Secret aj man
15-10-2005, 04:58
Originally Posted by Secret aj man in another thread
i am am beyond baffled and a bit drunk..lol....i know..chop my head off for getting drunk...sorry.
Oh.
Well, once you calmed down you might want to appologise.
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thank you for even allowing me to apologise,it was completely retarded what i said(not to mention hijacking a thread for my own anger or..should i say complete and utter intoxication)
fact is,i was completely outta line and i do sincerely apologise.
not as an exscuse,but i would like to explain my irrational attitude.
my dad died in germany and yesterday i found out my mother in law died and i cant make the funeral(money thing and time)
i really liked her alot and cant pay my respects....and i am home alone and was feeling kinda lonely and lashed out at someone who posted an innocent thread about germany's chancelors....well not at him in generel,but i used it to lash out for no good reason other then to make myself feel better...for that i am truly sorry!
i hate being alone when i have terrible things too deal with,i drank a pint of captain morgan and about 15 beers.
i think i may have lashed out at the german post because i cant reconcile the fact that i never saw my dad and death of a loved one reminded me of it somehow.
all that aside...i am sorry if i insulted anyone,truly....i am sure i did,but i do like everyone here and find it an amazing place to learn new ideas/attitudes,even though i am an old fogey.
my pathetic rant does not represent my attitude at all,and i am mortified that i even thought that way.
again,i truly enjoy the exchange of ideas and opinions here...i have even changed my perspective on certain subjects from things i have read here.
i think it was an alcohol and depression induced brain spasm...sorry so much.
again..please accept my apology...i am not like that normally and feel absolutely terrible that i went off like that,i am just glad i wasn't out last night..i would be in jail.
my deepest apologies to any i offended.:(
i am am beyond baffled and a bit drunk..lol....i know..chop my head off for getting drunk...sorry.
Oh.
Well, once you calmed down you might want to appologise.
__________________
thank you for even allowing me to apologise,it was completely retarded what i said(not to mention hijacking a thread for my own anger or..should i say complete and utter intoxication)
fact is,i was completely outta line and i do sincerely apologise.
not as an exscuse,but i would like to explain my irrational attitude.
my dad died in germany and yesterday i found out my mother in law died and i cant make the funeral(money thing and time)
i really liked her alot and cant pay my respects....and i am home alone and was feeling kinda lonely and lashed out at someone who posted an innocent thread about germany's chancelors....well not at him in generel,but i used it to lash out for no good reason other then to make myself feel better...for that i am truly sorry!
i hate being alone when i have terrible things too deal with,i drank a pint of captain morgan and about 15 beers.
i think i may have lashed out at the german post because i cant reconcile the fact that i never saw my dad and death of a loved one reminded me of it somehow.
all that aside...i am sorry if i insulted anyone,truly....i am sure i did,but i do like everyone here and find it an amazing place to learn new ideas/attitudes,even though i am an old fogey.
my pathetic rant does not represent my attitude at all,and i am mortified that i even thought that way.
again,i truly enjoy the exchange of ideas and opinions here...i have even changed my perspective on certain subjects from things i have read here.
i think it was an alcohol and depression induced brain spasm...sorry so much.
again..please accept my apology...i am not like that normally and feel absolutely terrible that i went off like that,i am just glad i wasn't out last night..i would be in jail.
my deepest apologies to any i offended.:(