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Anyone want to interpret my dream?

Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 09:30
Well,I just woke up and I'm stealing-er,I mean downloading music off the internet,so here's something to do while I wait.I had a weird dream just now,and I may as well record it now,in case I forget later,which is usually the case with dreams.

There's two parts to my dream.

The first part is me going to my country of origin,Uzbekistan,and visiting some people in their home.I myself had never seen them,but during the dream I felt very casual with them for some reason.They then introduced me to their daughter,who was a bit older than myself.Not too much though.I've never seen her before,but I remember somewhat what she looked like.She had long black hair,a very pale white face and I think her features were caucasian.She was fairly attractive,and wore lots of black.I don't remember exact details,so I can't describe it any better.She's the only one I really remember.Mabye she was Russian,if this was set in Uzbekistan.Anyways,then they told me she could play the guitar,an instrument I could play also.She played for a bit and then I asked to play,which she didn't want to do at first.Her parents then coaxed her to give it to me,and I took it.I started to play and suddenly she told me I wasn't playing it right,and her parents began to agree with her.Then it ended after I saw the parent's faces and the parents shaking their heads.

I then woke up in real life,just a bit earlier than I usually did so I decided to go back to sleep.

This time,it was in Uzbekistan again,and I was a poor,homeless person,it seemed.I was wearing rags and had flip-flops on my feet.And then for some reason,all these people I know from school were there.However,these people were leaving this year because they graduated a few days ago.Not that I really was friends with these people,but who knows.For some reason,they treated me normally.We then went to the movies.Don't ask.Everyone else treated me like they would treat a beggar,but my schoolmates didn't.When we sat down in the theatre,I fell in love with a girl I saw by herself.Again,don't ask.She was also slightly older than me(Note that I never saw myself in a mirror in any of these dreams,so I could have been older too,to compensate).We had a drama-movie style tension filled scene with a lot of silence and movements towards and away.Then,when the movie ended,she stared at me for a painfully long time before shaking her head and leaving.I was devastated in the dream,and felt quite sad.My graduated schoolmates comforted me,but I was rather inconsolable,though I wasn't crying or anything.Then,I realized,that I left my flip-flops back in the theatre,so I ran back to get them.I got them,and I saw some middle-aged,rather obese American(I could tell from the accent) still in their seats talking about something,which they talked about playfully and laughed about.I don't remember what they were saying,but I remember it was something philosphical and something I could understand.Then I left,and I went back to where I last saw my schoolmates.They weren't there,so I went to the street,and saw some random guy,also in black,with black hair and with an albino complexion,arguing on the cell-phone with his friend or his girlfried(I don't remember,but it wasn't his mother or anything),and I remember it was distinctly in American English.I then reached for my own cell-phone,from a seemingly non-existant pocket I had(I wasn't looking,so I don't know where I got it from),and looked at the screen.It had something on it,but I woke up almost instantly after I saw the screen,so I can't remember what I saw.

And now,here I am.So,what's your take on my personal night-time insanity?
Tropical Sands
07-06-2006, 09:32
You don't feel like you play the guitar as well as you could and you feel insecure around women. Thats my take.
Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 09:40
Oh yeah,I remember another part after the cell-phone thing.I didn't wake up,I just didn't remember this part.

I went back to the theatre,and went to the roof.I saw the same fat middle-aged Americans,looking at the city around us in horror.It was being engulfed in flames as random flame-filled explosions happend all over the town.It kept getting closer until the theatre exploded and then I woke up.

Interestingly,this happened on the night of 06-06-06.666,huh?:rolleyes:
Cabra West
07-06-2006, 09:43
7 years of abundance and 7 years of famine?
Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 11:14
You don't feel like you play the guitar as well as you could and you feel insecure around women. Thats my take.

Well,I suppose it could be true.I never feel like I play the guitar well.And women aren't my forte.Still,it doesn't explain the rest of the overly complicated thing in those two dreams.
Tropical Sands
07-06-2006, 11:18
Well,I suppose it could be true.I never feel like I play the guitar well.And women aren't my forte.Still,it doesn't explain the rest of the overly complicated thing in those two dreams.

The rest is just setting and mood. For the most part, dreams don't actually mean that much. There certainly isn't an in-depth meaning in every little detail as New Agers and dream analysis books would have you believe. We construct them based on common thoughts and beliefs throughout the day.
Psychotic Military
07-06-2006, 11:21
Try some LSD it might bring out inner you..!
Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 11:28
Try some LSD it might bring out inner you..!


Or I could just develop Schizophrenia!:p That'd be fun!

Seriously,Schizophrenia runs in my family.I have an aunt with it.And any hallucingatic drugs turn those things on,if it's dormant in you.
Not bad
07-06-2006, 11:31
First one you have changed and dont quite fit Uzbekistan like you once did.

Second one represents general social angst over where exactly you fit and whether you are accepted socially. There also isan issue with an authority figure. Theatre represents some general alienation at school or job or military or some other place you are duty bound to show up at.


How did I do?
Psychotic Military
07-06-2006, 11:32
Or I could just develop Schizophrenia!:p That'd be fun!

Seriously,Schizophrenia runs in my family.I have an aunt with it.And any hallucingatic drugs turn those things on,if it's dormant in you.


Well thats what i keep telling myself but they dont listen..!
Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 11:43
First one you have changed and dont quite fit Uzbekistan like you once did.

Second one represents general social angst over where exactly you fit and whether you are accepted socially. There also is an issue with an authority figure. Theatre represents some general alienation at school or job or military or some other place you are duty bound to show up at.


How did I do?

Well,not bad,er,'not bad'.I don't necessarily feel that I fit in Uzbekistan because I've studied and lived abroad most of my life,and I don't speak the language as well as a native should.

Hmm,You're right about the second part in a way.I don't particularly like my school,and feel that I don't fit there either.Interestingly,I finished school that day,since it was the last day of school for me.

It could be that I'm just finding things because I want to,but hey...I'm assuming I'm not that influencable.

Not sure how you came to the conclusion of the second one,though...How is the theatre a place I don't want to go to,but I'm bound by duty?
Not bad
07-06-2006, 11:46
Not sure how you came to the conclusion of the second one,though...How is the theatre a place I don't want to go to,but I'm bound by duty?

Not so much dont want to go there as have to go whether you want to or not.
Anadyr Islands
07-06-2006, 11:54
Not so much dont want to go there as have to go whether you want to or not.

Hmm...Why?

Mabye it's also the fact that the people who never have to come again(my schoolmates who graduated)leave while I have to go back to get my flip-flops.

Also,not sure of the whole romance with the girl,though...What the hell was that?
The Spurious Squirrel
07-06-2006, 12:27
7 years of abundance and 7 years of famine?
HOW DARE YOU! I was going to say that :eek:
Keruvalia
07-06-2006, 14:21
It means .... your dream is too long, you have too much free time, get a job hippie!
Kazus
07-06-2006, 14:35
Being a Freudian, have you suffered from lack of sex? :p

But seriously, maybe youre just homesick?
Cluichstan
07-06-2006, 14:38
You left out the part of the dream in which your father tried to forcefeed you a banana, didn't you?