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I've just come through a night of nightmares and one panic attack. I'm tired, upset and Uber depressed. I'm incredibly upset... please cheer me up before I crack.

I've been having nightmares of my Death-but a painful death. I have been struggling to sleep as a result, and the panic attack happened after one such dream. I didn't tell my sister as I don't want anyone to know how bad i've gotten.

Me to the rescue?

http://www.jessecollier.com/Friends/Pictures/Goofy%20Shit/images/Happy%20Tooth.JPG

I see that no one is here... I think perhaps I should go home.

I see that no one is here... I think perhaps I should go home.

I'm here!! Lookee!

Me to the rescue?

http://www.jessecollier.com/Friends/Pictures/Goofy%20Shit/images/Happy%20Tooth.JPG

Weird...

Weird...

http://snurrfilm.no/people/H/HarrisonFord.jpg

Here is a cool intresting flash pic thingy.
http://super-cool-flash-illusion-picture.freeonlinegames.com/

Cheese is good for having pleasant dreams =)

I've just come through a night of nightmares and one panic attack. I'm tired, upset and Uber depressed. I'm incredibly upset... please cheer me up before I crack.

I've been having nightmares of my Death-but a painful death. I have been struggling to sleep as a result, and the panic attack happened after one such dream. I didn't tell my sister as I don't want anyone to know how bad i've gotten.

I had a dream a few nights ago about my own death and it fealt so real.
Man, it's nothing. Wake up and say WTF was that.
Do something fun and forget about it. ;)

I feel grrrreat! (http://www.ebaumsworld.com/nutrigrainad.html)

Here is a cool intresting flash pic thingy.
http://super-cool-flash-illusion-picture.freeonlinegames.com/

Cheese is good for having pleasant dreams =)

oh i've seen that...

http://cumb.org/pics/very_old/random/meidick.jpg

I'm here too! Are we talking serial nightmare or repeating nightmare? Can you change anything in the dream, or does it just play out without you being able to do anything?

I had a dream a few nights ago about my own death and it fealt so real.
Man, it's nothing. Wake up and say WTF was that.
Do something fun and forget about it. ;)

I know... but it's not just that... I'm already feeling low, and I just keep sinking.

Please cheer me up before I crack.

Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.

The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your face or you'll be eaten."

The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out in pain, so he was killed.

The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.

The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy coming with pineapples.

Ohh well I tryed =(

How about this... everyone loves to laugh at bush =)
http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=643&NEXTID=0&PREVID=0&DISPLAYORDER=20030408000043&CAT=movies&NSFW=

I'm here too! Are we talking serial nightmare or repeating nightmare? Can you change anything in the dream, or does it just play out without you being able to do anything?

I have no control of the dreams, and they change every time... I die in many strange and painful ways... strangely every now and again I wake up laughing.

Just cheer up TIN, we all love you remember? Just go to the "forums"(you know which) and repost this there, everyone there considers you a friend so we'll be able to better cheer you up.

That and we have Sino to tell you dirty racist jokes.

I feel grrrreat! (http://www.ebaumsworld.com/nutrigrainad.html)
fantastic. take a bow.

TIN, just looking at a dream site ...

http://www.soulfuture.com/dream_dictionary/symbols_d/death_dream_dictionary.asp

Dream symbol: death
death, die, dying, died

Interpretation:
A death within a dream usually denotes imminent or current transformation, a new birth or a new beginning
Completion, ending, finality
Something that needs to released or changed
Dreaming of the dead may suggest suppressed grief
Given that spouses serve as powerful mirrors, dreaming of the death of a spouse may symbolize dying to unwanted personal traits or aspects of self, which are usually perceived as the spouse's shortcomings
Although the interpretation of death is rarely this literal, it may indicate an actual death of someone, or anxiety about the possibility thereof

See also: bury, cemetery, coffin, corpse, crow, drown, funeral, grave, grief, kill, lily, skeleton, suicide, undertaker, wake

(ie you are not going to die, but a change is going to happen - well most of the time)

I need a girlfriend badly I guess.

fantastic. take a bow.If they can cheer up a crying baby, they can cheer you up. (http://uploads.ungrounded.net/190000/190465_egg_song_English_2.swf)

Dreams almost always are of things you either desire greatly, or fear greatly. Don't be alarmed by your subconscious' expression of these things. It happens to everybody. If you start getting panicky, do what I always do: Put on the radio, start reading comic books, and/or talk to someone on the pohone that you are good friends with.

hehe. I said pohone. Since it sounds so funny, I'm not going to correct it.

I need a girlfriend badly I guess.Or chocolate - chocolate always makes me feel better. It has some special chemical... 35 kg of chocolate gives you the same high as marijuana.

Or chocolate - chocolate always makes me feel better. It has some special chemical... 35 kg of chocolate gives you the same high as marijuana.

I don't think we wants to double his weight :p

Or chocolate - chocolate always makes me feel better. It has some special chemical... 35 kg of chocolate gives you the same high as marijuana.

mmm marijuana...... Well any way im going to have grilled cheese and go to bed. Good night and I hope I almost done some thing (I know I didnt but I will pretend)

I need a girlfriend badly I guess.

Not a girl that's so tight, as your hand on the right! :cool:

Or chocolate - chocolate always makes me feel better. It has some special chemical... 35 kg of chocolate gives you the same high as marijuana.

I know which is easier. :p

I don't think we wants to double his weight :pDon't eat 35 kg of chocolate - I was just saying... Oh dear. :(

Tag

You guys are great... I've never had friends like you in real life.

We are as real as you want us to be!

You guys are great... I've never had friends like you in real life.

Aww :) Well, that's cause I don't like real life much and don't venture out there much. Just walk randomly into people's homes and you'll find people like me eventually.

I tend to run away from real life and mull over a cup of coffee and a good book.

List of disorders I have been diagnosed with up to date:

ADHD-Attention deficit hyperactive disorder
Clinical Depression
OCD-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Truly I am one fucked-up 19 year old.

Aww Well, that's cause I don't like real life much and don't venture out there much. Just walk randomly into people's homes and you'll find people like me eventually.

Or an axe Murderer... which is twice as likely...

OK Here it comes. A quide to happiness! Bliss and joy!

1. Be kind. Do some small acts of kindness every day. Bigger ones every now and then too. This can be almost anything: open a door for a lady, let others go first during a rush hour, spend an hour with a lonely woman in your neighborhood.

2. Smile. Our brains can't tell the difference between a fake smile and genuine smile, or a fake laughter and a genuine laughter. So smile and laugh, eventually you feel better. Smile to other people, usually they smile back at you and voilá, two people are feeling happier.

3. Live in a moment. Pay close attention to momentary pleasures: the sunshine on your face, the smell of fresh baked bread, children playing etc. Walking in a forest always does the trick for me.

4. Take care of your body. Good physics enhance your mood.

5. List blessings. I haven't tried this one but I've heard it's efficient. Write down 3-5 blessings once a week. Things you have been thankful for during past week. Try to write different things every week. They can be both small and big ones. Like the card you got from your godfather.

List of disorders I have been diagnosed with up to date:

ADHD-Attention deficit hyperactive disorder
Clinical Depression
OCD-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Truly I am one -------up 19 year old.

I'm a 17 year old with Dispraxia... That sucks... Especially when you need to draw something...

List of disorders I have been diagnosed with up to date:

ADHD-Attention deficit hyperactive disorder
Clinical Depression
OCD-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Truly I am one fucked-up 19 year old.

Don't let those doctors push anti-depressants on you.
The side-effects aren't very nice when they do happen.

OK Here it comes. A quide to happiness! Bliss and joy!

1. Be kind. Do some small acts of kindness every day. Bigger ones every now and then too. This can be almost anything: open a door for a lady, let others go first during a rush hour, spend an hour with a lonely woman in your neighborhood.

I put everyone in my family first before me. Is that kind enough?

2. Smile. Our brains can't tell the difference between a fake smile and genuine smile, or a fake laughter and a genuine laughter. So smile and laugh, eventually you feel better. Smile to other people, usually they smile back at you and voilá, two people are feeling happier.

I do that. I still am miserable when I am not on the PC. I just feel so alone.

3. Live in a moment. Pay close attention to momentary pleasures: the sunshine on your face, the smell of fresh baked bread, children playing etc. Walking in a forest always does the trick for me.

In my area, I have tried going for walks. 3 times people have attempted to mug me. Of course I beat the shit out of them, but i've decided it's easier to stay indoors. I have pale skin and the sun burns me rapidly, and the children around here play... with knifes. Apart from that, I try to enjoy any momentary pleasures.

4. Take care of your body. Good physics enhance your mood.

Agreed, but often I don't feel like eating... and I only usually have 1 meal a day.

5. List blessings. I haven't tried this one but I've heard it's efficient. Write down 3-5 blessings once a week. Things you have been thankful for during past week. Try to write different things every week. They can be both small and big ones. Like the card you got from your godfather.

I write down the highs and lows at the end of every week. I keep it in a diary that I hide from my family. If they found the book they'd commit me. I write some strange stuff...

Don't let those doctors push anti-depressants on you.
The side-effects aren't very nice when they do happen.

Sometimes they help, though. In the right situation...

Just while I eat my grilled cheese...

Maybe we should all chip in for our own island and we can all live there being friendly to each other, eating cheese, smoking pot and drinking beer..... or even just one of those.

Don't let those doctors push anti-depressants on you.
The side-effects aren't very nice when they do happen.

Twice now I have refused drugs. Don't worry about that.

I write down the highs and lows at the end of every week. I keep it in a diary that I hide from my family. If they found the book they'd commit me. I write some strange stuff...

I bet!

Just while I eat my grilled cheese...

Maybe we should all chip in for our own island and we can all live there being friendly to each other, eating cheese, smoking pot and drinking beer..... or even just one of those.I can bring the chocolate, coffee, TimTams, and some music to dance to.

Or an axe Murderer... which is twice as likely...

Or worse. :-/
edit- deleted link. not good for this thread.

http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=1396110

I wrote that after a dream I had. It's the exact dream, and I had it three nights in a row, after I wrote it, its gone. Maybe you should try that?

An island would be a nice Idea... but where do I get a boat?

I write down the highs and lows at the end of every week. I keep it in a diary that I hide from my family. If they found the book they'd commit me. I write some strange stuff...

Write poetry, maybe?

but where do I get a boat?

Steal one! Duh!!!! :D

Yeah, writing is good for release. I have similar problems stemming from a different cause. Anyhoo, I kept having the same dream, so I wrote about it for English coursework. Got an A, and the dream stopped. Voila! (Obviously, most things aren't that simple... Just make sure you vent).

Write poetry, maybe?

I once wrote a piece of poetry so dark that my lecturer burnt it and told me never to write it again... Writing it here would get me banned, so I won't bother. That and i've forgotten the 3rd and 4th verses which got it burnt.

Since then i've lost my knack to write poetry.

I once wrote a piece of poetry so dark that my lecturer burnt it and told me never to write it again... Writing it here would get me banned, so I won't bother. That and i've forgotten the 3rd and 4th verses which got it burnt.

Since then i've lost my knack to write poetry.

Aww, well, you could TG what you can remember to me so I can use it in my soon-to-be-formed band. :D

EDIT- :fluffle: from Tink :)

Aww, well, you could TG what you can remember to me so I can use it in my soon-to-be-formed band. :D

I can't-I've got coursework to do. I'm doing that and NS at the same time...

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/index.php?e=rainbow.wmv

Here: Just do what they say. :)

But seriously, I consider myself much a poet too...I've got over 70 pages worth...so if ya feel like exchanging a few ever, I'd be happy to share!!

I can't-I've got coursework to do. I'm doing that and NS at the same time...

Ah, bugger. :( Well, if you ever want to one day, i'd be happy to see it. (and no, I won't actually steal it.)

Boat?? you need no boat to get to this island.

Well my grilled cheese is eaten and I meant to go to bed 2 hours ago so I am going now. I hope you feel better... soon Imperial Navy.

Good night all.... Dont forget the cheese befor YOU go to bed, it really helps ya know =)

http://media.ebaumsworld.com/index.php?e=rainbow.wmv

Here: Just do what they say. :)

But seriously, I consider myself much a poet too...I've got over 70 pages worth...so if ya feel like exchanging a few ever, I'd be happy to share!!

Seen it, and very amusing. I don't really do poetry any more... I just tend to hide away in my room and listen to music.

I put everyone in my family first before me. Is that kind enough?

That's very kind but maybe you could try to do something other acts of kindness too. Regularly, like some voluntary work once a week.

I do that. I still am miserable when I am not on the PC. I just feel so alone.

Well one of the main things is to invest time and energy in friends and family. Of course it's hard but relationships seem to be the biggest factor in one's happiness. There was a great article(s) about happiness in Time (no:6) but you have to be a subscriber to read it :( These points were mentioned in the article.

In my area, I have tried going for walks. 3 times people have attempted to mug me. Of course I beat the shit out of them, but i've decided it's easier to stay indoors. I have pale skin and the sun burns me rapidly, and the children around here play... with knifes. Apart from that, I try to enjoy any momentary pleasures.

Oh I'm sorry for you :( Those muggers are not doing acts of kindness. But hey, don't take it so literally. I can't take sunbaths either but I can turn my face to sun and feel the warmth for a moment.


Agreed, but often I don't feel like eating... and I only usually have 1 meal a day.

Disagree with your body. Eat 4 or 5 times a day eventhough you don't feel like it. I bet you can force yourself to eat a banana :)


I write down the highs and lows at the end of every week. I keep it in a diary that I hide from my family. If they found the book they'd commit me. I write some strange stuff...
Don't list lows. No point doing that. It just makes you more miserable. You can start writing them once you feel better again.

Luckily this college is near the seafront. If I feel really down, I usually head down to the beach and clear my head.

ah well, if ya ever feel like reading some stuffs, I'm always willing ta share! you're never alone...so nyah!

Well I'm going offline for a while. I'm going to take a walk to clear my head.

Having been for a walk, I feel a bit better. Thanks for cheering me up guys.

;) No prob!

Maybe it's best to just cry?

Maybe it's best to just cry?

I have a better idea...

*Vomits over LP*

I have a better idea...

*Vomits over LP*
*ducks under the spray of vomit*
Ah. Back to your old self again?

*ducks under the spray of vomit*
Ah. Back to your old self again?
Not entirely. But I'm not going to cry now. ;)

Not entirely. But I'm not going to cry now. ;)
*hugs TIN*
It's okay man. Just let it all out

*hugs TIN*
It's okay man. Just let it all out

*gets out claws*

HUUUUUGGG....

*starts ripping at LP's back*

*gets out claws*

HUUUUUGGG....

*starts ripping at LP's back*
Lower baby

Lower baby

*In a deeper tone*

HUUUUUUUUGGGGG...

*In a deeper tone*

HUUUUUUUUGGGGG...
I :fluffle: Austin Powers

I :fluffle: Austin Powers

I bet you :fluffle: Austin powers all night long. Oh yah baby!

I'm actually Ivana Humpalot :eek:

I'm actually Ivana Humpalot :eek:

Your hair is like animal!

http://snurrfilm.no/people/H/HarrisonFord.jpg
lmao!
TIN, if not cheer up for us, cos we think you're cool, cheer up for lovely Mr Ford there? :)


edit:
Having been for a walk, I feel a bit better. Thanks for cheering me up guys.
ah, right. should really read more posts before replying :headbang: ... glad to hear your'e better dude :D

http://216.127.78.103/~dutch-starwars.com/database/personen/pics/palpatine.jpg

No offense, mate. But maybe you should try a Pyschologist?


I've been having ALOT of the same problems as you, seeing my best friend, favorite dog and grandfather die suddenly was alot for me to handle. I kept thinking I was suddenly going to drop dead.

Three things really helped me:

1.) Pyschologist
2.) Exercise, especially long walks in a relaxing setting
3.) Philosophy


Just because this is happening to you dosen't mean you going crazy or you have a weak mind, it just means you have a more powerful mind then the average person and need to learn how to control it.

Trust me, your not alone. Not at all.


I've found that this happens alot when young, intelligent men learn they arn't immortal. It's happened to some of the greatest men in history. There is a normal life at the end of this whole thing, it just takes awhile.

Took me almost two full years to sort through everything.

http://216.127.78.103/~dutch-starwars.com/database/personen/pics/palpatine.jpg
http://www.pointlesswasteoftime.com/film/swflash.html

http://www.laauditions.com/photos/steve_buscemi2.jpg

http://216.127.78.103/~dutch-starwars.com/database/personen/pics/palpatine.jpg


*gasps*
MY LIEGE....

http://img99.exs.cx/img99/4544/modevilbig7zi.jpg

http://users.techline.com/bobkat/images/newcol.jpg

Got weed? (http://www.movieforum.com/people/actors/alecguinness/images/starwars.jpg)

http://www.pointlesswasteoftime.com/film/swflash.html

ROFL! *Bookmarks*

When I have violent, gory dream as soon as I wake up I pray, interpret the dream, and then go back to sleep in peace. Usually if you just tell people what happened in the dream you lose your fear of it actually happening.

Hey TIN, have you got that pic of Indiana Jones and "OWNED" underneath it? That ruled so hard, that I have to steal it.

http://users.techline.com/bobkat/images/newcol.jpg

I cannot compete with such randomness. :)

ROFL! *Bookmarks*

Ditto! That rocks!

I cannot compete with such randomness. :)

Sure you can... :p

http://www.cranfield.ac.uk/ccc/beowulf/penguin_borg3.icon.gif

Sure you can... :p

Maybe I can...

http://img219.exs.cx/img219/323/hellocthulhu0nl.jpg

Good :D

http://bj.premore.net/rec/morph/alien-bj.jpg

http://img113.exs.cx/img113/7097/fingersausage4te.jpg

http://www.worldparty.net/news/dropbox/Bang.jpg

Hey TIN, have you got that pic of Indiana Jones and "OWNED" underneath it? That ruled so hard, that I have to steal it.
Sure! here's the link!

In a second. I gotta find it.

Here we go!

http://img209.exs.cx/img209/7396/06indianajones1fs.jpg

Link- http://img209.exs.cx/img209/7396/06indianajones1fs.jpg

http://www.pointlesswasteoftime.com/film/swflash.html
wt holy f?

I have no control of the dreams, and they change every time... I die in many strange and painful ways... strangely every now and again I wake up laughing.
:eek:
You're the first other person I've heard of with that problem!
The same thing happens to me!