republic
13-02-2006, 09:15
:fluffle:

ooooh...Still no ring on the finger tough? :eek:
Oxwana
13-02-2006, 23:56
Truly amazing..... Why oh why didnt you say "I want to practice with Risa?" Just curious....Risa knows how I feel about her, and it was no secret that I wanted Risa to kiss someone. She was all talk, basically. At one point she let me "practise" on her. I know I was doing at least ok... Her nipples got really hard (even though I couldn't touch the one that had just been pierced), and she was... Fuck. That woman is hot as hell. But she pushed me away after maybe sixty seconds!
I was so confused... But I think now that she may have been uncomfortable getting so turned on.
So we were all horsing around, and I kept needling Risa about how she was all talk.
"I think you're a virgin. You're full of stories, but I've never seen you with a girl..." It's totally laughable; we all know that she's no virgin, but she was getting huffy about it.
"I am not!" sort of thing.
"Prove it," I would reply.
I guess I pushed her far enough (or too far, depending on how you look at it), because we ended up alone in her room. She kissed me, and it was so fucking wonderful... But she pulled away again. I was so goddamned frusterated, and I was starting to just get bitchy with her. I kept harassing her, even though I kind of went along with the games we were all playing, and I kissed Jill some more... Finally she took me by the hand and led me to her room, and pushed me down on her bed. She made me feel so fucking wonderful, but it was horrible at the same time. She acted like a stranger; cold and distant. I felt like she was playing some strange game, trying to prove something... And she wouldn't let me touch her. She made me cum, but it was just... empty. I actually forget it, because immediatly after, I felt so horrible. She just got up and walked away.

Guys, I definitly cried.

omg I can't go on. I'll post again once I stop feeling like I'm going to cry again now.
Jewish Media Control
13-02-2006, 23:58
omg I can't go on.

:sniper:
RomeW
14-02-2006, 00:32
Risa knows how I feel about her, and it was no secret that I wanted Risa to kiss someone. She was all talk, basically. At one point she let me "practise" on her. I know I was doing at least ok... Her nipples got really hard (even though I couldn't touch the one that had just been pierced), and she was... Fuck. That woman is hot as hell. But she pushed me away after maybe sixty seconds!
I was so confused... But I think now that she may have been uncomfortable getting so turned on.
So we were all horsing around, and I kept needling Risa about how she was all talk.
"I think you're a virgin. You're full of stories, but I've never seen you with a girl..." It's totally laughable; we all know that she's no virgin, but she was getting huffy about it.
"I am not!" sort of thing.
"Prove it," I would reply.
I guess I pushed her far enough (or too far, depending on how you look at it), because we ended up alone in her room. She kissed me, and it was so fucking wonderful... But she pulled away again. I was so goddamned frusterated, and I was starting to just get bitchy with her. I kept harassing her, even though I kind of went along with the games we were all playing, and I kissed Jill some more... Finally she took me by the hand and led me to her room, and pushed me down on her bed. She made me feel so fucking wonderful, but it was horrible at the same time. She acted like a stranger; cold and distant. I felt like she was playing some strange game, trying to prove something... And she wouldn't let me touch her. She made me cum, but it was just... empty. I actually forget it, because immediatly after, I felt so horrible. She just got up and walked away.

Guys, I definitly cried.

omg I can't go on. I'll post again once I stop feeling like I'm going to cry again now.

*hugs* It'll be okay...I know it.
CSW
14-02-2006, 00:33
Risa knows how I feel about her, and it was no secret that I wanted Risa to kiss someone. She was all talk, basically. At one point she let me "practise" on her. I know I was doing at least ok... Her nipples got really hard (even though I couldn't touch the one that had just been pierced), and she was... Fuck. That woman is hot as hell. But she pushed me away after maybe sixty seconds!
I was so confused... But I think now that she may have been uncomfortable getting so turned on.
So we were all horsing around, and I kept needling Risa about how she was all talk.
"I think you're a virgin. You're full of stories, but I've never seen you with a girl..." It's totally laughable; we all know that she's no virgin, but she was getting huffy about it.
"I am not!" sort of thing.
"Prove it," I would reply.
I guess I pushed her far enough (or too far, depending on how you look at it), because we ended up alone in her room. She kissed me, and it was so fucking wonderful... But she pulled away again. I was so goddamned frusterated, and I was starting to just get bitchy with her. I kept harassing her, even though I kind of went along with the games we were all playing, and I kissed Jill some more... Finally she took me by the hand and led me to her room, and pushed me down on her bed. She made me feel so fucking wonderful, but it was horrible at the same time. She acted like a stranger; cold and distant. I felt like she was playing some strange game, trying to prove something... And she wouldn't let me touch her. She made me cum, but it was just... empty. I actually forget it, because immediatly after, I felt so horrible. She just got up and walked away.

Guys, I definitly cried.

omg I can't go on. I'll post again once I stop feeling like I'm going to cry again now.
:[
Oxwana
14-02-2006, 03:43
Oxwana, you're from Atlantic Canada, no?No. I'm from (and still live in) Ontario.
Oxwana
14-02-2006, 03:45
IT'S ABOUT F-CKING TIME! :sniper:Um...
Go away.
Sdaeriji
14-02-2006, 03:46
IT'S ABOUT F-CKING TIME! :sniper:

Going for that "most mature poster" award, eh? How old are you? 14?
Jewish Media Control
14-02-2006, 03:47
Um... Go away.

After you..
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 03:49
IT'S ABOUT F-CKING TIME! :sniper:

Sorry... are you a troll in every thread you comment on... or just those that (it appears) you feel bad about being vicariously tittialted by?
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 03:51
Risa knows how I feel about her, and it was no secret that I wanted Risa to kiss someone. She was all talk, basically. At one point she let me "practise" on her. I know I was doing at least ok... Her nipples got really hard (even though I couldn't touch the one that had just been pierced), and she was... Fuck. That woman is hot as hell. But she pushed me away after maybe sixty seconds!
I was so confused... But I think now that she may have been uncomfortable getting so turned on.
So we were all horsing around, and I kept needling Risa about how she was all talk.
"I think you're a virgin. You're full of stories, but I've never seen you with a girl..." It's totally laughable; we all know that she's no virgin, but she was getting huffy about it.
"I am not!" sort of thing.
"Prove it," I would reply.
I guess I pushed her far enough (or too far, depending on how you look at it), because we ended up alone in her room. She kissed me, and it was so fucking wonderful... But she pulled away again. I was so goddamned frusterated, and I was starting to just get bitchy with her. I kept harassing her, even though I kind of went along with the games we were all playing, and I kissed Jill some more... Finally she took me by the hand and led me to her room, and pushed me down on her bed. She made me feel so fucking wonderful, but it was horrible at the same time. She acted like a stranger; cold and distant. I felt like she was playing some strange game, trying to prove something... And she wouldn't let me touch her. She made me cum, but it was just... empty. I actually forget it, because immediatly after, I felt so horrible. She just got up and walked away.

Guys, I definitly cried.

omg I can't go on. I'll post again once I stop feeling like I'm going to cry again now.

Is it possible she's just trying to keep you 'distanced' because of that 'going home' thing, you talked about?

I mean... that wouldn't make it necessarily any 'better'... but it MIGHT explain why she's acting that way... :(
Peechland
14-02-2006, 03:52
Sorry... are you a troll in every thread you comment on... or just those that (it appears) you feel bad about being vicariously tittialted by?

I'm a troll and I plan to follow you into every thread you go into. I'm going to bait and flame and grave dig and spam and whatever other forum sins I can think of. How you like those apples?
Jewish Media Control
14-02-2006, 03:58
I'm a troll and I plan to follow you into every thread you go into. I'm going to bait and flame and grave dig and spam and whatever other forum sins I can think of. How you like those apples?

Oh, yeah.. that sounds like a perfect description of me. Yeah, I'm convinced.
Peechland
14-02-2006, 04:02
Oh, yeah.. that sounds like a perfect description of me. Yeah, I'm convinced.

Hey....that was a post made directly to GraveNidle and had nothing to do with you. He's a friend of mine so I was teasing him. I quoted him when I made the post so why would you think I was aiming it toward you?
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 04:05
I'm a troll and I plan to follow you into every thread you go into. I'm going to bait and flame and grave dig and spam and whatever other forum sins I can think of. How you like those apples?

Actually, my sweet, so long as it is YOU that folows, flames and baits me... I'd be more than happy. :)

This other 'individual', however, who has apparently nothing to say about ANY of the subject matter that has been discussed over something like 80 pages of debate... EXCEPT to vent some kind of frustration, perhaps... I could probably survive without having to share debate with, too much.
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 04:06
Hey....that was a post made directly to GraveNidle and had nothing to do with you. He's a friend of mine so I was teasing him. I quoted him when I made the post so why would you think I was aiming it toward you?

Perhaps you touched a nerve?

Long time, no see, doll... how is Peech?
Jewish Media Control
14-02-2006, 04:08
I was aiming it toward you?

He called me a troll. You came in and said you were. It was a perfect opportunity to make a point that was obviously lost.
Peechland
14-02-2006, 04:08
Perhaps you touched a nerve?

Long time, no see, doll... how is Peech?

I'm good tall, light, and handsome. :fluffle: Just tuning in for the next page in Oxwanas story.
Peechland
14-02-2006, 04:11
He called me a troll. You came in and said you were. It was a perfect opportunity to make a point that was obviously lost.

See here, I know youre not a 14 year old boy who tries to flame. Youre a 20 something year old newbie who makes some very intelligent posts most of the time. You do come off as the typical gun shooting noob that people loath, but as time goes by they will see you arent. You and I have no beef....yet. Lets keep it that way by you not going off half cocked on me again?...k?
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 04:21
He called me a troll. You came in and said you were. It was a perfect opportunity to make a point that was obviously lost.

Why so defensive? You were trolling... I asked if you were a troll... is it not 'all good' here?
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 04:23
I'm good tall, light, and handsome. :fluffle: Just tuning in for the next page in Oxwanas story.

Well, she seems to have had combined "careful what you wish for" problems... got any insights for her?
Midwest Liberals
14-02-2006, 04:24
Recently I've become uber attracted to two chicks.
The thing of it is, they both look like hot guys.
I daydream about kissing them and whatever, but I kind of wish that they were guys, because the thought of having sex with either of them isn't very appealing.
So am I a lesbian? I'm still really attracted to guys.
I'm thinking that maybe I'm just so horny that I'm attracted to everyone (going through a self-imposed dry-spell, which is Hell). Or, it could be that I'm so very pissed off at guys that I am willing myself to be a lesbot...:confused:
What do y'all think?

Simply put , if since this posting , you slept with a girl and are still interested in guys then you are straight.
If you slept with a girl and wouldn't mind sleeping with a girl , your bisexual.
If you no longer like guys , then you're gay. The first time interest in girls is not definitive proof of anything. Its when you get the curiosity out of your system is when you will know which way you swing (pun intended).
hope this helps others (I am going to guess you've found the answer by now)
cheers
Steven
Peechland
14-02-2006, 04:28
Well, she seems to have had combined "careful what you wish for" problems... got any insights for her?

Yes. I think she should be careful of what she wishes for. ;)


I think patience is of the utmost importance at this point. Things probably seemed like they moved at the speed of sound in only a few moments that night to Risa, and thats a lot to take in when youve got all this emotion and desire going on. But who's to say?
Grave_n_idle
14-02-2006, 05:03
Yes. I think she should be careful of what she wishes for. ;)


I think patience is of the utmost importance at this point. Things probably seemed like they moved at the speed of sound in only a few moments that night to Risa, and thats a lot to take in when youve got all this emotion and desire going on. But who's to say?

Wise words, as ever... Thanks, Peech.
RomeW
14-02-2006, 05:19
No. I'm from (and still live in) Ontario.

Ah...I saw "Maritimer" and thought "Atlantic Canada". I'm an Ontarian myself...would I be allowed to ask which part or is that too much?
Fascist Dominion
14-02-2006, 06:40
Yes. I think she should be careful of what she wishes for. ;)


I think patience is of the utmost importance at this point. Things probably seemed like they moved at the speed of sound in only a few moments that night to Risa, and thats a lot to take in when youve got all this emotion and desire going on. But who's to say?
I concur. Peech is absolutely correct in saying patience is critical now. This kinda reminds me of the time Chuck Norris broke the speed of light with a roundhouse kick to some woman's face....You don't roundhouse kick, do you, Oxwana?
Oxwana
14-02-2006, 08:05
Ah...I saw "Maritimer" and thought "Atlantic Canada". I'm an Ontarian myself...would I be allowed to ask which part or is that too much?Risa's a Maritimer, and my family is from that area... But I live in London Ontario.
RomeW
16-02-2006, 08:11
Risa's a Maritimer, and my family is from that area... But I live in London Ontario.

How is it over there? Is there a vibrant LBGT community in London? I know of Church & Wellesley in Toronto...I wonder if there's a similar one there.
Straughn
16-02-2006, 08:17
Sorry... are you a troll in every thread you comment on... or just those that (it appears) you feel bad about being vicariously tittialted by?
Nah, that'd be me!!!
Hey Grave, Saint Curie's got some good riffs on the Saving/Killing/Replacing Jesus threads. Ask Peech. Kinda surprised not to see ya there!:D
Peechland
16-02-2006, 08:25
Nah, that'd be me!!!
Hey Grave, Saint Curie's got some good riffs on the Saving/Killing/Replacing Jesus threads. Ask Peech. Kinda surprised not to see ya there!:D

Straughn you troll you.

Grave would be all over it, but he's usually werkin' at this hour.
Straughn
16-02-2006, 08:27
Straughn you troll you.

Grave would be all over it, but he's usually werkin' at this hour.
I just knew there was something i was supposed to respect about him! :D
Nietzschens
16-02-2006, 15:14
Spider :D
Straughn
17-02-2006, 01:56
Spider :D
Seconded. Good poll option.
I'm reminded of the beginning of Wicked City (i think, either that or Demon City Shinjuku)
Oxwana
17-02-2006, 05:43
How is it over there? Is there a vibrant LBGT community in London? I know of Church & Wellesley in Toronto...I wonder if there's a similar one there.London is very, very uptight and judgmental. Not exactly queer-friendly [/understatment]
The Northern Alliance moved here after TO cracked down on hate crimes and organized crime. One year, the pride parade recieved threats. Nothing came of it, but cinderblocks were found on the roofs of buildings lining the parade route. We think the Northern Alliance planned to drop them on paraders, but never followed through...
So yeah, London isn't the greatest or most accepting town (why Risa hated it here so much), but my school just happens to be one of the most queer-friendly on the planet. My VP's daughter is a dyke, and the rest of the admin staff are awsome too. The GSA at my school was the only one for my age group in Ontario for a while too.
Oxwana
17-02-2006, 05:48
I have trouble even thinking about the sleep-over at Risa's house, so I'm just gon gloss ove rthat bit, if y'all don't mind. We worked it out, and were on good terms again (after some drama and whatnot), but yeah. Basically, she thought I was in love with her romantically, which was why she was acting so weird/on-and-off. I tried to clear things up, but whatever.
She had failed two of her three credits from last semester, and wasn't going to graduate if she stayed in London.
So she left.
On Valentine's day.
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.
Dragons with Guns
17-02-2006, 06:14
I have trouble even thinking about the sleep-over at Risa's house, so I'm just gon gloss ove rthat bit, if y'all don't mind. We worked it out, and were on good terms again (after some drama and whatnot), but yeah. Basically, she thought I was in love with her romantically, which was why she was acting so weird/on-and-off. I tried to clear things up, but whatever.
She had failed two of her three credits from last semester, and wasn't going to graduate if she stayed in London.
So she left.
On Valentine's day.
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.

:( That sucks. At least you worked it out (at the very least).
Fascist Dominion
17-02-2006, 06:22
I have trouble even thinking about the sleep-over at Risa's house, so I'm just gon gloss ove rthat bit, if y'all don't mind. We worked it out, and were on good terms again (after some drama and whatnot), but yeah. Basically, she thought I was in love with her romantically, which was why she was acting so weird/on-and-off. I tried to clear things up, but whatever.
She had failed two of her three credits from last semester, and wasn't going to graduate if she stayed in London.
So she left.
On Valentine's day.
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.
No, no, don't do that. You wouldn't do that.....I hope. Perhaps you've simply interpreted events incorrectly. Don't confuse the messenger for the message, something I learned the hard way after three years of self-induced misery.
Hall of Heroes
15-03-2006, 22:28
I have trouble even thinking about the sleep-over at Risa's house, so I'm just gon gloss ove rthat bit, if y'all don't mind. We worked it out, and were on good terms again (after some drama and whatnot), but yeah. Basically, she thought I was in love with her romantically, which was why she was acting so weird/on-and-off. I tried to clear things up, but whatever.
She had failed two of her three credits from last semester, and wasn't going to graduate if she stayed in London.
So she left.
On Valentine's day.
I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.

Oh shit. So did Oxwana actually hurl herself off a bridge? :(
Cluichstan
15-03-2006, 22:33
Oh shit. So did Oxwana actually hurl herself off a bridge? :(

Bloody gravedigger. Should've left this bloody thread buried. :mad:
Sinuhue
15-03-2006, 22:34
Cripes. Someone play 'Thriller' for me.
Cluichstan
15-03-2006, 22:36
Cripes. Someone play 'Thriller' for me.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v690/Smooth_Criminal/Thriller.jpg

:D
Valori
15-03-2006, 22:53
*sings*

THRILLER.... SOMETHING SOMETHING !
Peechland
15-03-2006, 23:00
Thriller RULES!
Cluichstan
15-03-2006, 23:01
Thriller RULES!

I scared the hell out of people by singing it at karaoke one night -- without once looking at the monitor for the lyrics. :D
Adjacent to Belarus
15-03-2006, 23:53
Will this thread ever die?

(Not that I'm bitter or frustrated or anything... simple matter of curiosity)
Mythotic Kelkia
16-03-2006, 00:13
Will this thread ever die?


The last thing Oxwana posted:

I'm going to go jump off a bridge now.

:( :confused: :(
The ancient Republic
16-03-2006, 09:28
:(
Cluichstan
16-03-2006, 19:20
http://www.photopost.com/photopost/data/500/756die.jpg
Oxwana
20-03-2006, 18:27
I'm not dead, for the record.
Lolita is in BC for vacation, and Risa moved far, far away.
There were some developments with Lolita, but I was under the impression that no one here was that interested anymore. Mostly, though, nothing's been going on. I also work 40-50 hours a week and go to school full time. I have no life, basically, so there's nothing to post about.
If something actually exciting happens, I guess I'll post about it.
It's kinda sweet that people actually worried, but I won't jump off a bridge, word.
Grave_n_idle
20-03-2006, 19:27
I'm not dead, for the record.
Lolita is in BC for vacation, and Risa moved far, far away.
There were some developments with Lolita, but I was under the impression that no one here was that interested anymore. Mostly, though, nothing's been going on. I also work 40-50 hours a week and go to school full time. I have no life, basically, so there's nothing to post about.
If something actually exciting happens, I guess I'll post about it.
It's kinda sweet that people actually worried, but I won't jump off a bridge, word.

Thanks for the update. We may come accross as a bunch of cynical heartless bastards, but some of us would actually be less happy with the world if it had less 'Oxwanas' in it. :)
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 19:54
http://www.p0stwh0res.com/images/makeitstop.jpg
Utracia
20-03-2006, 19:57
http://www.p0stwh0res.com/images/makeitstop.jpg

If the Chuck Norris thread can keep going then I think this one can as well. ;)
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 20:02
If the Chuck Norris thread can keep going then I think this one can as well. ;)

But the Chuck Norris thread is actually funny.
Utracia
20-03-2006, 20:06
But the Chuck Norris thread is actually funny.

Yes but this thread provides people with some pretty detailed lesbian scenes. Oxwana doesn't hold back you know.
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 20:12
But the Chuck Norris thread is actually funny.

hot lesbians>funny
HC Eredivisie
20-03-2006, 20:16
Yes but this thread provides people with some pretty detailed lesbian scenes. Oxwana doesn't hold back you know.
WTF?! Where?:eek: :eek:
Utracia
20-03-2006, 20:21
WTF?! Where?:eek: :eek:

Hell there's 80 pages on this thread. If you have time to dig then...
HC Eredivisie
20-03-2006, 20:29
Hell there's 80 pages on this thread. If you have time to dig then...
*searches in the 80 pages for lesbian scenes*
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 20:48
hot lesbians>funny

Proof of said hotness?
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:07
Proof of said hotness?

They're lesbians. Nuff said.
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 21:09
They're lesbians. Nuff said.

You've never seen a butt-ugly lesbian?
The blessed Chris
20-03-2006, 21:10
You've never seen a butt-ugly lesbian?

I have. And do, with regularity. *shudders*
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 21:21
I have. And do, with regularity. *shudders*

'k, well, that's my point. I wanna see some proof of hotness to justify this bloody thread.
The blessed Chris
20-03-2006, 21:23
'k, well, that's my point. I wanna see some proof of hotness to justify this bloody thread.

Damn straight, I'm not helping turn a girl lesbian if she's not hot. They bloody well have to be:mad:
Utracia
20-03-2006, 21:30
Damn straight, I'm not helping turn a girl lesbian if she's not hot. They bloody well have to be:mad:

She does provide a picture I believe on the NS Player Info thread. Decide yourself and relax, ok?
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:34
You've never seen a butt-ugly lesbian?

No.
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 21:41
http://www.libertyfilmfestival.com/libertas/wp-content/12-rosie-inside.jpg

Now you have.
Utracia
20-03-2006, 21:43
http://www.libertyfilmfestival.com/libertas/wp-content/12-rosie-inside.jpg

Now you have.

*runs to wash eyes while screaming in horror*
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:43
http://www.libertyfilmfestival.com/libertas/wp-content/12-rosie-inside.jpg

Now you have.

No I haven't.
Oxwana
20-03-2006, 21:47
'k, well, that's my point. I wanna see some proof of hotness to justify this bloody thread.You do realize that every second post is made by you at this point, right?
Please leave.
Oxwana
20-03-2006, 21:49
No I haven't.I don't think she's ugly either. Maybe the guys who make such a show of disliking her are really expressing their repressed sexual frustration.:eek:
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:50
I don't think she's ugly either. Maybe the guys who make such a show of disliking her are really expressing their repressed sexual frustration.:eek:

Sounds plausible to me.
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 21:50
You do realize that every second post is made by you at this point, right?
Please leave.

Um...no.
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:51
Um...no.

oooh, good comeback
Cluichstan
20-03-2006, 21:51
I don't think she's ugly either. Maybe the guys who make such a show of disliking her are really expressing their repressed sexual frustration.:eek:

And no again.
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-03-2006, 21:51
And no again.

Really good comeback
RomeW
20-03-2006, 21:57
I'm not dead, for the record.
Lolita is in BC for vacation, and Risa moved far, far away.
There were some developments with Lolita, but I was under the impression that no one here was that interested anymore. Mostly, though, nothing's been going on. I also work 40-50 hours a week and go to school full time. I have no life, basically, so there's nothing to post about.
If something actually exciting happens, I guess I'll post about it.
It's kinda sweet that people actually worried, but I won't jump off a bridge, word.

I'm interested.

I don't think she's ugly either. Maybe the guys who make such a show of disliking her are really expressing their repressed sexual frustration. :eek:

Haha...I like the theory, but for me it doesn't work, at least when it comes to Rosie O'Donnell's looks. I just think she's ugly- nothing repressed there. As a person though- she's quite lively (or at least was) and that's a positive trait.
Grave_n_idle
21-03-2006, 00:21
And no again.

Personally I'd hate to see you go. After all, you've made such a contribution so far. :)
Valori
21-03-2006, 00:44
I don't think she's ugly either. Maybe the guys who make such a show of disliking her are really expressing their repressed sexual frustration.:eek:

I don't really care about this thread, but on the note of Rosie... She's like the anti-sexy.

They say everytime somebody masturbates, a kitten dies, well everytime somebody sees her, a penis dies.

Think of the penises.
Svalbardania
21-03-2006, 01:07
I don't really care about this thread, but on the note of Rosie... She's like the anti-sexy.

They say everytime somebody masturbates, a kitten dies, well everytime somebody sees her, a penis dies.

Think of the penises.

Why would we EVER think about penises on a lesbian thread? WHY??
The ancient Republic
21-03-2006, 09:17
Damn straight, I'm not helping turn a girl lesbian if she's not hot. They bloody well have to be:mad:

did you say hot? (http://www.tshirthell.com/store/product.php?productid=286)
Sdaeriji
21-03-2006, 14:40
http://www.photopost.com/photopost/data/500/756die.jpg

You may be surprised to find out that you can, in fact, NOT look at this thread. It is within your power!
Laerod
21-03-2006, 14:42
You may be surprised to find out that you can, in fact, NOT look at this thread. It is within your power!Liberal lies... :D
Sdaeriji
21-03-2006, 14:45
http://www.p0stwh0res.com/images/makeitstop.jpg

I agree. Please stop posting lame internet pictures.
Oxwana
21-03-2006, 18:44
did you say hot? (http://www.tshirthell.com/store/product.php?productid=286)Classy.
I don't think homophobes should be allowed to breed and raise little wee homophobes, but we can't always get what we want.
Svalbardania
23-03-2006, 01:31
Classy.
I don't think homophobes should be allowed to breed and raise little wee homophobes, but we can't always get what we want.

Shame that.
The Genius Masterminds
23-03-2006, 01:38
Is this the longest-lasting thread out there on NationStates?

And hey, people have a right to be homophobic, just as much as people's right to be homosexual. So having homophobes should be allowed.
Oxwana
24-03-2006, 17:18
Is this the longest-lasting thread out there on NationStates?

And hey, people have a right to be homophobic, just as much as people's right to be homosexual. So having homophobes should be allowed.People have a right to be homophobic.
It still makes me sad that some people walk around with hate in their hearts, and I wish that it weren't so. Please don't compare homophobia, which is all about hate, to homosexuality, which is about love.
Kzord
24-03-2006, 17:21
Is this the longest-lasting thread out there on NationStates?

Nope. One thread (http://forums.jolt.co.uk/showthread.php?t=274848) was posted in may 2003, and now has 328 pages. Maybe that's the oldest.