NationStates Jolt Archive

*Thanks everyone for your input.*

If there was anything to worry about I'll post in this thread.

If there was anything to worry about I'd post in this thread.



if there is a shotgun...i am running!

i have dreams with hair on them....enjoy!

Can someone interpret my dream for me? I remember it in such detail its freaky. The entire dream was first person perspective.

Last night I dreamt of wearing high-tech armor (something like Darth Vader from Star Wars.) This was in a southern US state, I'm thinking maybe Georgia or Louisana. Rural area, fields of cotton swayed in the breeze.

It was dusk. Somehow I was in a run-down farming homestead, the family of 6 was having dinner. Bald fat elderly man at the table wearing a singlet, just walked in and crushed his head in my gloved hand. Grey matter splattered all over the table. The wife and childern (all four of them) scattered.

The woman got to a the shotgun, took a shotgun (looks awfully short). I took a face full of pellets but it felt like coins tossed at me. I bent the barrel, lifted her in the air and literally shoved it up her rectum. Then I withdraw it and bashed her with it until she expired.

I systematically found every kid in the house, knocked them out and tied them down. I flayed one (~13 year old) boy with a hunting knife, in the garage right next to the hanging ham. I tied one down in chains and roasted him in the oven alive (~9 years old). The house smelled bad. The two daughters were executed by gunshot. Then I torched the house.

I kept going down this infinite field of farmland, the same homestead of the same people keep coming up and I keep repeating this until I waked up.

Can someone interpret this for me? I haven't killed anyone in my life yet. I certainly ain't capable of brutality like this in real life. The most disturbing thing is how vivid it was.

EDIT: Another thing. There was always a pickup truck outside the house. Never the same color.
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I'm guessing you're angry about...something. Some issue that has you really pissed off. Probably something that is typified by the imagery: the typical Southern family. Say, they supposedly hate the idea of gay marriage, and you want gay marriage, for instance.

Or you could have just been playing too much of some game or another and leaked into you being violent in your dream.

In any case, I wouldn't worry too much. It's probably just an expression of internal anger, nothing more.