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My Last Post

Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:14
Hey everyone! I went to Aquire the Fire (ATF) this past weekend and it really changed me. I've reevaluated my life and I see a lot of things distracting me from serving God with all my heart, soul, strength, and mind. One thing distracting me is this forum. I spend entirely too much time on it. I think that the best thing is for me to discontinue posting.

I won't miss some pretty stupid aguments and I won't miss getting cut off in the heat of debate by my stupid computer. I will miss talking with many of you and discussing issues with you all. You've given much about which I need to think.

I'm going to stay on for 30-45 minutes. After that, I'm only going to be on my own nation's site or whatever it is. Anyone who wants to talk with or bother me is welcome to do so through the telegram. I might come back once in a long while and see what's going on, but if it is still a distraction at that point, I may need to end both the visits and the work on my country, also.

Well, thanks for all your thoughts and insights!
ConscribedComradeship
08-05-2006, 20:16
After only 4 months? What a quitter.
Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:18
After only 4 months? What a quitter.

Whenever you feel God calling you to do something, how long you've been doing something else doesn't matter. I'm disappointed I wasn't able to stay on longer, but oh well.
The Black Forrest
08-05-2006, 20:19
Whenever you feel God calling you to do something, how long you've been doing something else doesn't matter. I'm disappointed I wasn't able to stay on longer, but oh well.

So you hear voices in your head? So what? Half the people here do.....
Smunkeeville
08-05-2006, 20:20
good luck, I will pray for you. ;)
ConscribedComradeship
08-05-2006, 20:20
Well, I'll refrain from mocking your beliefs, but I will never believe in any form of supernatural.
Desperate Measures
08-05-2006, 20:21
I wish to announce that this is the last time I acknowledge anybody's last post.
Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:23
So you hear voices in your head? So what? Half the people here do.....

It's not really a voice, though some have heard an audible voice.

It's more like an irresistable feeling. I can't really describe it. It's one of those things you can't understand until you've experienced it yourself. How do you explain a feeling of nausea (sp?) to someone who has never experienced it? You can make many different attempts, but he or she will never really understand until they experience it him/herself.

Sorry, that's the best I've got.
Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:24
good luck, I will pray for you. ;)

Thanks!
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:24
So you hear voices in your head? So what? Half the people here do.....
BLASPHEMY! That is Me talking! In aramaic! They simply take the meaning of what my words sound like in English, and then invert that to form what I'm "telling" them to do!

/murmurs something to you in aramaic about line dancing in a gazebo/
Siphon101
08-05-2006, 20:24
I wish to announce that this is the last time I acknowledge anybody's last post.

I wis to announce that this is the last time I will acknowledge Desperate Measures aknowledging anyone's last post.

The move is yours DM
Swabians
08-05-2006, 20:26
To each his or her own. It's actually a fairly intelligent decision. I'm in school and the internet is one of the things that is a major distraction. If he(?) wants to really do something with his life that requires a lot of focus, then it is a good choice to stop going on here. It's addicting. Meh, I should be doing homework right now...

I blame this distraction on Al Gore, the creator of the internet.
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:27
I wis to announce that this is the last time I will acknowledge Desperate Measures aknowledging anyone's last post.

The move is yours DM
I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge Siphon101's acknowledging Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post because Siphon101 acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge anyone's last post.

You're up.
Swabians
08-05-2006, 20:27
ow. my head hurts.
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:29
ow. my head hurts.
My work here is done. /nodnod/
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 20:30
I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge Siphon101's acknowledging Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post because Siphon101 acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge anyone's last post.

You're up.

nerd...
The Black Forrest
08-05-2006, 20:30
I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge Siphon101's acknowledging Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post because Siphon101 acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge anyone's last post.

You're up.

I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge Czardas acknowleging Siphon101's acknowledging Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post because Czardas acknoledges that Siphon101 acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge anyone's last post.

*Heads off to do line dancing at the park gazebo*
Saipea
08-05-2006, 20:31
It's not really a voice, though some have heard an audible voice.

It's more like an irresistable feeling. I can't really describe it. It's one of those things you can't understand until you've experienced it yourself. How do you explain a feeling of nausea (sp?) to someone who has never experienced it? You can make many different attempts, but he or she will never really understand until they experience it him/herself.

Sorry, that's the best I've got.

It's an awe-inspiring feeling... accomplished by trained professionals and con-men.

You want to feel "God", meditate on your own in the tranquility of nature -- Don't go to some event with hypnotic music, dazzling lights, and carefully crafted voices used to indoctrinate. You're just as distracted and zombified through that kind of crap as you are through the forum or any other form of media.
The Black Forrest
08-05-2006, 20:31
nerd...

Pot.....
Desperate Measures
08-05-2006, 20:32
I wis to announce that this is the last time I will acknowledge Desperate Measures aknowledging anyone's last post.

The move is yours DM
I'm sorry. I'm not paying attention.
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 20:33
Pot.....

jello?
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:34
I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge Czardas acknowleging Siphon101's acknowledging Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post because Czardas acknoledges that Siphon101 acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledges that this is the last time he will acknowledge anyone's last post.

*Heads off to do line dancing at the park gazebo*
/deep breath/


I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge the Black Forrest's acknowledging that I acknowledged that Siphon101 acknowledged Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because I acknowledged that this was the last time I would acknowledge that Siphon101acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Siphon101acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge anyone's last post.


/Dies/
The Black Forrest
08-05-2006, 20:34
jello?

Kettle! ;)
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:35
It's an awe-inspiring feeling... accomplished by trained professionals and con-men.

You want to feel "God", meditate on your own in the tranquility of nature -- Don't go to some event with hypnotic music, dazzling lights, and carefully crafted voices used to indoctrinate. You're just as distracted and zombified through that kind of crap as you are through the forum or any other form of media.
Saipea! /hugs/ And where've you been lately? ;)
Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:35
It's an awe-inspiring feeling... accomplished by trained professionals and con-men.

You want to feel "God", meditate on your own in the tranquility of nature -- Don't go to some event with hypnotic music, dazzling lights, and carefully crafted voices used to indoctrinate. You're just as distracted and zombified through that kind of crap as you are through the forum or any other form of media.

I beg to differ. I actually felt little during ATF. I did feel that something needs to change, though. Most of my decisions about what needs to change were done yesterday, the day after ATF. I looked at the Bible and saw where I was in error and sin. So I change.

And I've felt the feeling before, just never as strongly as I do now.
HotRodia
08-05-2006, 20:41
So you hear voices in your head? So what? Half the people here do.....

More than half, surely...
Vellia
08-05-2006, 20:44
Well, it is now 3:45 EST, and I need to go. Love you all! God bless!
Liberated Vortigaunts
08-05-2006, 20:45
It amazes me sometimes. Some people are either hopelessly addicted to forums such as this, or they feel the need to stop posting completely. It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.
Saipea
08-05-2006, 20:46
Saipea! /hugs/ And where've you been lately? ;)

College applications/decisions and APs. It should all be winding down.
Next year when I make a temporary farewell, it'll be because I'm a freshman at a university (quarter system.) Depending on how hard that year is, I'll come back though -- without the Jesus baggage.
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 20:47
It amazes me sometimes. Some people are either hopelessly addicted to forums such as this, or they feel the need to stop posting completely. It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.


moderation? self-control? what are these terms you speak of?
Saipea
08-05-2006, 20:48
It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.

Mod-what? Self-who? What the fuck are you talking about?
I'm all highs and lows and nothing in between.

And someday, I'll feel okay about it: I was fine with it when I was young, maybe I'll be okay with it when I'm 65+. :D
Smunkeeville
08-05-2006, 20:52
It amazes me sometimes. Some people are either hopelessly addicted to forums such as this, or they feel the need to stop posting completely. It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.
you would agree that if you were addicted to something you might want to abstain ?

you wouldn't tell a recovering crack addict that "a little bit is fine, you need more self control"
Nation of Fortune
08-05-2006, 20:56
Saipea! /hugs/ And where've you been lately? ;)
Oh sure, hug Saipea and not me. Did all those nights mean nothing!
PsychoticDan
08-05-2006, 20:56
It amazes me sometimes. Some people are either hopelessly addicted to forums such as this, or they feel the need to stop posting completely. It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.
All addictions are the result of an inability to find a full life. If your life is full, meaning that you engage in a wide variety of passtimes and work, then you do not have the time for addictions. Case in point - When I was in college, particularily in teh first couple years, I literally went to the bar every night. That's where the women were, that's where the fun was. When school got harder in my upper division I was forced to cut back on my bar nights, but i still went probably three or four nighst a week. Now that I have a fulltime job that takes time even at home and i have a social life with friends that have those kinds of schedules, too, I couldn't possibly function that way anymore so I don't. There are people I went to school with that still do lead that lifestyle, though. I guess at some point you have to choose what's important - a full life or beer or drugs or too much internet or too much gaming...
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:57
College applications/decisions and APs. It should all be winding down.
Next year when I make a temporary farewell, it'll be because I'm a freshman at a university (quarter system.) Depending on how hard that year is, I'll come back though -- without the Jesus baggage.
Exactly what I should have been doing, lol. Well, I'll be heading off in two years or so, probably... I'll take next year to actually get some work done to be able to pay for college/university.

It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.
We have. We just choose not to use it. :D
Czardas
08-05-2006, 20:58
Oh sure, hug Saipea and not me. Did all those nights mean nothing!
We go 'way back.... I think. /shifty eyes/

Besides, not hugging is my way of showing "affection"... as much as one can call it that... one would have thought that you'd learned by now... :rolleyes:
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 20:59
moderation? self-control? what are these terms you speak of?
And how am I supposed to obtain a 4 figure postcount with attitudes like that?
Sooo close...
Cluichstan
08-05-2006, 20:59
Hey everyone! I went to Aquire the Fire (ATF) this past weekend and it really changed me. I've reevaluated my life and I see a lot of things distracting me from serving God with all my heart, soul, strength, and mind. One thing distracting me is this forum. I spend entirely too much time on it. I think that the best thing is for me to discontinue posting.

I won't miss some pretty stupid aguments and I won't miss getting cut off in the heat of debate by my stupid computer. I will miss talking with many of you and discussing issues with you all. You've given much about which I need to think.

I'm going to stay on for 30-45 minutes. After that, I'm only going to be on my own nation's site or whatever it is. Anyone who wants to talk with or bother me is welcome to do so through the telegram. I might come back once in a long while and see what's going on, but if it is still a distraction at that point, I may need to end both the visits and the work on my country, also.

Well, thanks for all your thoughts and insights!

Um...who are you again?

EDIT: W00T! 3,900th post!
Nation of Fortune
08-05-2006, 21:00
We go 'way back.... I think. /shifty eyes/

Besides, not hugging is my way of showing "affection"... as much as one can call it that... one would have thought that you'd learned by now... :rolleyes:
yes,yes waaaaaaaay back

Amd yes, one would think I would learn that by now, but I still think I also need more affirmation to this affection you so speak of.
Czardas
08-05-2006, 21:05
yes,yes waaaaaaaay back

Amd yes, one would think I would learn that by now, but I still think I also need more affirmation to this affection you so speak of.
/ties you nude to the floor and whips you with a hooked flail repeatedly while forcing you to drink your own bodily fluids out of a shallow dish/

Better? :fluffle:
Nation of Fortune
08-05-2006, 21:06
/ties you nude to the floor and whips you with a hooked flail repeatedly while forcing you to drink your own bodily fluids out of a shallow dish/

Better? :fluffle:
There, much better :fluffle:

/gets tied to the floor and whipped with a hooked flail while being forced to drink own bodily fluids out of a shallow dish/
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:07
Ok, this thread is officially WEIRD
Cluichstan
08-05-2006, 21:08
Ok, this forum is officially WEIRD

Fixed for accuracy. :cool:
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 21:08
And how am I supposed to obtain a 4 figure postcount with attitudes like that?
Sooo close...


i wonder what eutrusca would think about moderation and self-control? hmmm *ponders*
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:09
Fixed for accuracy. :cool:
Touche
Czardas
08-05-2006, 21:09
Ok, this thread is officially WEIRD
No shit?

(If you wouldn't enjoy it too much, I might pull out your toenails one by one for overstating the obvious.... but meh. /Goes back to work with NoF/)
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:12
No shit?

(If you wouldn't enjoy it too much, I might pull out your toenails one by one for overstating the obvious.... but meh. /Goes back to work with NoF/)
:(
Vellia
08-05-2006, 21:12
I'm already breaking my promise, but I think God will forgive me for this question.

Is there any way I can terminate my membership? I've been trying but I can't figure it out.
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 21:14
I'm already breaking my promise, but I think God will forgive me for this question.

Is there any way I can terminate my membership? I've been trying but I can't figure it out.

dont sign in. it will die. but wouldnt terminating your membership be a sin?
Czardas
08-05-2006, 21:15
dont sign in. it will die. but wouldnt terminating your membership be a sin?
Exactly. Those who commit suicide go to hell. Only by getting deleted by one of the Archangel -- er, Moderators, by blowing up among a crowd of infidels, will ensure that your nation goes to Paradise. ALLAH ACKBAR!

Er, wrong religion.
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:15
I'm already breaking my promise, but I think God will forgive me for this question.

Is there any way I can terminate my membership? I've been trying but I can't figure it out.
Type something random, like jfdsnjfdsnldsncjsdksoeapAdk*Y& into Word, the C&P it into the password fields of your settings page.
MadmCurie
08-05-2006, 21:18
/deep breath/


I wish to acknowledge that this is the last time I will acknowledge the Black Forrest's acknowledging that I acknowledged that Siphon101 acknowledged Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because I acknowledged that this was the last time I would acknowledge that Siphon101acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Siphon101acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge Desperate Measure's acknowledging anyone's last post, because Desperate Measures acknowledged that this was the last time he would acknowledge anyone's last post.


/Dies/


you know, the more you say the word acknowledge, the less it sounds like a word anymore.....weird
Czardas
08-05-2006, 21:19
you know, the more you say the word acknowledge, the less it sounds like a word anymore.....weird
I know, the more a word is used, the less it looks, sounds, or feels like anything meaningful anymore. Repeat any word 100 times and it will lose its meaning, no matter what it means to you.
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:21
I know, the more a word is used, the less it looks, sounds, or feels like anything meaningful anymore. Repeat any word 100 times and it will lose its meaning, no matter what it means to you.
*deep breath*
Sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity...
Cluichstan
08-05-2006, 21:22
*deep breath*
Sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity...

Czardas did that a long time ago.
MadmCurie
08-05-2006, 21:23
*deep breath*
Sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity...

well, that is the only place you will find sanity on this forum...

EDIT: ok, and where Czardas did it too
Secluded Islands
08-05-2006, 21:24
*deep breath*
Sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity, sanity...

what is sanity again? something that has to do with...something else...er, something...
The Black Forrest
08-05-2006, 21:26
IIt seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation and self-control.

We have a moderator called self-control???????
Cluichstan
08-05-2006, 21:27
We have a moderator called self-control???????

No, Euroslavia murdered and replaced him long ago.
IL Ruffino
08-05-2006, 21:35
When you die and see that Myrth is the only God that exists.. you will be sorry. Fore Myrth will not let yee in the ascii gates of heavenly NSG. You shall spend your days in the spam forum, wishing you had not insulted the glory that is Myrth.

Fight with the saints in Moderation all you like, there is no saving you now good sir.
Turquoise Days
08-05-2006, 21:38
what is sanity again? something that has to do with...something else...er, something...
Beats me, I haven't got a clue.
Liberated Vortigaunts
09-05-2006, 01:54
you would agree that if you were addicted to something you might want to abstain ?

you wouldn't tell a recovering crack addict that "a little bit is fine, you need more self control"

You're right, I wouldn't. Which is why I was only referring to an internet forum.
Dinaverg
09-05-2006, 02:04
It's not really a voice, though some have heard an audible voice.

It's more like an irresistable feeling. I can't really describe it. It's one of those things you can't understand until you've experienced it yourself. How do you explain a feeling of nausea (sp?) to someone who has never experienced it? You can make many different attempts, but he or she will never really understand until they experience it him/herself.

Sorry, that's the best I've got.

Punch them in the stomach?
Smunkeeville
09-05-2006, 02:19
You're right, I wouldn't. Which is why I was only referring to an internet forum.
a person can get addicted to just about anything, even an internet forum.
Dinaverg
09-05-2006, 02:42
a person can get addicted to just about anything, even an internet forum.

It requires tolerance and withdrawl...
Big Jim P
09-05-2006, 03:35
It requires tolerance and withdrawl...

Abstinance from NSG does produce withdrawal, but NSG causes very damn little tolerance.:D
Dinaverg
09-05-2006, 03:35
Abstinance from NSG does produce withdrawal, but NSG causes very damn little tolerance.:D

Bwahaha. Exactly. So it's not addictive. :p
Naliitr
09-05-2006, 03:53
356 posts? :p We don't care if you leave or not. Frankly, you're insignifigant to this forums activity. Go ahead and serve "God". Just remeber, if God controls the wheather, why does he send natural disasters to people who don't deserve it?
M3rcenaries
09-05-2006, 04:00
356 posts? :p We don't care if you leave or not. Frankly, you're insignifigant to this forums activity. Go ahead and serve "God". Just remeber, if God controls the wheather, why does he send natural disasters to people who don't deserve it?
Because he created a planet that has climates and other wonderful things. These things come together to create national disasters. Please take your misguided elitism elsewhere.
Straughn
09-05-2006, 09:48
So you hear voices in your head? So what? Half the people here do.....
...too bad they're all copyrighted/trademarked voices. It's always "Cosell"-this and "Nixon"-that and "Carey"-this and "Hurt"-that - even though the voices are trademarked/copyrighted, i still hear what i think are my thoughts announced by someone else.
I think Hendrix, (later) Dylan, Armstrong and that dude from The Darkness fill up the afternoon line-up quite nicely.
The evening crew haven't kicked in yet ....
Hobovillia
09-05-2006, 09:55
It's not really a voice, though some have heard an audible voice.

It's more like an irresistable feeling. I can't really describe it. It's one of those things you can't understand until you've experienced it yourself. How do you explain a feeling of nausea (sp?) to someone who has never experienced it? You can make many different attempts, but he or she will never really understand until they experience it him/herself.

Sorry, that's the best I've got.
I hear three words calling... obbbseeessssiiiivvvveeeeeeeee coooommmmppppppllllusssssssiiiiivvvvvvvvvveeeee ddddddissssoooooorrrrrrrrdddddddeeeeeeeerrrrr
Straughn
09-05-2006, 09:56
It seems that some people simply haven't heard of moderation
Oh, in begging to differ, i would venture to say that Eutrusca and The Red Arrow are palpable experts in that field. :D
Straughn
09-05-2006, 09:59
Type something random, like jfdsnjfdsnldsncjsdksoeapAdk*Y& into Word, the C&P it into the password fields of your settings page.
Yeah, you know .... typing in tongues.