NationStates Jolt Archive


A poem I ran into and felt like posting to somewhere

Madnestan
03-05-2006, 21:10
4/8/89 on seeing in the Sunday paper photos of mothers and children lying in the street where they had been gassed by Saddam Hussein's air force.

Just the smell of a notion
I never let go
Clinging like dust
Stinging like snow

How I've walked my way
At an easy pace
No-one but me
Has troubled my face

But deep in the wound
Of the heart that knows
The smell of a notion
Comes and it goes

My children grow up
Under sheltering skies
Other children are tortured
Before fathers' eyes.

It's not my fault
And the world is wide
And full of good reasons
For not taking sides

And I'm holding my children
At the end of the day
In the streets of Halabja
They've come out to play

And I'm waking my children
As a new day begins
In the streets of Halabja
The gas cloud rolls in

There may be no connection
No chain leading back
From the Midlands of England
To the hills of Iraq

But it's business as usual
I do a job just the same
But was the Middle East market
Opened up in my name?

And was there some little contract
For some British goods
Which if we hadn't sold them
Somebody else would?

It's a line I can't follow
It's too much for the mind
But the smell of a notion
Lingers behind

So I sit with my son
Watching him play
And suddenly a notion
Becomes clear as day

How the life of the children
Is the one playing there
and the names and the cultures
Are painted on air

Don't look for connection
Just surface we've seen
There's no separation
Nor ever has been

No separation
Between my son playing there
And those babies face up
In the poisonous air

But the heart that knows
Couldn't live with the pain
So the heart closes over
And we start again

And I curse the soldiers
(Who are nothing like me)
And I mistake this notion
For sympathy.

From the land of freedom ,Dersim