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I have occasionally over the years,had periodical obsessions with death, mostly after having a few close calls with the Grim Reaper,one car wreck and two swimming close calls. I think my Guardian Angel has been busy:) I,as i approach my 40's have started to think about how i actually going to die,not how i would like to ,everybody has their hopes,old age, surrounded by family and so forth.. but realistically..my guess for myself because of past health problems;Heart Attack in about 10 to 15 years.Yours?

Errr ... I'm immortal.

So ... bite me.

Im still young so, summer still seems so far away that I can not even begin to think about death. I guess it is good because it puts things in perspective.

Die of lung cancer age 32. Straight up. If I don't die by then, then I truly am God, as I have supposed. However, I hope to die in a nuclear strike with the express purpose of killing me. Indeed, I hope the nuke is not of the air-burst type, and is aimed DIRECTLY at me, so that I am crushed by a massive missile just before the area around me is devastated by a massive nuclear blast.

I just want to piss off some major world government that fucking much.

Id like to die in a car accident, or just have my heart stop.

Periodical obsesions with death...so like, magazines?

It’s really a small miracle I’ve lived this long. As for how I’m going to die I think I’ll let it be a surprise. Who doesn’t like surprises? :)

Most likely suicide somewhere down the line. I tried before, but failed.
To be honest, I've no intention whatsoever to live into old age (no offense to anybody, it's just not something I'm going to do), but at the moment, I'm bound by a promise, so I'll stay for a little longer.

I am going to drown. I have known this for a number of years.

You would think that this would keep me from scuba diving... but no.

:)

Having worked as a life gaurd and such, I really hope none of you drown.
You'll just make us lifetime alcoholics, depressed and suicidal.

Hugs and Kisses,
Mariehamn

As I wasn't expected to live this long because of my neck, I'm guessing that it will likely be what cause my death. Either the spinal cord injury or cancer from the radiation (already have growths all over my thyroid because of it) will do it. Unless of course my demise turns into a particularly slow and painful one. Then I'll die at my own hand.

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I'm Sorry ,I've accidentally double posted a thread,the other post has a poll so if the mods want to delete one be my guest, Thanks

I am going to drown. I have known this for a number of years.


:)Why? Dreams? Premonitions?

It’s really a small miracle I’ve lived this long. )Why? Have you lived a reckless life?

Most likely suicide somewhere down the line. I tried before, but failed.
To be honest, I've no intention whatsoever to live into old age (no offense to anybody, it's just not something I'm going to do), but at the moment, I'm bound by a promise, so I'll stay for a little longer.God! That matter of fact statement of your intentions make me so sad. There is almost a grim determination about your assertion.I'm paused here..speechless.

Id like to die in a car accident, or just have my heart stop.The question was how do you think you're going to die ,not how you'd like to die,and having your heart stop is a pretty basic definition of death:rolleyes: