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In honour of Parratoga

Almighty Sephiroth
11-04-2004, 19:58
Judging by how Parratoga is gone, I am going to honour her memory here. Others wishing to do so may if they wish.

Parra, there can never be another person who has given me the same experiences as you have. You've made me feel Sadness, anger, rage, hatred, despair, hopelessness, self-loathing and much more. And yet at other times, you've given me hope, made me feel great, given me the confidence to continue, imbued me with wonderful feelings I cannot figure out myself. there are no words that can ever portray my sadness if you are truly gone, and so I shall leave you with this song.

I know that you’re hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn’t say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far to easily

Save your tears cause I’ll come back
I could hear that you whispered
As you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide the pain
When I turn back the pages

Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out
And begged you not to part...
But now I’m not afraid to say
What’s in my heart

Oh a thousand words have never been spoken
They'll fly to you crossing over the time
And distance holding you suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions will cradle you
Making all the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever...

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
You've been there with me all the way
I still hear you say

Wait for me I'll write you letters
I can see how you stand there with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt when I turned back the pages
Anger might have been the answer

What if I hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

'Cause a thousand words called out through the ages
They'll fly to you even though we can't see
I know they're reaching you suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever...

Oh a thousand words have never been spoken
They'll fly to you, they'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words called out through the ages
They'll cradle you turning all of the loving into only days
They'll hold you forever
Spherical objects
11-04-2004, 20:01
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"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
-- John Lennon
11-04-2004, 20:01
:lol:

Goddamn you really miss your e-buddy!

Just for the sake of reference, you never actually met her, correct?
11-04-2004, 20:01
Sephiroth:

Much better than my thread for Parra.

Jim
Almighty Sephiroth
11-04-2004, 20:03
Sephiroth:

Much better than my thread for Parra.

Jim

Thank you. When I really want to, I can make words come alive.

And no, Mal, I never saw her, but we were close.
Trailers
11-04-2004, 20:18
Parratoga=gone?O.o..
Johnistan
11-04-2004, 20:39
I don't give shit about the Nazi bitch
11-04-2004, 20:47
Mfff
11-04-2004, 20:47
Mrff
11-04-2004, 20:47
Mrff! :oops:
11-04-2004, 20:48
I don't give shit about the Nazi


it was all an act 8)
11-04-2004, 20:49
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"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
-- John Lennon
Hey, look moron, if you don't want to read sephiroth's epitaph to parra, THEN DON'T, it's really that simple, just close explorer and format your hardrive. I personally thought it was very sweet what sephiroth did, psyche!
Hey fuckface (sephiroth) I don't give a shit if some retard was killed or whatever, andI certainly dont want some shitty tribute post neither. FUCK YOU, SIR and fuck parra too.
Burcemia
11-04-2004, 20:50
Well, I liked her, she was nice to me and if I had a hat to take off to her, I would
Eridanus
11-04-2004, 20:54
I think she jsut got bored with the site and left. Christ people you never even met her, and she probablly didn't give a crap about any of us, so I don't think there needs to be such emotion over her leaving.
12-04-2004, 15:41
Hey, look moron, if you don't want to read sephiroth's epitaph to parra, THEN DON'T, it's really that simple, just close explorer and format your hardrive. I personally thought it was very sweet what sephiroth did, psyche! Hey f--- (sephiroth) I don't give a shit if some retard was killed or whatever, andI certainly dont want some shitty tribute post neither. f--- YOU, SIR and f--- parra too.
Hmmm...

then why not...

' Hey, look moron, if you don't want to read sephiroth's epitaph to parra, THEN DON'T, it's really that simple, just close explorer and format your hardrive?'

It was perfectly good advice, and yet not good enough for you to take. How typical.
Tumaniaa
12-04-2004, 15:44
Even after she's gone Parra is the source of contant drama...

:roll:
Raem
13-04-2004, 11:17
Go away, AU. If you don't like it, then just go the hell away.
Dimmimar
13-04-2004, 11:25
AS, stop trolling :roll:
Sdaeriji
13-04-2004, 11:48
Seph, calm down, her damn MSN screename name changes like once a week. Either she's alive, or someone with a really sick sense of humor has access to her account.

Ha, she's someone with a sick sense of humor! Get it! It's a joke! Both of them are supposed to refer to her being alive! Ha! I'm so funny....
The Atheists Reality
13-04-2004, 11:51
SHE'S NOT DEAD!, GET OVER IT!
Sdaeriji
13-04-2004, 11:54
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?
New Mozambique
13-04-2004, 11:57
I can imagine Parra pulling something like this. The shock value of her Satanism worn off, she looks to faking her own death for attention.
The Atheists Reality
13-04-2004, 11:57
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?

she's an attention whore, of course she's still alive! :mrgreen:
Sdaeriji
13-04-2004, 11:58
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?

she's an attention whore, of course she's still alive! :mrgreen:

I was trying to be sarcastic, and you went and took my question seriously. Way to ruin a joke. :(
The Atheists Reality
13-04-2004, 12:01
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?

she's an attention whore, of course she's still alive! :mrgreen:

I was trying to be sarcastic, and you went and took my question seriously. Way to ruin a joke. :(

why thank you :mrgreen:
Petworthia
13-04-2004, 12:01
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?

she's an attention whore, of course she's still alive! :mrgreen:

Whilst I agree that it's unlikely she's dead... what's the point in being an attention whore, if you aren't actually communicating with anyone?

To coin a phrase (or, more specifically, nick it outright) 'think about it'....
Petworthia
13-04-2004, 12:03
Hey, TAR, do you think she's still alive?

she's an attention whore, of course she's still alive! :mrgreen:

I was trying to be sarcastic, and you went and took my question seriously. Way to ruin a joke. :(

why thank you :mrgreen:

Besides... an attention whore would be FAR more likely to say something mildly controversial in big, bold letters.............
13-04-2004, 12:03
It's nice that she can actually decide to leave because she's bored and wants to improve herself. It's more than most of the lifeless dolts who are writing in this topic.
Zwange
19-04-2004, 09:00
It's more than most of the lifeless dolts who are writing in this topic.

That would be me... :D
BackwoodsSquatches
19-04-2004, 09:04
Honestly...how much can one juvenille, neo-nazi attention whore possibly mean to any of you?
Have any of you actually talked to her without the use of a computer?
Zwange
19-04-2004, 09:09
Who is Parra?
Philopolis
19-04-2004, 09:33
whaaaaa? parratoga is gone? for good? :(

remember the time she thought she had an 108d fever? good times... good times...