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If you do, jion me. For we all live for nothing.

::Found nothing to live for::

Scarlet despair stains my cloths, I'm faintly wandering if anyone knows. It hurts so much.., but hurts so much more to continue the fight and not know what for...

yeah sure -sigh- I hate today.

Nine times out of ten, a suicide message on the internet is a sad thirteen year old trying to get attention.
The other times, its a nerd who attempts to hang himself with his mousecord, or slit his wrist with a CD. Then he says:
"OMG! I almost scratched my vintage Age of Empires disk! Well, I guess I better put off suicide until I can find another one."
He then gets absorbed in Ultima Online and forgets about suicide, instead he concentrates on the monsters chasing him.

I'm a 16 year old goth girl who hates life and this idiot parade. My family isn't there and my friends are scare.

I don't want attention just want to get it out and breath a little

Well, if you're unhappy, suicide is generally your best option. Good luck to ya!

Thanks

Cheer up. Christmas doesn't last for ever

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Some of Buddy Holly, the working folly
Good golly Miss Molly and boats
Hammersmith Palais, the Bolshoi Ballet
Jump back in the alley add nanny goats

18-wheeler Scammels, Thumbing out the candles
All other mammals must eat their oats.
Seeing Piccadilly, Fanny Smith and Willy
Being rather silly, and porridge oats

A bit of grin and bear it, a bit of come and share it
You're welcome, we can spare it - yellow socks
Too short to be haughty, too nutty to be naughty
Going on 40 - no electric shocks

The juice of the carrot, the smile of the parrot
A little drop of claret - anything that rocks
Elvis and Scotty, days when I ain't spotty,
Sitting on the potty - curing small pox

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Health service glasses
Gigolos and brasses
round or skinny bottoms

Take your mum to paris
lighting up the chalice
wee willy harris

Bantu Stephen Biko, listening to Rico
Paco, Berto. Chico

Cheddar cheese and pickle, the Vincent motorsickle
Slap and tickle
Woody Allen, Dali, Dimitri and Pasquale
balabalabala and Volare

Something nice to study, phoning up a buddy
Being in my nuddy
Saying hokey-dokey, singalonga Smokey
Coming out of chokey

John Coltrane's soprano, Adi Celentano
Bonar Colleano

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Yes yes
dear dear
perhaps next year
or maybe even never

in which case

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Nine times out of ten, a suicide message on the internet is a sad thirteen year old trying to get attention.
The other times, its a nerd who attempts to hang himself with his mousecord, or slit his wrist with a CD. Then he says:
"OMG! I almost scratched my vintage Age of Empires disk! Well, I guess I better put off suicide until I can find another one."
He then gets absorbed in Ultima Online and forgets about suicide, instead he concentrates on the monsters chasing him.

Yeah but there are a few real cases where someone actually did commit suicide...right on a web-cam. So I don't believe that telling a person who might be pretending to go ahead and do it is constructive. And most peoople are here to get attention anyway, and given that bad behavior is rewarded with negative attention in online forums, its no wonder that people will misbehave.

By the way, Land. Things change...you might win the lottery tomorrow..you just never know

I'm a 16 year old goth girl who hates life and this idiot parade. My family isn't there and my friends are scare.

I don't want attention just want to get it out and breath a little
If your support breathing, then suicide isnt a good option.
Just one thing though, if you have to do it, dont do it in a park. My dad works in the National Park System (Formerly the Park Manger of Fort Stevens, Oregon.) and it generates huge piles of paperwork and bad publicity for the park workers, generaly of the 'How could you not have stopped this? Why were you not able to psychicaly determine what this person was going to do?"
Plus its disconcerting when people who shot themselves out on the Jetty wash up on a family beach resort.
And make sure you do it right, screwing up will result in a long painful death, or a long and painful life. Or maybe a long and boring life strapped to a bed.

ok

If your support breathing, then suicide isnt a good option.
Just one thing though, if you have to do it, dont do it in a park. My dad works in the National Park System (Formerly the Park Manger of Fort Stevens, Oregon.) and it generates huge piles of paperwork and bad publicity for the park workers, generaly of the 'How could you not have stopped this? Why were you not able to psychicaly determine what this person was going to do?"
Plus its disconcerting when people who shot themselves out on the Jetty wash up on a family beach resort.
And make sure you do it right, screwing up will result in a long painful death, or a long and painful life. Or maybe a long and boring life strapped to a bed.
Alright I'll take that in consederation. Thanks. If I do it this time I'll make sure to do it right I messed up a year ago and have been closely watched ever since.

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It a good thing to express yourself...just don't listen to the creeps..okay?

Well, if you're unhappy, suicide is generally your best option. Good luck to ya!
Or the person could try seeking psychological or psychiatric aid. That is what my mother forced me to do when I was depressed. I found out that I was clinically depressed, and did really want to die. But therapy--primarily the chemical aspect, as the verbal therapy wasn't effective for me--helped me quite a bit. I suggest you consider it, Land of blood. I was not really willing at first, tellign my mother I was not in any need of psychological assistance, but I was proven very wrong.

I won't.

Or the person could try seeking psychological or psychiatric aid. That is what my mother forced me to do when I was depressed. I found out that I was clinically depressed, and did really want to die. But therapy--primarily the chemical aspect, as the verbal therapy wasn't effective for me--helped me quite a bit. I suggest you consider it, Land of blood. I was not really willing at first, tellign my mother I was not in any need of psychological assistance, but I was proven very wrong.

OH trust me I've tryed it all, I've been diagonosed: Bi-polar, border line, dpressed and psycho< (it was a longer word I but I shortened it up to this)

I can't turn to pills anymore, they stop working..I've lost my family to ignoring me and I'm alone.

OH trust me I've tryed it all, I've been diagonosed: Bi-polar, border line, dpressed and psycho< (it was a longer word I but I shortened it up to this)

I can't tunr to pills anymore..I've lost my family to ignoring me and I'm alone.
Ahh...that doesn't sound too good... Are you still going to school?

OH trust me I've tryed it all, I've been diagonosed: Bi-polar, border line, dpressed and psycho< (it was a longer word I but I shortened it up to this)

I can't turn to pills anymore, they stop working..I've lost my family to ignoring me and I'm alone.
Then just get over your condition; like 5 yrs ago (AT AGE 10!!!!) my parents and everybody were complete assholes to me all that year; and while I still harbor some anger against them you don't see me ub3r-depressed

yes I still go to school, I use it as an ecscape in my mind. Somthing I guess to look forward to working on.

Then just get over your condition; like 5 yrs ago (AT AGE 10!!!!) my parents and everybody were complete assholes to me all that year; and while I still harbor some anger against them you don't see me ub3r-depressed
depression can be a medical condition...you just don't get over it by changing your mind

Then just get over your condition; like 5 yrs ago (AT AGE 10!!!!) my parents and everybody were complete assholes to me all that year; and while I still harbor some anger against them you don't see me ub3r-depressed
It's not always quite so easy to get over clinical depression, not to mention all the other problems she listed. For some people that works, but it really depends.

yes I still go to school, I use it as an ecscape in my mind. Somthing I guess to look forward to working on.
That's a very good thing. Try to focus on it and carve out a future for yourself. Are particularly good at any subject?

Then just get over your condition; like 5 yrs ago (AT AGE 10!!!!) my parents and everybody were complete assholes to me all that year; and while I still harbor some anger against them you don't see me ub3r-depressed

Oh I see, just get over it...Umm no not that easy I've tried to be happy. I mean I fell in love with a guy and tried to make my life seem worth something, but things happen and he dumped me for my whole deal I was too much for him. All the time depressed and bi-polar

It's not always quite so easy to get over clinical depression, not to mention all the other problems she listed. For some people that works, but it really depends.


That's a very good thing. Try to focus on it and carve out a future for yourself. Are particularly good at any subject?

I love writing so I'd say my english honors class. Lucky me.

Why was my post deleted? I was just giving my honest opinion.

Advice:


Watch some monty python.


"Always look on the bright side of life!"

Galliam, I'm not amused. It is an extremely... insensitive thing to try and condone suicide to someone, and you are, quite honestly, not helping the situation.

To everyone who has been honestly trying to be helpful, thank you. I'm going to lock this thread (thanks to shining examples of what not to do like Galliam) and hopefully those who are trying to help will continue to follow up via telegrams.

Bi-Polar (formerly "Manic-Depressive") is a medically treatable condition. One important determination is "rapid-cycling v non-rapid-cycling".

You don't treat a rapid cycler with anti-depressants, they won't work. You treat them with mood stabilizers, such as Strattera. This works, and keeps working.

The important thing would be to find counselling - does your school have a counsellor on staff?