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my good friend lou's favorite relative, his uncle ray, is on his deathbed. he was put under for surgery and had a heart attack. we're gonna pour out a bottle of hennessy for him.

my girlfriend is stuck 300 miles away, and neither of us are too happy about it. she was down here for her spring break, but the day after she left, when i woke up in the morning, i rolled over thinking she was in bed with me, and it took me a full minute to remember where she was.

whenever my any of my friends have a breakdown, they come to me. they've calmed down some in the past few days, but for a while, i was giving someone advice every night. at one point, i was comforting my girlfriend, her best friend (who has a thing for me), and lou, mentioned above, all simultaneously. then i had a little nervous breakdown of my own.

so why the fuck am i so chipper? eh? i'm in a good mood. this is confusing.

Are you really, really stoned? That might explain the good mood. If you are not really, really stoned, perhaps you ought to be.

Are you really, really stoned? That might explain the good mood. If you are not really, really stoned, perhaps you ought to be.
not that i know of.

Wise words. What you described there doesn't sound good. You need a drink.

heh. wow. i like how everyones advice is to get fucked up. no, i'm high on life man. you shouldn't mix uppers and downers.

You realized that you still have your friends and your health and that in the big picture you're a hell of a lot better off then a hell of a lot of people on this planet? If that's not the reason, I think you better start having an epiphany real quick before you start an emo band.

You realized that you still have your friends and your health and that in the big picture you're a hell of a lot better off then a hell of a lot of people on this planet? If that's not the reason, I think you better start having an epiphany real quick before you start an emo band.
um. thanks.

Congratulations on your milestone!!! :)

*is six posts away from 1,000 myself*

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um. thanks.

Sorry, typo. What I meant to say was 'dude, you should get high lolz'.

heh. wow. i like how everyones advice is to get fucked up. no, i'm high on life man. you shouldn't mix uppers and downers.

My advice is always to get fucked up. Regardless of the situation. Unless maybe you were complaining about your crippling drug addiction.

My advice is always to get fucked up. Regardless of the situation. Unless maybe you were complaining about your crippling drug addiction.
shit then you need it even more. then you've built up a tolerance.

Sorry, typo. What I meant to say was 'dude, you should get high lolz'.
that's more like it. :D

shit then you need it even more. then you've built up a tolerance.

Drugs won't cure what ails me, unfortunately.

Drugs won't cure what ails me, unfortunately.
how's that?

how's that?

Getting high or drunk doesn't make me feel any better about the specific thing that is bothering me, that's all.

Getting high or drunk doesn't make me feel any better about the specific thing that is bothering me, that's all.
never does. you might feel better about it during, but you'll only feel worse later. if you care to, tg me with details, and i can scratch my head and give some basic and largely useless advice. :D

Getting high or drunk doesn't make me feel any better about the specific thing that is bothering me, that's all.
Nothing helps but going at something head on - it took me a long time to see that. I still drink on occasion (as certain NS'ers will inform you if asked), but I wont get high anymore (I used drugs for too long and for the wrong reasons) at least as far as recreation goes (Im wasted on pain killers right now, I think I need to cut back on my dosage... whooo... this is... not good). I've turned over a new leaf though (pardon the cliche) when it comes to drinking, and have accepted that it never alters my mood, it only ever disguises it or amplifies it - but whatever bad feelings of shit Im trying to run from gets worse if thats the reason Im drinking. I have a long road to go down myself Matt, and I dont know what it is youre dealing with - but cheers to the high road, and I wish you all the best in getting there. ;)

(Sorry Im not making the best of sense right now, I really am quite out of it)

Oh, and btw - I am always up for meeting new people if you ever want to TG or IM me. :)

alchoholism for pill-popping is a bad trade.

alchoholism for pill-popping is a bad trade.
Oh I have a legitimate reason to be on the meds - sorry, I should have said that. I blew both of my knees out riding this last weekend and Im in a bit of pain - I may stop taking the meds though because I've been acting like a goofball the entire time I've been on them. I'm wired and tired all at the same time - its all a little messy to be quite honest. Im not so sure I like them. I dont think I'll take them tomorrow - a little pain never killed anyone. :)

Nothing helps but going at something head on - it took me a long time to see that. I still drink on occasion (as certain NS'ers will inform you if asked), but I wont get high anymore (I used drugs for too long and for the wrong reasons) at least as far as recreation goes (Im wasted on pain killers right now, I think I need to cut back on my dosage... whooo... this is... not good). I've turned over a new leaf though (pardon the cliche) when it comes to drinking, and have accepted that it never alters my mood, it only ever disguises it or amplifies it - but whatever bad feelings of shit Im trying to run from gets worse if thats the reason Im drinking. I have a long road to go down myself Matt, and I dont know what it is youre dealing with - but cheers to the high road, and I wish you all the best in getting there. ;)

(Sorry Im not making the best of sense right now, I really am quite out of it)

Oh, and btw - I am always up for meeting new people if you ever want to TG or IM me. :)

It's nothing that serious. Don't worry about it; I'm fine.

It's nothing that serious. Don't worry about it; I'm fine.
Ok, if you say so. Take it easy in the meantime Matt. :)

jerk ass thread hijackers. :D

jerk ass thread hijackers. :D
Sorry about that! Hap-hap-happy 1018th post New Sancrosanctia!! I'm glad to hear that youre in such a great mood in spite of the recent events - hang on to that! A positive attitude will get you a lot of places! Now, as for me, I think I'm nearing the sleepy stage of these blasted meds - so I'm off to sleep for now - see you around! :)

Sorry about that! Hap-hap-happy 1018th post New Sancrosanctia!! I'm glad to hear that youre in such a great mood in spite of the recent events - hang on to that! A positive attitude will get you a lot of places! Now, as for me, I think I'm nearing the sleepy stage of these blasted meds - so I'm off to sleep for now - see you around! :)
gnight then.

hmm, ive got a way to go untill i get to 1000, any tips?

hmm, ive got a way to go untill i get to 1000, any tips?
Yeah. Don't post post-count celebration threads. They're spam.

~ Frisbeeteria ~
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Yeah. Don't post post-count celebration threads. They're spam.

~ Frisbeeteria ~
NationStates Forum Moderator
really? well, jsut for the record then, that was just a title. the thread isn't really about that. if it's about anything, then it would be what pops into my mind at entirely too early in the morning because my brain won't let me sleep.