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For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

Ohhhhk...
Not to be rude but...
I think she lost her mind anyway. She commited suicide?

I didnt even know who the hell she was :? I musta come to this place after she was last here

sounds like she murdered someone

sounds like a buch of hooey to me.
She was always prone to drama anyway.

I think that assuming shes dead is stupid, unless you can be sure.

sounds like a buch of hooey to me.
She was always prone to drama anyway.

I think that assuming shes dead is stupid, unless you can be sure.
Oh, Im sure al-
No, I have no idea.
Ignore this O_O

we demand proof of her death

You want pictures?

You want pictures?pictures---a head on a silver platter I dont care but PROOF--

an obituary would suffice.

She must have told someone her real name and where she lived.
If she died, there would be an obituary in her local paper.

I'll take her word for it.

Make no mistake, if Paz died, I have the greatest sympathy for her and her family and loved ones. However, she was something of an attention whore (a 15,000 post count should prove that on its own), so I feel that it is... unlikely that she actually followed through on such a dramatic action.

Then why has she not returned?

Then why has she not returned?

Same reason Elvis and Jesus haven't. :wink:

What, they're both working in Tescos?

parra is just being an attention wh0re :roll:

parra is just being an attention wh0re :roll:

you didn't even know her :roll:

What is this now? The third "death note" she's written? The fourth? Is it more than that? I've seen at least two; both times she posted some dramatic message, disappeared for a while, drew lots of attention, and turned out to be fine. Yes, I'll feel bad if this turns out to be the "real thing," but she's cried wolf too many times for me to worry about this.

Parra was one of the most intereseting people I have ever "listened to"
generally I liked the way she portrayed herself, sometimes over the top but she did cop alot from people on this site and from the looks of this she still is YET if she did commit suicide and I dont really beleive she was that weak of mind, after being so head strong, i would lose all respect for her.

suicide is one of the most selfish acts possible.

suicide is one of the most selfish acts possible.

not allowing people to take life into their own hands
because they can't take it anymore too...

suicide is one of the most selfish acts possible.

not allowing people to take life into their own hands
because they can't take it anymore too...

get help try counciling, a few of years ago i had a friend commit suicide at school, 4 years later I haven't forgiven him, what he put me through his parents through, his brother though, his friends though, and the people who saw the body and the massive amount of blood through, I remember staring at the bullet hole in the roof through a blood smeared window for weeks


funny that im pro euthenasia though

Then why has she not returned?
I read her goodbye thread, something to do with the NS server being a piece of crap. I agree, half of the time, I can't even get on to the forums, that could be why. Plus I thought she was posting in FUA or whatever now...

Isn't she still on that other forum?

Isn't she still on that other forum?
Nope. She disappeared fro there too.

But that fact that she is dead is ridiculous.

Hey ASS, can I get a date on Bob's last words? I'd just like to see if your last words are before or after the last conversation I had with her.

If she's dead, well... that is really tragic.

Really tragic.

But how many times has this happened? A good number... I'm not sure if I buy it.
For all we know, she's lurking among us right now in another nation.
Although I doubt it, knowing her style, she would have busted in, created a shrine and hailed herself being back.

Poor girl... whether she's dead or alive, both for seperate reasons.

Sympathies for those who loved her, if that is actually true.

meh....i cannot feel sympathy for the dead that I do not know

I cannot feel ANY for the dead that have taken their own lives when given a choice.

Madness > Death

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

I remember her. Didn't she also break up with her boyfreind not too long before that?

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

I remember her. Didn't she also break up with her boyfreind not too long before that?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... bad thoughts. Negative thoughts indeed...

What is this now? The third "death note" she's written? The fourth? Is it more than that? I've seen at least two; both times she posted some dramatic message, disappeared for a while, drew lots of attention, and turned out to be fine. Yes, I'll feel bad if this turns out to be the "real thing," but she's cried wolf too many times for me to worry about this.

Don't be an idiot, she's never written a suicide note before, that was Danya, who apparently and rather unfortunately came back to life when someone got a phoenix to breath on her or something equally preposterous.

sup seph.

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

I remember her. Didn't she also break up with her boyfreind not too long before that?

I wish :(

who is she?????????

who is she?????????

attention/postwhore, nazi.

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

I remember her. Didn't she also break up with her boyfreind not too long before that?

I wish :(

I'm confused. Why should we believe this current death rumour any more than the previous ones? She once claimed to have a ludicrously high fever but was back posting not two weeks afterwards. Even if this is real, she's cried wolf too often to deserve my sympathy.

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

I remember her. Didn't she also break up with her boyfreind not too long before that?

I wish :(

I'm confused. Why should we believe this current death rumour any more than the previous ones? She once claimed to have a ludicrously high fever but was back posting not two weeks afterwards. Even if this is real, she's cried wolf too often to deserve my sympathy.

Well, if it were an attention stunt, she would have returned before her nations vanished.

What is this now? The third "death note" she's written? The fourth? Is it more than that? I've seen at least two; both times she posted some dramatic message, disappeared for a while, drew lots of attention, and turned out to be fine. Yes, I'll feel bad if this turns out to be the "real thing," but she's cried wolf too many times for me to worry about this.

Don't be an idiot, she's never written a suicide note before, that was Danya, who apparently and rather unfortunately came back to life when someone got a phoenix to breath on her or something equally preposterous.

I didn't say "suicide note"; I said "death note." She's done the overdramatized "oh my God I'm about to die!" thing before, and it was apparently total rubbish. A person who is willing to do that is not likely to have qualms about adding a suicidal reference to their next death note. Again, I'm not saying that she's definitely faking--only that I'm not going to fret about it unless I see some more evidence.

Well, if it were an attention stunt, she would have returned before her nations vanished.

Would she though? Maybe she wants to see how many people mourn her once she's definitely gone... Anyone can look up the forum, you don't have to be even logged in.

Well, if it were an attention stunt, she would have returned before her nations vanished.

Would she though? Maybe she wants to see how many people mourn her once she's definitely gone... Anyone can look up the forum, you don't have to be even logged in.
True, this sounds more of a stunt to gain attention, which is pretty common from her.

shes not dead--shes prolly just terminally bored

Whoa! What happened?

Hey I thought people weren't supposed to post anything relating to that.

oh, did Parra die again? she was over-due, i was wondering when her next desperate effort to cultivate sympathy via internet forum would come along. too bad she is now making a mockery of a very serious subject (suicide). much like the few wolf-criers who make life difficult for real victims of rape, Parra is one of the selfish few who want attention so badly that they will engage in actions that discredit people with real problems who try to ask for help.

oh, did Parra die again? she was over-due, i was wondering when her next desperate effort to cultivate sympathy via internet forum would come along. too bad she is now making a mockery of a very serious subject (suicide). much like the few wolf-criers who make life difficult for real victims of rape, Parra is one of the selfish few who want attention so badly that they will engage in actions that discredit people with real problems who try to ask for help.

What has rape got to do with anything? And before anyone says anything, I did NOT rape her, or anyone else. I prerfer consensual activity :wink:

oh, did Parra die again? she was over-due, i was wondering when her next desperate effort to cultivate sympathy via internet forum would come along. too bad she is now making a mockery of a very serious subject (suicide). much like the few wolf-criers who make life difficult for real victims of rape, Parra is one of the selfish few who want attention so badly that they will engage in actions that discredit people with real problems who try to ask for help.

lol...Bottle...as usual you come up trumps...luv ya! :wink:

For those who didn't believe me, here are the last words of Parratoga before she fell silent. None of you judge me on this, this is what she would have wanted. She would have wanted people to know the truth about why she died, and there are many rumours that i need to put to rest. So here it is:


I have done somrhing unthinkable it’s to much to bare, this is torture and I can only take so much punishmnt; I want to die. I think I'lll choose daeth over madness. I can't go back to like it was before! I'm so terrified of the thought of losing my mind liek I once did a few years back. Farewell thee well my friend!

what a crock of shit. damn i tired of attention whores :roll:

someone should check her pulse to make sure shes still not alive--expecually before they bury or creamate her

someone should check her pulse to make sure shes still not alive--expecually before they bury or creamate her

Apparently she comes back to life when someone bleeds on her remains or something.

Maybe she got bored of nationstates and left for Runescape. :shock:

shes not dead--shes prolly just terminally bored
Please be more respesctful. She had a mental condition, and she could no longer live because of it. please be more respectful of the dead