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I remember

Whittier--
20-11-2005, 19:22
I just remembered a girl I used to know from 9th grade at Whittier High School. Her name was Carol Ann. She was white with long brown hair and big beautiful brown eyes. And she was average buid. She was the only girl in my entire life who really liked and hanged out with me.
I remember when I first met her. We were at PE and the coach had just made me throw some chips, I had been eating, in the trash. She was standing next to me with her cute ponytail. Suddenly, out of the blue, she almost hit me in the face with it, and she exlaimed "Alright then, sheesh!" and she was looking right at me when she said that. It startled me but then I felt amused. I was thinking "why hello little lady". She seemed to have done it to get my attention and it worked. She was so pretty that I kept glancing at her. I was happy to meet her. Even though I was extremely shy at the time.
After that we were always together. She was from New York. And we would always be talking and she was the only girl to ever hold my hand. And the way we looked at each other.
One time, we were in the field and she fell asleep in my arms. When she woke up she said she had just been dreaming about me and that we had been making out in her dream. I thought that was odd cause I was always thinking I wanted to kiss her and make out with her. I liked holding her. But I never got the chance to kiss her or make out with her. My family was too embarrassing for me to invite her over. And I had no money to take her anywhere. But I don't think she would have cared. Cause, unlike everyone else, she didn't try to force to change who I was. She was the only girl to dream about making out with me. Actually we came close to kissing many times but were always interupted before we could.
Unfortunately, at the end of the year, I think she went back to New York. I do remember seeing her again a couple of years later in my senior or junior year. I was headed to biology class and she was going into a different science classroom. I called her name but I don't think she heard me cause she went into the classroom without acknowledging me as if she hadn't heard me.
I miss her. She was the only girl that ever liked me and hung out with me. I wonder what she is doing these days. I would like to meet with her again.
That was in 89 or 90.
Colodia
20-11-2005, 19:23
Whittier, CA?
Myrmidonisia
20-11-2005, 19:24
Son, you need a trip to the PI or to Patia Beach.
The Tribes Of Longton
20-11-2005, 19:27
<heartstring-snip>
*cries*

Oh, and friendsreunited+her full name=ftw.
Colodia
20-11-2005, 19:29
*cries*

Oh, and friendsreunited+her full name=ftw.
I recomment:

whitepages.com


I typed in her name for California, and I have a result for Carol F Ann. I'm not posting her info. because it includes her city (Anaheim) and phone number.
Eutrusca
20-11-2005, 20:09
Look her up, young phoole! Sheesh!
Myrmidonisia
20-11-2005, 20:23
I recomment:

whitepages.com


I typed in her name for California, and I have a result for Carol F Ann. I'm not posting her info. because it includes her city (Anaheim) and phone number.
You know, Carol Ann is probably just a first name, like Betty Lou, or Anne Marie.

I'm still recommending a cruise through the Southeast Asia. You'll find lots of girls that will "love you".

On the other hand, you've got some sympathy working for you. You're stuck in some god-forsaken part of the world, where you can't even buy beer, let alone date the local girls. Write a letter to the gal. What's the worst that can happen? Either you'll write it to the wrong Carol Ann, or the right one will just ignore you. I think we've all done more embarrassing things that.
Cahnt
20-11-2005, 21:38
"...we were flying low, and hit something in the air..."
Ifreann
20-11-2005, 21:42
I just remembered a girl I used to know from 9th grade at Whittier High School. Her name was Carol Ann. She was white with long brown hair and big beautiful brown eyes. And she was average buid. She was the only girl in my entire life who really liked and hanged out with me.
I remember when I first met her. We were at PE and the coach had just made me throw some chips, I had been eating, in the trash. She was standing next to me with her cute ponytail. Suddenly, out of the blue, she almost hit me in the face with it, and she exlaimed "Alright then, sheesh!" and she was looking right at me when she said that. It startled me but then I felt amused. I was thinking "why hello little lady". She seemed to have done it to get my attention and it worked. She was so pretty that I kept glancing at her. I was happy to meet her. Even though I was extremely shy at the time.
After that we were always together. She was from New York. And we would always be talking and she was the only girl to ever hold my hand. And the way we looked at each other.
One time, we were in the field and she fell asleep in my arms. When she woke up she said she had just been dreaming about me and that we had been making out in her dream. I thought that was odd cause I was always thinking I wanted to kiss her and make out with her. I liked holding her. But I never got the chance to kiss her or make out with her. My family was too embarrassing for me to invite her over. And I had no money to take her anywhere. But I don't think she would have cared. Cause, unlike everyone else, she didn't try to force to change who I was. She was the only girl to dream about making out with me. Actually we came close to kissing many times but were always interupted before we could.
Unfortunately, at the end of the year, I think she went back to New York. I do remember seeing her again a couple of years later in my senior or junior year. I was headed to biology class and she was going into a different science classroom. I called her name but I don't think she heard me cause she went into the classroom without acknowledging me as if she hadn't heard me.
I miss her. She was the only girl that ever liked me and hung out with me. I wonder what she is doing these days. I would like to meet with her again.
That was in 89 or 90.



Go find girl.hump girl.be teh happy.
:fluffle: =:D
Heron-Marked Warriors
20-11-2005, 21:52
So, you're what now, 28, 29 years old? And there has only ever been one female that liked you? Am I missing something, or are you really a total loser?
Call to power
20-11-2005, 21:55
never mind the love of your life you named your account after your HIGH SCHOOL! trivia alert :p

meh if you see her (and if you still recognise her) the light is green but mind you are you just in love with her because she was nice to you? either way no point in waiting get a phone book of New York and search all the names or find out were she is now from her teacher

ah reminds me of the love of my life that got away *sobs*
Socan
20-11-2005, 22:02
breed some dinosaurs!

Failing that, go what everyone else done when they lost some one the loved/never got a chance to love..... move... on..... in fact dont just move, fucking run! and see a hooker, then breed me some damn dinosaurs
Taldaan
20-11-2005, 22:15
Even if you do find her, is it worth the disappointment? Chances are, she won't be how you remember her.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:38
Whittier, CA?
Yes. How did you know?

Don't even think about it. She's seperated and she got 2 kids. Women with kids, meh. But I do miss her though. I sent her a message.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:40
Son, you need a trip to the PI or to Patia Beach.
PI? Patia Beach?
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:41
*cries*

Oh, and friendsreunited+her full name=ftw.
ftw?
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:43
I recomment:

whitepages.com


I typed in her name for California, and I have a result for Carol F Ann. I'm not posting her info. because it includes her city (Anaheim) and phone number.
Please don't do that.
I used classmates.com to send her a message. And a couple of other people I knew. And one of them has already replied. ah well.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:48
You know, Carol Ann is probably just a first name, like Betty Lou, or Anne Marie.

I'm still recommending a cruise through the Southeast Asia. You'll find lots of girls that will "love you".

On the other hand, you've got some sympathy working for you. You're stuck in some god-forsaken part of the world, where you can't even buy beer, let alone date the local girls. Write a letter to the gal. What's the worst that can happen? Either you'll write it to the wrong Carol Ann, or the right one will just ignore you. I think we've all done more embarrassing things that.
I did write her an email.
But it was just to find out how she was doing. I hope she remembers who I am.
I wrote one to Mikki that is longer than the ones I wrote to the others. Because she more like a friend kind of person than anything else. I also know her husband from school. He and his friends used to ask me lots of questions about religion and right and wrong. Like if he should do this or that, and I would always answer from the Bible. Lots of people would ask me about religion stuff cause I was like the campus' resident evangelist priest type guy.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:51
So, you're what now, 28, 29 years old? And there has only ever been one female that liked you? Am I missing something, or are you really a total loser?
I am 31. And no she was not the only girl who has ever been interested in me. She's just the only one I've had such a close relationship with.
And who the heck are you?
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 18:54
never mind the love of your life you named your account after your HIGH SCHOOL! trivia alert :p

meh if you see her (and if you still recognise her) the light is green but mind you are you just in love with her because she was nice to you? either way no point in waiting get a phone book of New York and search all the names or find out were she is now from her teacher

ah reminds me of the love of my life that got away *sobs*
actually I named it after the city.

Light is red actually. Seperated means she is still married but they're pretty broken up. But still, married is married and "thou shalt not committ adultery".
There's always friendship though.
Banduria
21-11-2005, 18:56
I am 31. And no she was not the only girl who has ever been interested in me. She's just the only one I've had such a close relationship with.
And who the heck are you?
A random guy on NS... the same as all of us. :p
Cluichstan
21-11-2005, 18:57
Cheer up, emo guy...
Cluichstan
21-11-2005, 18:58
ftw?

ftw = for teh win
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 19:00
Even if you do find her, is it worth the disappointment? Chances are, she won't be how you remember her.
She's gained 20 pounds. The reason I know that is because Mikki told me that just about all the girls did. But I don't care.
I've seen girls who have become much more attractive after gaining some weight and some of the girls from back then, needed to add a few.
I found one girl who is divorced and still has no children. So far all the other ones have children. And she's the one I used to daydream about in class.
I was surprised to find out they got divorced cause the guy she married was from school too and they were always together.
Now I'm left wondering.....

No its not Carol Anne. Its a different one. That I first met in my junior year.
Solarea
21-11-2005, 19:01
Meh, say what you will but the Internet is a pretty fun place after all.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 19:05
Cheer up, emo guy...
I am in place with no women. Every time I show interest in one it always seems like I am being punished for it. I feel like I am some how a bad person because I like girls.
I don't understand how liking girls makes me a bad person.

Lesson from this:Religion can make a person very very lonely if one is not careful.
Pass that on.

Well, I've heard from one. Hopefully I'll hear from some of the others too. Though I am not counting on it.
I told Mikki which girls I liked back then. I feel comfortable talking to her about it cause she is like a friend figure.
Whittier--
21-11-2005, 19:07
Meh, say what you will but the Internet is a pretty fun place after all.
and nice and autonomous
Cluichstan
21-11-2005, 19:07
and nice and autonomous

I trust you mean "anonymous"...
Banduria
21-11-2005, 19:12
I trust you mean "anonymous"...
Don't make assumptions. ^_^
Mirchaz
21-11-2005, 21:28
Mikki?

did she used to run a mud called A Moment in Tyme?
Heron-Marked Warriors
21-11-2005, 23:24
I am 31. And no she was not the only girl who has ever been interested in me. She's just the only one I've had such a close relationship with.

I see. So, in other words, I was missing something.

And who the heck are you?

well, now you mention it, I was hoping you could tell me...
Colodia
22-11-2005, 00:33
Yes. How did you know?

Don't even think about it. She's seperated and she got 2 kids. Women with kids, meh. But I do miss her though. I sent her a message.
Heh, you could've been in the same high school as my Language Arts teacher. Her name's Michelle...forgot her maiden name.

It's not really that important. Doubt you'd know her.
Tocoria
22-11-2005, 00:45
I just remembered a girl I used to know from 9th grade at Whittier High School. Her name was Carol Ann. She was white with long brown hair and big beautiful brown eyes. And she was average buid. She was the only girl in my entire life who really liked and hanged out with me.
I remember when I first met her. We were at PE and the coach had just made me throw some chips, I had been eating, in the trash. She was standing next to me with her cute ponytail. Suddenly, out of the blue, she almost hit me in the face with it, and she exlaimed "Alright then, sheesh!" and she was looking right at me when she said that. It startled me but then I felt amused. I was thinking "why hello little lady". She seemed to have done it to get my attention and it worked. She was so pretty that I kept glancing at her. I was happy to meet her. Even though I was extremely shy at the time.
After that we were always together. She was from New York. And we would always be talking and she was the only girl to ever hold my hand. And the way we looked at each other.
One time, we were in the field and she fell asleep in my arms. When she woke up she said she had just been dreaming about me and that we had been making out in her dream. I thought that was odd cause I was always thinking I wanted to kiss her and make out with her. I liked holding her. But I never got the chance to kiss her or make out with her. My family was too embarrassing for me to invite her over. And I had no money to take her anywhere. But I don't think she would have cared. Cause, unlike everyone else, she didn't try to force to change who I was. She was the only girl to dream about making out with me. Actually we came close to kissing many times but were always interupted before we could.
Unfortunately, at the end of the year, I think she went back to New York. I do remember seeing her again a couple of years later in my senior or junior year. I was headed to biology class and she was going into a different science classroom. I called her name but I don't think she heard me cause she went into the classroom without acknowledging me as if she hadn't heard me.
I miss her. She was the only girl that ever liked me and hung out with me. I wonder what she is doing these days. I would like to meet with her again.
That was in 89 or 90.






I wish there was a girl out there that liked me that way that I felt the same about...................



yeah, I've hung out with probably 3 girls outside of school in my entire life, and they all hate me now. Thats what sucks in my school, all the girls hold grudeges forever. Make one mistake, and you can say bye bye to your friendship with them...