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Nadkor
20-02-2005, 04:28
ive never told anybody this

i have always wanted to be female
ive always felt like i should be a girl
right from when i can remember ive felt like i should be female
as i went through puberty i was always insanely jealous of girls who got to have breasts and in general got to grow up as teenage girls

just thought i should say
Colodia
20-02-2005, 04:30
Thank you?
Tanara
20-02-2005, 04:32
My comment is on how you feel about yourself - It's perfectly okay to become who you feel you should be.
Anikian
20-02-2005, 04:34
I think it swhould have been titled "Too much Information" :)

More seriously, if that's how you feel, there is nothing wrong with that. But, as a guy, I have to say I don't envy many of the things girls have to go through...
Nadkor
20-02-2005, 04:39
I think it swhould have been titled "Too much Information" :)

haha, maybe, maybe
Bodies Without Organs
20-02-2005, 04:41
as i went through puberty i was always insanely jealous of girls who got to have breasts and in general got to grow up as teenage girls

just thought i should say

Puberty is weird for everybody.

Are you happy enough with the cards nature has dealt you now?
Sinuhue
20-02-2005, 04:41
ive never told anybody this

i have always wanted to be female
ive always felt like i should be a girl
right from when i can remember ive felt like i should be female
as i went through puberty i was always insanely jealous of girls who got to have breasts and in general got to grow up as teenage girls

just thought i should say
:fluffle:
You be you! (You know I'm happy for you that you're sharing this!)
Nadkor
20-02-2005, 04:46
Puberty is weird for everybody.

Are you happy enough with the cards nature has dealt you now?
pretty much

im vaguely happy with the way things are, but i would feel more....complete, if i had a female body

im not complaining about my life, its been good, its been pretty privilidged (until i was 18 i went to one of the top schools in Northern Ireland, one of the top 50 in the UK probably, and now im at one of the top universitys in the UK) and i fuly accept that...but ive always felt there was something not quite right, and now im ready to accept what it is

im not about to go changing things, but this is who i am

although im almost happy as i am, i cant help but feel i would be alot happier...if....

I think of myself as female, even if my body doesnt agree. When i get the opportunity, i dress as a female, and just let myself loose

But right now i dont feel that i need to change anything. maybe in the future i will feel that i need to change my body

the funny thing is, although i feel female, i would be a lesbian if i was to acquire a female body - i am attracted to females....to that complicates the situation even further :(

but right now i am happy that i know myself, right now i dont feel the need to change my body to fit societys perceptions

who knows in the future?
Sumamba Buwhan
20-02-2005, 04:46
I dont blame you. I have had strong feelings toward that too. I enjoy being a feminine guy though.
Nadkor
20-02-2005, 04:46
:fluffle:
You be you! (You know I'm happy for you that you're sharing this!)
thanks
:fluffle:
Mt-Tau
20-02-2005, 04:47
Did I mention that when I grow up that I want to be a Japanese schoolgirl?
Hatikva
20-02-2005, 04:47
Just want to make it quite clear that I think you're very brave to say that and I'm glad that this is an environment where you can feel comfortable with whatever identity and feelings you have.
Nadkor
20-02-2005, 04:58
Just want to make it quite clear that I think you're very brave to say that and I'm glad that this is an environment where you can feel comfortable with whatever identity and feelings you have.
thanks :D

:fluffle:


Im pretty pleased that everybody has been so positive so far...
Sinuhue
20-02-2005, 05:12
Did I mention that when I grow up that I want to do a Japanese schoolgirl?
Sorry...I think that is what you meant...:)
Mt-Tau
20-02-2005, 06:28
Sorry...I think that is what you meant...:)

Nope, I want to BE a Japanese school girl. :)
Fass
20-02-2005, 06:32
Thank you for sharing, Nadkor. For what little it's worth, you have my support.
Jeruselem
20-02-2005, 06:39
ive never told anybody this

i have always wanted to be female
ive always felt like i should be a girl
right from when i can remember ive felt like i should be female
as i went through puberty i was always insanely jealous of girls who got to have breasts and in general got to grow up as teenage girls

just thought i should say

I think some Thai doctors will be happy for some business :p
Zakinthos
20-02-2005, 06:56
ive never told anybody this

i have always wanted to be female
ive always felt like i should be a girl
right from when i can remember ive felt like i should be female
as i went through puberty i was always insanely jealous of girls who got to have breasts and in general got to grow up as teenage girls

just thought i should say

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm'Kay ;)

Good luck with that!
Bolol
20-02-2005, 07:07
I heard somewhere that while going through puberty that both boys and girls have a desire to experience life as the oposite sex.

That's not saying much as obviously you're past puberty. Just felt that that was relevant info.