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Okay, I have decided that a lot of you people are way too prideful, and a lot of you really have way too much self loathing, so it evens out right?

Now, I am not one to name names (oh who am I kidding yes I am! but I won't here) so, here is the deal.....

everyone's assignment for today (tonight, tomorrow, whenever) is to list

5 things I hate about myself


5 things I love about myself

and

5 things I want to change about myself......


we will all meet up in a week and quote our original post and try again and see if A) we love or hate new things about ourselves, and B) if we are making progress on the things we wish to change.

I will post in a minute I don't want to ruin the first post with my stuff though. ;)

Can't really come up with stuff I hate about myself--I worked really hard to get rid of self-loathing a few years back. But I'd like to get a bit more self-disciplined--I'm supposed to be grading papers right now, for instance. And I'd like to drop a few pounds. But that's about it.

Errr...

I am totally good with myself and the world and not in need of fixing.

Thanks anyway, though.

:cool:

The only thing I hate about myself is the fact that I am going gray..... but only in my nostril hairs. It looks silly!

Besides that, what's not to love?

:p

Love... CONQUERS ALL!!!!!111 :eek:

(most of the time...)

I don't like this thread. But, I'm going to do it anyway.

5 things I hate:
my pride
my laziness
my lack of prayer
my eager anger
my appearence

5 things I love:
my salvation
my hope
my determination
my discernment
my creativity
(and 3 of these point to the first of my list of things I hate)

5 things I want to change:
be more humble
get a work ethic
be more kind
pray more
be calmer

Okay. That's it. Actually, there's so much more, but that's all for now.

okay you guys....really?

come on.

okay you guys....really?

come on.

Do you mean "OK you guys who haven't posted, come on already?" or "OK you guys who have, are you kidding me or what?" cause if it is the second...

Nope, not kidding you. I have long since decided that the way to go is to find my own peace and happiness, and so I do. There is nothing I hate about myself, hate is counterproductive. There are many things I love about myself, but if I just listed THAT, you would accuse me of being prideful, so never mind. Anything I think needs changing, I am in process of doing already, so no need to mention it.

Yep. I am a happy, well adjusted person, believe it or not. I have my scars, and my treasures, and all of them add up to me, and I am glad to be who I am, with no need to pick myself apart or throw myself into psychoanalysis for the entertainment of anyone, not even you nice folk.

Love... CONQUERS ALL!!!!!111 :eek:

(most of the time...)

Amor vincit omnia.

I don’t like:

1) I’m too lazy
2) I’m scared of heights
3) I get jealous
4) I tend to snap at people without realising
5) I can’t keep a secret

I like:

1) I’m a cuddly guy who always brightens up your day
2) I’m quite clever
3) I tend to speak my mind
4) I’m always the optimist
5) I’m a funny guy (though I can get annoying)

I want to change:

1) I want to get more fit
2) I want to get over my fear of heights
3) I want to lean how to cook at a reasonable level
4) I want to learn how to get out of bed in the morning
5) I want to make a sandwich

Hates:
I don't have a girlfriend
I'm not very attractive
I have a poor physique
I have poor social skillz
I'm boring

Likes:
I'm healthy
I have friends
I'm not overweight
I have a good job
I don't have any speeding tickets

Things I want to change:
See 'Hates'

hate:
I'm fat
I'm lazy
I'm uncreative
my hygiene sucks
I'm hopelessly addicted to NSG

Love:
I'm very smart
I havent succumbed to drugs/alchohol, despite peer-pressure
I havent succumbed to unsafe/experimental sex, despite peer-pressure
I'm very much an individual
I cook better than both my mom and my grandma(despite being a 16-year-old boy:p)

Change:
lose weight
cut back on NSG
get involved in clubs at school
raise GPA
somehow rouse my comatose muse

5 things I hate about myself

I am a perfectionist
I am often seen as snobby because I am so quiet
I tend to be nosey
I don't take enough time for myself
I have this martyr complex thing sometimes


5 things I love about myself

I am a perfectionist
Kids really like me, which makes it easier to be around them all the time
I am a really good friend (when I am not being too nosey)
I have a strong work ethic
I am good with money


5 things I want to change

I want to be less busy all the time
I want to manage my time more wisely
I want to be less nosey
I want to make new friends
I want to start better threds ;)

somehow rouse my comatose muse

I read this as "somehow rouse my comatose mouse."

I didn't understand why you would even keep a mouse if it were comatose.

But then I saw that it said muse and everything was good again.

Hate:
1) I'm an opportunistic ****
2) I'm an opportunistic bastard
3) I'm an opportunistic son of a bitch
4) I'm an opportunistic asshole
5) I'm an opportunistic fuckard

Love:
1) I'm an opportunistic ****
2) I'm an opportunistic bastard
3) I'm an opportunistic son of a bitch
4) I'm an opportunistic asshole
5) I'm an opportunistic fuckard

Change:
1) I'm an opportunistic ****
2) I'm an opportunistic bastard
3) I'm an opportunistic son of a bitch
4) I'm an opportunistic asshole
5) I'm an opportunistic fuckard

5 things I hate about myself
1) My inability to stand up to my father
2) The fact that I really do hate myself
3) My inability to tell my best friend that I'm in love with her
4) I'm lazy
5) I can't stop feeling sorry for myself

5 things I love about myself
1) I can play guitar
2) I am fairly good looking
3) I'm usually a nice guy
4) I can stand up for myself in most situations
5) I prefer to let other people talk to me about their problems, than lay mine on them

5 things I want to change about myself......
1) I want to gain weight, become a bit stronger
2) I want to stand up to my father
3) I want to believe in myself, and feel better about myself.
4) I want to be able to really talk to this girl...
5) I want to get motivated and do something with my life.

dislike:
complete lack of effort in things that don't immediatly interest me
massive trust issues
not outgoing enough
the fact that I have been sick for going on three weeks now

like:
great friend
always looking to have fun
pretty open to new things
will say what needs to be said
can get things done

change/goals:
gain weight
do well this semester
be more outgoing
stop being sick
help my sister get through some stuff that she doesn't know I know are going on right now...

Things I don't like:
1) My inability to take much seriously.
2) I have trouble managing money.
3) I don't keep in touch with relatives as much as I should.
4) I have trouble counting.

Things I like:
1) My sense of humor.
2) My family, of course.
3) I respond well to pressure.
4) I don't need much sleep.
6.022 x 10^23 ) My scientific background.

Things I'd like to change:
1) My underwear.
2) Where I live. I'd love to move to another state.
3) I want to read more.
4) I'd like to sped more time with my cousin(we used to be like brothers).
5) Seriously, my underwear. *bleah*

5 things I love:
That I can make people laugh
The fact me and alcohol have a good relationship
I used to be a good student
that I'm cold
I use people and am selfish

5 things I hate:
That I'm cold
I use people and am selfish
I'm a liar
I have little motivation
I'm not as good a friend or boyfriend as I should be

5 things I want to change:
To be a better friend and boyfriend
To lie less
Stop flirting with other girls
Improve study habits and quit being lazy
Cut back on the alcohol/partying just a bit

I want to start better threds ;)


This a great thread;) :fluffle:

Been gone a while... back now. (Hey Smunkee, remember me? :fluffle:)

5 Things I hate: (although "hate" is a strong word, and I prefer "dislike")
My laziness and constant tiredness.
My impatience.
My messiness.
My insufficient prayer.
My anger, particularly towards a certain person.

5 Things I love: (again, I prefer "like" or "enjoy")
My peace
My ingenuity
My love
My athleticism
My geekiness and intelligence

and 5 things I want to change:
I want to pray more, and be closer to God.
I want to be less tired/sleepy all the time. (Probably get more sleep...)
I want to keep my house cleaner (not that it's dirty, just messy often.)
I want to cook more from scratch.
I want to get into riding my bike again.

Things I don't like:
1) My inability to take much seriously.
...
4) I have trouble counting.

Things I like:
...
6.022 x 10^23 ) My scientific background.

Things I'd like to change:
1) My underwear.
...
5) Seriously, my underwear. *bleah*

LOL - I think I should've missed you more. What a great list!

(I need to change my underwear too.)

Not that I'm not fine with myself, but:

5 things i hate:
1. I think I'm on the unattractive side.
2. I lack a girlfriend. I had one, but she's a **** and now I've been a little lonely.
3. I'm lazy as hell and I'm too lazy to do anything about it.
4. I'm overweight and am too lazy to do anything about it.
5. I have a lack of time management skills and am too lazy to do anything about it haha.

5 things i love:
1. My long hair.
2. I'm at least semi-intelligent.
3. I finally have a job.
4. My height.
5. my sense of humor

5 thing I wanna change:
1-5. See hates?

5 things I hate about myself:

1. I have too many girlfriends and I don't know all their names
2. My car is too cool for words which frustrates me.
3. I have too much money so I flush it down the toilet which is kind of a waste.
4. I lost to a polar bear in an arm wrestle once.
5. I havn't mastered the art of flying 3 planes at once, I can only do 2.


5 things I love about myself:

1. I'm awesome.
2. I can breathe underwater
3. I can make my car which is too cool for cars run off of tobasco sauce.
4. I can beat toddlers in an arm wrestle.
5. I don't think I'm going to go bald.


5 things I want to change about myself:

1. I'm only 6"5, my goal is 7"5
2. I want to be able to drive a car with my eyes closed.
3. I want to legally change my name to, "Snake Plissken"
4. I don't like the fact that I can only bench 500 lbs
5. I wet the bed, that needs to stop.

Those are all true if you're wondering.

5 things I hate about myself
I'm lazy.
I'm single.
I'm not ruthless.
I'm hopelessly infatuated with a girl I can't have.
I'm short on cash.
5 things I love about myself
I'm single.
I'm no longer ruthless.
I can feel love again.
I'm taller than average.
I'm funny (sometimes [and not nearly as funny as LG]).
5 things I want to change about myself......
The single status.
The number of € in my bank account.
My pants (they're dirty).
My diet (very important, actually).
My inability to cope with rejection.

5 things I don't like about myself:
1) I don't speak up as much as I should
2) I've never had a girlfriend
3) I let comfort hold me back
4) I procrastinate too much
5) I let my apartment get too messy

5 things I like about myself
1) I think through my actions and words
2) I have great relationships with my friends and family
3) I never hold grudges
4) My sense of humor lets me laugh at myself
5) I manage to discover new things that keep me from going insane with boredom

5 things I want to change about myself
1) I want to lose that excess around the waist
2) I want to plan my future out well
3) I want to be less comfortable and more risky
4) I want to stand out more and let people know I exist
5) I want to get a date before the year ends

The things you learn about yourself when you list...

hate:
I can be smug, which irritates people
being too sharp with my family and close friends
being judgemental/ fearing people before I know them
not trying hard enough in school
not writing/drawing/designing enough even though I want to

love:
I'm open and friendly mostly
I don't put up with bullshitty people and things, not afraid to confront
I really am moderately clever
I'm happy
I've tangibly changed for the better

change:
think yet one more time before talking
understanding my parents more
time manage
be more unnassuming, approachable
taking advantage of all the things at my fingertips!

EDIT: this is actually kinda useful. I've been thinking of more things and it's pretty good to step back and take perspctive.
And I've always utterly scorned people who make lists of goals and such. oh noes!

Hates:
1) being overweight
2) being shy
3) being lazy
4) being disorganized
5) having no active hobbies/interests

Loves:
1) That I see people as people, not their ethnicity, political background, gender, sexual preference, disability, etc
2) That I am an independent thinker and don't base my opinion on one source or conclusion.
3) That dispite the things I hate about myself I don't dwell on them and think "why me?" but try to fix them rather than just live with the inconvenience.
4) That I am comfortible enough to be myself regardless of who I'm around, and that I can ignore peoples negative remarks when I do so.
5) That I am not afraid to speak my mind, sometimes rather harshly, to anyone I want to, without worrying about what they'll think or say.

Change:
See hates.

5 things I hate about myself

1. my self esteem
2. my self image
3. sometimes my anti-socialness
4. That I'm awkard around people
5. That people sometimes have a hard time understanding me

5 things I love about myself

1. I'm there for my friends
2. That I'm nice to animals
3. My love for History
4. My passion for Politics
5. My passion for Aviation

5 things I want to change about myself......

Basically everything in my things I hate about myself column.

5 things I hate about myself

-My Laziness
-Anti-social...ness
-Looks
-Not being athletic
-Being depressed

5 things I love about myself

-My intelligence
Thats all I could think of

and

5 things I want to change about myself......

-Be more social
-Get a job
-Lose Weight
-Get a girlfriend
-Stop being depressed

This actually comes at a perfect time; my SO and I just fought over whether or not I need to change the way I treat him. Or, well, we agreed that I need to change the way I treat him... I just didn't know I was treated him badly to begin with. So anyway.

I don't like:

1) My overly-emotional tendencies. The fact that everything makes me cry.
2) The fact that... in a situation where I feel unconfident or unsure, I act like a bitch and try to say witty, cutting things, just so people don't think I'm vulnerable.
3) The fact that I go to extreme lengths to "prove" that I am independent and will not answer to orders from anyone, even if that means refusing the simplest requests just to show that I will not be "forced" into anything. Orders like, say, my SO telling me I have five seconds to kiss him before he shuts the door, so I just turn around and walk away... no, I don't know what kind of crack I'm on, either.
4) The fact that I'm completely insecure.
5) The fact that I am terrible at conveying my thought and emotions, because people are constantly misunderstanding my feelings and intentions... sigh. Maybe it's the fact that I say the opposite of what I feel, just to protect myself, somehow.

I do like:

1) The fact that I'm willing to admit that I'm wrong and try to fix things.
2) That I can make my friends laugh when they really need it.
3) That I can be matter-of-fact and oddly sensible in the most potentially awkward situations.
4) That I believe in love. :)
5) And... uhm... I like whatever my SO sees in me that keeps him here, even when I'm not at all easy to put up with, and even though he wonders why he puts up with me at all. I am forever thankful for whatever he sees in me.

I need to change:

1) The way I talk to him, because sometimes, I'm not so nice. Especially when I feel like I'm supposed to be proving something.
2) The way I act in situations where I feel insecure. I think I just need to smile and shut up, or something. I'm actually not sure. It's all a work in progress.
3) The way I fake confidence when I have none, because apparently, it comes off as arrogant, and that's really never a good thing. And here I thought I'd done a good job of getting over my inherent shyness. :(
4) The fact that I've never been to Europe. That definitely needs to change.
5) I need to, most importantly, say how I feel, when I feel it. Not say something because I think it sounds better than whatever I'm feeling. Not hide behind some display of independence, when I really, really just want to kiss him and ask him if he loves me, cos that's all I needed to hear to make the situation okay anyhow. Not try and sound witty and cool and aloof and completely secure with myself when I'm just really none of those things. I've always been so afraid that someone wouldn't accept me, but I don't even give them me to accept. I just give them... psycho bitch. Clearly, and not surprisingly, I'm not getting so far under that title.

So maybe this was a bit of a confession, too, and a bit of an "I-need-to-get-this-stuff-out" post. But I will indeed quote this post in a week and see how far I've gotten on the working to fix myself front.

5 things I like about myself
1. The way I write.
2. My wit.
3. My curves.
4. My lips.
5. My creativity.
5 things I dislike about myself:
1. My over-sensitivity.
2. My anger.
3. My curves.
4. My inability to concentrate.
5. My sinuses.
5 things I want to change about myself
1. My disorder.
2. The split ends in my hair.
3. My lack of concentration.
4. My apparent lack of dedication.
5. My health.

5 things I like about myself
1. The way I write.
2. My wit.
3. My curves.
4. My lips.
5. My creativity.
5 things I dislike about myself:
1. My over-sensitivity.
2. My anger.
3. My curves.
4. My inability to concentrate.
5. My sinuses.
5 things I want to change about myself
1. My disorder.
2. The split ends in my hair.
3. My lack of concentration.
4. My apparent lack of dedication.
5. My health.
Is that you Rotovia-?:D

5 things I hate about myself :

My lazyness
My lack of determination
My natural haircolour
My insecurity
My shoesize

5 things I love about myself :

My figure and appearance
My eyes (cause they change colour with my moods ;) )
My talent to draw and paint
My intelligencee and reasoning
My manners ;)

5 things I would change :

Lose a bit of weight, 1 or 2 clothes sizes.
Concentrate on finding a job I really love, and sticking to it
Being better with money and finances
Get of my bum and learn Gaelic and Spanish, and polish up my French.
Call my mom more often.

My lazyness
-My Laziness
3) being lazy
I'm lazy.
3. I'm lazy as hell and I'm too lazy to do anything about it.
My laziness and constant tiredness.
4) I'm lazy
I'm lazy
1) I’m too lazy
my laziness
My word, is this a requirement for NationStates, or just a useful skill? :p

My word, is this a requirement for NationStates, or just a useful skill? :p

The latter, I think. I'd like to add that laziness is my number one vice too. :p

Okay, I have decided that a lot of you people are way too prideful, and a lot of you really have way too much self loathing, so it evens out right?

Now, I am not one to name names (oh who am I kidding yes I am! but I won't here) so, here is the deal.....

everyone's assignment for today (tonight, tomorrow, whenever) is to list

5 things I hate about myself


5 things I love about myself

and

5 things I want to change about myself......


we will all meet up in a week and quote our original post and try again and see if A) we love or hate new things about ourselves, and B) if we are making progress on the things we wish to change.

I will post in a minute I don't want to ruin the first post with my stuff though. ;)
Hate
You are fat
Have Bratish kids
Speak funny
Drive a pick up
Were put in prison
Like
Sticking it to the man
Gun toting abilities
Burnout skills
Ranching skills
Barbequing skills

My word, is this a requirement for NationStates, or just a useful skill? :p

I guess if we weren't lazy, we'd have better things to do than posting here :D

Personally, I prefer procrastination to laziness, but I guess the two are linked.

Things I hate about myself:

I'm an underachiever.
By past experiences, I infer that i'm generally undesirable to the opposite sex.
I focus on my own needs more than the needs of others.
I lack foresight.
I am overly hedonistic.

I like:

When I am willing to apply myself to an intellectual task, I can do well.
I am individualistic enough to at least have the desire to stand out from the crowd.
I'm physically fitter than i've ever been. (which isn't saying much, but hey :p)
I'm a music snob and I wouldn't change that for the world.
I can drink more booze than you can.

My goals to change:

To actually get off my butt and do some work - I need high distinctions in all of my subjects this semester to continue with uni past my undergraduate degree, or else i'm destined to get a shitty low wage job when I could be in more comfortable circumstances.

Linked to that, i'd like to stop that hedonism thing. I need to be able to focus on the above without any distractions.

And also linked to that, I need to stop spending my money and save up for a car/put time in for a licence.

I'd like to develop a sense of foresight. Too often I do things, or don't do things, without paying heed to the future consequences.

To finish that off, a girlfriend would be nice, but I don't think anything I can do will affect that much, really.

Things I hate about myself:

I'm an underachiever.
By past experiences, I infer that i'm generally undesirable to the opposite sex.
I focus on my own needs more than the needs of others.
I lack foresight.
I am overly hedonistic.

I like:

When I am willing to apply myself to an intellectual task, I can do well.
I am individualistic enough to at least have the desire to stand out from the crowd.
I'm physically fitter than i've ever been. (which isn't saying much, but hey :p)
I'm a music snob and I wouldn't change that for the world.
I can drink more booze than you can.

My goals to change:

To actually get off my butt and do some work - I need high distinctions in all of my subjects this semester to continue with uni past my undergraduate degree, or else i'm destined to get a shitty low wage job when I could be in more comfortable circumstances.

Linked to that, i'd like to stop that hedonism thing. I need to be able to focus on the above without any distractions.

And also linked to that, I need to stop spending my money and save up for a car/put time in for a licence.

I'd like to develop a sense of foresight. Too often I do things, or don't do things, without paying heed to the future consequences.

To finish that off, a girlfriend would be nice, but I don't think anything I can do will affect that much, really.
Hedonistic aye?;)

Love:

My sense of humour.
My self-proclaimed fabulous taste in music.
My over-all musicallity....singing, playing guitar.
My rabid loyalty to those I consider friends.
My easy-going nature.

Hate:

My near-absence of organizational skills.
My near-crippling laziness.
My procrastination.
No GF currently...
The fact that I have no recorded music of my own creation.

Change:
Organization.
Ciggarette smoking.
The fact that I have no recorded music of my own creation.

I can drink more booze than you can.

Thats I lie! I will drink you under the table buddy:)

Thats I lie! I will drink you under the table buddy:)

I bet not. :p

I'm hopelessly infatuated with a girl I can't have.

I know the feeling all too well

hate:

* dropped out from uni. bit thick.
* overweight and unfit
* lazy
* pesimistic and depressed
* hedonistic


love:

* quite nice
* individualistic
* creativity
* sense of humour
* ??? (hair?)


change:

* everything. nothing. don't care.

I bet not. :p

Next time Im in Australia we shall see, we shall see....:p

Next time Im in Australia we shall see, we shall see....:p

Hm.

Deal! :D

Hm.

Deal! :DYou guys just have to spend more money for the same effect. So you both lose anyway.

You guys just have to spend more money for the same effect. So you both lose anyway.

That might be true, but the alternative is getting thrown out of pubs and such by bouncers after only an hour or two. I'm quite happy, thanks. :p

Love:

1. Self-confidence - I hold the belief that I am able to deal with any given situation (this is coming from someone who had major anxiety probs (I had panic attacks all day everyday at one point).
2. Honesty
3. I always try to do the right thing (by myself and others). I will always go out of my way to help someone I like.
4. Nice guy (honest!).
5. I don't care who holds what opinion of me. The way I see it, people can either like me as I am or move along, I have no time for trying to make people like me. I change for no-one:)

Hates:
1. Lazy sometimes.
2. Medical stuff.
3. Being single for so long yet doing nothing to change that.
4. Being crap with money.
5. Being v.untidy (my flat's a hole!).

Change:

1. Greater confidence in approaching women.
2. Stop buying everything I want and getting further into debt.
3. Being tidier.
4. Be more involved when around a group of people (I tend to be quiet and just sit back and listen).
5. Ummmm....

The Bad-
I procrastinate.
I tend towards stasus.
I'm better at talking myself out of things than into them.
My life takes too long and I don't have enough of it.
I mumble.

The Good-
I have an active imagination.
On occasion I can make people laugh.
I have just enough talent in interesting things that I can do interesting things.
I have a pretty capable stress coping mechanism, though that tends to feed my allowing stasus, it takes a whole lot for me to get so fed up that I have to do something.
I have enough curiosity that I can get into a lot of things.

Fuck, I forgot what the third set was...

Change?
That finishing was something I did as often as starting.
That I could maintain a resonable amount of order.
Speak up and clearly.
More active when I didn't have to be.
Find a way to still not care that much about things I don't care about without letting them go to crap.

I don't like this type of thread. Too personal. <.<

(Meaning I like to read it, but not post in it. :rolleyes:)

My word, is this a requirement for NationStates, or just a useful skill? :pI doubt you'll find many people that don't have something more important to do while they are browsing these forums.

I don't like this type of thread. Too personal. <.<

(Meaning I like to read it, but not post in it. :rolleyes:)

You just did. Now everyone's looking at you. :p

You just did. Now everyone's looking at you. :p
Oh, I meant posting on topic. Naturally. :rolleyes: :p

I know the feeling all too wellYeah, I don't really. I haven't felt this way in over a year and a half and it caught me totally off guard.

Hate:
It's difficult to motivate myself to do something new.
Spend too much money on CDs.
I hold myself back to be comfortable. (Thanks Sane Outcasts)
That I have no recorded music of my own creation. (Thanks BackwoodsSquatches)
That I have no published writing of my own creation. (Technically, this isn't true, but for the purposes of making a living, it is.)

Love:
My love of both intellectual and non-intellectual pursuits.
My ability to remain monogamous in the face of temptation.
That, despite having loathed exercise for a number of years, I'm starting to do it and almost enjoying it.
That I've accomplished more than I believed I could have eight years ago.
That I could conceivably choose to be alone and not be miserable about it.

Change:
Save up money to put out a book.
Start a band.
Learn how to play the drums properly, or the guitar, or some other instrument.
Get financial crap sorted out for school.
Consider sacrificing temporary comfort for future gain.

That might be true, but the alternative is getting thrown out of pubs and such by bouncers after only an hour or two. I'm quite happy, thanks. :p

agreed:p

Assignments like this is why I hated English, Psychology, and Abstinence ed-taught-by-a-way-too-old-married-virgin class.
And the therapist.

Is that you Rotovia-?:D

It's his fiance, Grace.

I don't like this type of thread. Too personal. <.<

(Meaning I like to read it, but not post in it. :rolleyes:)
Snob!

It's his fiance, Grace.
Yeah, but i PWND him good!:cool:

well, i missed this thread yesterday, but im still going to do it

things i like about myself
- known for being good at maths
- i have a good part-time job
- i'm enough of a nerd to get lunatic goofball's avogadro joke
- i'm paranoid, a perfectionist and a procrastinator, but i can still get the marks
- i've managed to become slightly less mainstream than most of my peers.

things i hate about myself
- i have not a skerric of creativity in my entire being
- i'm too insecure in social situations. if i relaxed for a minute, im sure i'd be fine
- i would never admit it in rl, but my boyfriend being two years younger than me does bother me on occasion
- i try too hard to be the person i'm not: rebellious, dangerous, a leader, slightly emo and intriguing, and at ease
- somedays, i wish i had a personality disorder so i could have a built in excuse to withdraw more into myself whenever i needed to. that can't be good.

things i'd like to change
- a horrid addiction to all things electronic (NS, MSN, myspace, especially)
- a need to be tidier. currently, ive had to clear a path in the dirty clothes to reach my desk
- i need to be less distracted by stupid things
- i should throw more stuff out
- i should go to bed earlier
- i should wash my hair more often
- i should make more to-do lists that actually get done
- an odd yearning to make myself bleed all the time. mostly picking old scabs and popping pimples. but yeah. it's gross.
- i would also change that i see so many faults in myself. hence, the long list.

The only thing I hate about myself is that I was born good looking and not rich, I love everything else about myself, and since I can't change the circumstances of my birth, I work to enrich myself.

Sorry, but theres nothing else to bring the lists up to five things.

The only thing I hate about myself is that I was born good looking and not rich, I love everything else about myself, and since I can't change the circumstances of my birth, I work to enrich myself.

Sorry, but theres nothing else to bring the lists up to five things.

People think I'm arrogant. That's not true. I can see my own faults. My biggest fault is that I don't know how great I truly am! [/paraphrase Mohammad Ali]

Yeah, but i PWND him good!:cool:

I don't actually think he realised he was "PWND". He just said, "but I don't have curves?"

People think I'm arrogant. That's not true. I can see my own faults. My biggest fault is that I don't know how great I truly am! [/paraphrase Mohammad Ali]

He WAS the greatest. Then I came along.:D

5 things I hate about myself
My laziness
My teddy bear image

5 things I love about myself
My creativity
My sense of humor
My calmness
My sarcasm
My way of dealing with things

5 things I want to change about myself
My laziness


Sorry, I'm too lazy and too perfect to come up with the rest ;)