Tersanctus
07-05-2005, 16:41
Yes.
I said it and I meant it.
This will be a small essay on my personal experience and beleifs.
Firstly let me tell you where I stand exactly. I beleive in Evolution, and as well as Creation. Not biblical creation mind you, just that the human version of creation is really transformation. We turn a tree into an Ikea Kitchen Table set, real creation means that everyhting, an infinite expanse of space, energy, and matter came from nothing, or almost nothing. Ill explain.
I grew up in a Montessori School, where we had to say prayer before lunch, being Christian was almost a prerequisite, legally no, but yes, at the same time. If I beleived in God or Jesus Christ at the time, it was because I told I did, and didnt really know the difference, it was something to hang out with all the other Christians.
Then in Junior High/High School I went to public school, where all of a sudden it wasnt a crime to be an athiest, in other words, I could think for myself and it suddenly wouldnt be a massive social pressure to cave in to religion.
And I became an athiest, internally I admitted, that I had no Idea for the basis of the existence of God or a God. I openly mocked and criticized Christians for thier beleifs, I read "Atheism" by George something-or-other (Its real.) at my local Library. I reveled in Science at school and I had/have a fascination for Quantum Physics.
Then, as time passed, and discussions became more enlightened and calm, I listened. I got over being angry at a God who never revealed himself to me, I got over being angry at him for never getting me an "A" on my test. No, I dont beleive that "footsteps" plaque that you see in every bathroom, and living room wall in america, Im just saying that I took some personal responsibility for my own life, and stopped trying to find someone or something too blame my mistakes on.
I read about Jesus Christ, and found out he was a living breathing human being at one time, I actually started to admire the man. He took on the corrupt temple of the pharisees and initiated massive social reform, hell, he was the Martin Luther King of his day.
I also found schools of thought that say he was Married to Mary Magdlene, and had Three Kids with her, that he was a Rabbi, a human being, who lived and suffered as a Human. (I was throwing this in Christians faces YEARS before the Da Vinci Code, folks, so please dont go there. Apologies to Dan Brown!)
I did and stil do beleive that saying "Its in the bible, so it must be true" is a sign of BLIND faith, not faith. The most enlightened preists you meet will admit that the bible, like all works of man, is flawed. Even if something is divinely inspired they say, it is still a work of man.
Then I started to see something. Yes, religion gave us the Crusades, as well as 9-11. But science gave us the atomic bomb too. The unifying factor here? They both produce the same results. Science has given us medicine, religion, before science, gave us unity, community something to beleive in and have hope. Even the athiests that I talk too, who try too disparage all forms of social convention, saying that they can go on with a soley scinetific viewpoint on life, on seeing the inherit meaninglessness of life.
I look at their girlfriends, their need for companionship, and I smile saying nothing. I know that they will always be a human being, just like me. Whether you beleive that we are just a random collection of chemicals ( I do.), or that the Whole is greater then the Sum of its parts (I do.) my point is that historically, man has always craved knowledge. I do believe that god gave us that reason, and intelligence, and ambition to seek it out, through whatever means neccessary.
Religion, before there was science, tried to answer those questions we could not. Science, has answered many questions, but has created many more, and so, the search continues. What do I think is going on now? A Power struggle, nothing less. Those who had power, dont want to let it go. But at the same time, I beleive those enlightened men, dont see the difference.
Now for the Quantum Physics section. What is Quantum Physics? It the science of Possibilities, and Impossbilities. What is a miracle? Is it when particles disappear, then reappear, without any explanation? Is it the fact that WERE ACTUALLY ABLE TO WONDER WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON WITH THAT PARTICLE WHEN TWENTY YEARS Ago we were just beggining to build electron microscopes?
Maybe not...maybe its just one of those questions that science has produced. I beleive it is a miracle. But thats just me...I like to think that God is presenting himself to us in a knowledgable from. "Eyes have not seen, Ears have not heard..." and what would be more wonderful than to know God? No reasonable man thinks of God as an Old White Guy in a throne in the sky.
A singularity is described by the dictionary as "Astrophysics. A point in space-time at which gravitational forces cause matter to have infinite density and infinitesimal volume, and space and time to become infinitely distorted." I beleive that this universe derived from a singularity. I have no problem beleiving that An Infinite Universe exploded forth from a single particle, and that somehow virtually an Infinite amount of energy was either released, or created. (A belief that goes against science.)
I have no problem beleiving that Just as Time and Space are connected, (Einstein Theory) that Matter is somehow connected to it too. Its been proven that Matter is 99.9% empty space. We're really bundles of energy. I have no problem that all energy is inheritly the same, and therefore connected. I have no problem believing that that Connection is God.
I dont beleive that Jesus Christ is my lord and Savior, anymore then I belive in the Eightfold path of Buddhism (tripitaka, if im not mistaken, litterally the eight baskets)
I do not beleive that Science in its purest form can allow a Human Being to function in Society, I beleive in the need for an Ethical Code. I beleive in the need for Spiritual Fulfillment.
I do not beleive that Religion alone can dictate how a man should beleive or function in society, it can set a Mold, or template, but the need arises to break out of that mold.
I beleive that the two are just different sides of the same coin. The quest to answer our questions, and find fulfillment in our place in the world, and the universe.
But hey, that just me.
(Let the flamefest start.)
I said it and I meant it.
This will be a small essay on my personal experience and beleifs.
Firstly let me tell you where I stand exactly. I beleive in Evolution, and as well as Creation. Not biblical creation mind you, just that the human version of creation is really transformation. We turn a tree into an Ikea Kitchen Table set, real creation means that everyhting, an infinite expanse of space, energy, and matter came from nothing, or almost nothing. Ill explain.
I grew up in a Montessori School, where we had to say prayer before lunch, being Christian was almost a prerequisite, legally no, but yes, at the same time. If I beleived in God or Jesus Christ at the time, it was because I told I did, and didnt really know the difference, it was something to hang out with all the other Christians.
Then in Junior High/High School I went to public school, where all of a sudden it wasnt a crime to be an athiest, in other words, I could think for myself and it suddenly wouldnt be a massive social pressure to cave in to religion.
And I became an athiest, internally I admitted, that I had no Idea for the basis of the existence of God or a God. I openly mocked and criticized Christians for thier beleifs, I read "Atheism" by George something-or-other (Its real.) at my local Library. I reveled in Science at school and I had/have a fascination for Quantum Physics.
Then, as time passed, and discussions became more enlightened and calm, I listened. I got over being angry at a God who never revealed himself to me, I got over being angry at him for never getting me an "A" on my test. No, I dont beleive that "footsteps" plaque that you see in every bathroom, and living room wall in america, Im just saying that I took some personal responsibility for my own life, and stopped trying to find someone or something too blame my mistakes on.
I read about Jesus Christ, and found out he was a living breathing human being at one time, I actually started to admire the man. He took on the corrupt temple of the pharisees and initiated massive social reform, hell, he was the Martin Luther King of his day.
I also found schools of thought that say he was Married to Mary Magdlene, and had Three Kids with her, that he was a Rabbi, a human being, who lived and suffered as a Human. (I was throwing this in Christians faces YEARS before the Da Vinci Code, folks, so please dont go there. Apologies to Dan Brown!)
I did and stil do beleive that saying "Its in the bible, so it must be true" is a sign of BLIND faith, not faith. The most enlightened preists you meet will admit that the bible, like all works of man, is flawed. Even if something is divinely inspired they say, it is still a work of man.
Then I started to see something. Yes, religion gave us the Crusades, as well as 9-11. But science gave us the atomic bomb too. The unifying factor here? They both produce the same results. Science has given us medicine, religion, before science, gave us unity, community something to beleive in and have hope. Even the athiests that I talk too, who try too disparage all forms of social convention, saying that they can go on with a soley scinetific viewpoint on life, on seeing the inherit meaninglessness of life.
I look at their girlfriends, their need for companionship, and I smile saying nothing. I know that they will always be a human being, just like me. Whether you beleive that we are just a random collection of chemicals ( I do.), or that the Whole is greater then the Sum of its parts (I do.) my point is that historically, man has always craved knowledge. I do believe that god gave us that reason, and intelligence, and ambition to seek it out, through whatever means neccessary.
Religion, before there was science, tried to answer those questions we could not. Science, has answered many questions, but has created many more, and so, the search continues. What do I think is going on now? A Power struggle, nothing less. Those who had power, dont want to let it go. But at the same time, I beleive those enlightened men, dont see the difference.
Now for the Quantum Physics section. What is Quantum Physics? It the science of Possibilities, and Impossbilities. What is a miracle? Is it when particles disappear, then reappear, without any explanation? Is it the fact that WERE ACTUALLY ABLE TO WONDER WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON WITH THAT PARTICLE WHEN TWENTY YEARS Ago we were just beggining to build electron microscopes?
Maybe not...maybe its just one of those questions that science has produced. I beleive it is a miracle. But thats just me...I like to think that God is presenting himself to us in a knowledgable from. "Eyes have not seen, Ears have not heard..." and what would be more wonderful than to know God? No reasonable man thinks of God as an Old White Guy in a throne in the sky.
A singularity is described by the dictionary as "Astrophysics. A point in space-time at which gravitational forces cause matter to have infinite density and infinitesimal volume, and space and time to become infinitely distorted." I beleive that this universe derived from a singularity. I have no problem beleiving that An Infinite Universe exploded forth from a single particle, and that somehow virtually an Infinite amount of energy was either released, or created. (A belief that goes against science.)
I have no problem beleiving that Just as Time and Space are connected, (Einstein Theory) that Matter is somehow connected to it too. Its been proven that Matter is 99.9% empty space. We're really bundles of energy. I have no problem that all energy is inheritly the same, and therefore connected. I have no problem believing that that Connection is God.
I dont beleive that Jesus Christ is my lord and Savior, anymore then I belive in the Eightfold path of Buddhism (tripitaka, if im not mistaken, litterally the eight baskets)
I do not beleive that Science in its purest form can allow a Human Being to function in Society, I beleive in the need for an Ethical Code. I beleive in the need for Spiritual Fulfillment.
I do not beleive that Religion alone can dictate how a man should beleive or function in society, it can set a Mold, or template, but the need arises to break out of that mold.
I beleive that the two are just different sides of the same coin. The quest to answer our questions, and find fulfillment in our place in the world, and the universe.
But hey, that just me.
(Let the flamefest start.)