NationStates Jolt Archive


Memories of a time long forgotten (Semi-Open)

Phalanix
29-05-2008, 13:39
How long had it been since some good had come out of Phalanix? For the past dozen years the nation lay silent, a dead husk of a giant, still crippled from the bombardment she sustained. Yet here she was, in what small way thriving again.
A meager government had formed from survivors, those troops who had survived hidden away in bomb shelters and the politicians who fled the country before the act that maimed it.
Most of the wasteland cities were willing to accept the new government, have a chance at rebuilding their homeland into the beauty she once was. Though some larger ones resisted and often were taken via force, the traditional Phalanixian way of doing things.

Knightly McKay has seen it all, it was eerie walking down the streets of the new capital, for once not being hunted for his combat ability.
He had seen so much blood shed during the second civil war that he fled, sought asylum in another nation that had been his second home. However with the death of his mentor and possibly the closest thing to his mother he ever knew he left and began to drift from nation to nation. Only recently had he returned, reestablishing communications with some of his contacts that survived the war.
What little news he got from them was always the same, the current president was searching for any surviving caches of weapons and such to help improve the defense of the nation or there was a search for the council vault. The later always made him shudder.

How many names had he gone by, how many lives did he lead? McKay sighed as he took a seat at one of the cafés in the city. How many years has it been since I last set foot in these lands, he asked himself as he waited for be served.
“Well here’s a shock, you not drinking yourself silly,” a young woman whispered in McKay’s ear before planting a friendly kiss on his cheek.
“I have a few more things to do and I’d rather do them sober. Besides I’m trying to blend in, not get into a bar fight,” he responded with a weak smile.
“How long has it been hmm? How long since you last saw me and just didn’t fuck me to get some info? You know how much I hate it when you jerk me around,” Ash responded in kind before turning to the waiter whom had just arrived, “Just a coffee black.”
“Same thing please,” McKay said to the waiter, waiting for him to leave before continuing, “Look I’m sorry, I am trying to change and not be that cynical monster I was. I’m happy you kept things quiet and I will repay that debt down the road but for now I have several issues I need to resolve. I have a few graves to visit and some demons to deal with.”

How long has it been since she died? How long since Qui killed her? You don’t remember do you? You should, you loved her with every fiber of your being and you know it. Do you even remember her face?

“You need to speak with him about that,” Ash went on not even noticing McKay’s sudden lapse in concentration, “At this point keeping your old armor in storage is useless as the government will locate it. Best thing you can do is part it out and make a bit of money then stick with your usual tactics of plasma blade combat.”

You don’t. Terrifying isn’t it, not remembering her face. She was the most important person to you and yet you can’t remember her face. Do you remember even remember her touch?

“Are you even listening to me?”
Phalanix
30-05-2008, 07:57
“Sorry, distracted there, been a long day” was the quick response before moving on, “I need a favor.”
“Oh boy what now?”
“I need you to dig up any files on the Shentavo Academy, we sent several soldiers there at one point and I’d like to get the files on the academy and any soldier we sent.”
“Um wow, sounds like a serious request. You do know I have limited access and I mean those files must be under some of the more higher level security,” Ash replied a little stunned at the request.
“Use this login and password when it asks for clearance, it should work still,” he said passing a small paper over to her with the words Maxwell-081 Alpha-Echo-081 before standing and continuing, “I need to go, listen I normally don’t do this but call me when you have something, I need these files.”
“Yeah no problem, you’ve bailed me out a few times this is the least I can do for you.”

Several hours later Ashley lifted the glasses from her eyes and sighed. The information McKay had asked for was something else, reading the reports, psych profiles, even intel on the academy was mind boggling.
Apparently roughly five or so of the prime soldiers were sent to the academy over a span of several years. One constant she noticed though was of soldiers with the name Joshua, so far she’d noticed three names Maxwell, Knightly, and Vir with Maxwell attending for roughly two years, Knightly roughly two, and Vir one. Usually after each of their stays was up the soldier vanished only to be replaced with the following, with the exception of Knightly who seemed to have been murdered.
“Christ,” she muttered as she neared the end of the information McKay wanted, “How much more is there I mean come on!”
Looking at the list of files she shook her head, the last set was a folder of pictures, seemed luck was on her side. Opening it she was stunned, McKay and a young woman, both of them in a loving embrace. Her stunning silver hair contrasting McKay’s rather bland brown hair as well as her crystal ice eyes compared to his hazel eyes.
These contrasts made them look almost perfect together, happy in the purest sense of the word. It was something she hadn’t expected to see, McKay happy and in love. Not the cynical man she had known for so long.
However the one thing that caught her eye was the date and time stamps on each picture, easily making McKay well into his late 50’s when he picture was taken. Thus making him almost 80.
Quickly picking up her handset she selected McKay’s contact icon and waited for him to pickup.

((A little clarification as to what is going on, Knightly here was known by several other names, Joshua Maxwell at the start then Joshua Knightly. Those of you who are still around who had any dealings with him are more than welcome to mention who and when so a resulting flashback may occur as I intend for him to be dealing with his past that he has been running from for so long.))
Phalanix
31-05-2008, 10:57
Honestly you can’t remember much about her? Wasn’t her hair black as night? No it wasn’t silly. You should know that. The voice continued to torment him, he knew it was his own thoughts he’d been doing his best to suppress, but years of running from ones past will only give that voice ammo to use.
In all honesty he had lost everything a few years ago when he life was taken, he still didn’t know how he had returned and simply just left that fact as it was. After all he did have some of Ravelyn’s blood in him and since that day nothing about his life could be considered normal.
Remembering back to that moment caused him to involuntarily wince in pain as he recalled the steel sliding through his flesh as Qui attempted to end his life and the feeling of safety as Rave gave him some of her blood thus saving his life and turning it into something he never could have planned for.
The buzzing sensation from his com unit drew him back into reality. Tapping the accept icon on it he waited for Ash to start speaking.
“You didn’t tell me you were turning 80 this year,” she opened the conversation getting straight to the point.
“Some things you just don’t need to know Ash, My past was one of them,” McKay replied in turn, sighing a little.
“What about the fact you’re not exactly human either. I’ve read the report about what happened in year one I know what you became. Have you ever considered telling me about this when we fucked? You could have done something to me and I wouldn’t know! You fucking asshole next time you expect me to do something for you forget it,” she cried into the com unit, her voice dripping with anger and betrayal.
“Ash…”
“Shut the fuck up. Just shut the fuck up and die.”
“Do me one favor… please. Please send me anything relating to Kenja Shentavo. I don’t have anything left from those days and…and I miss her. She was my reason to live back then and when she was taken I was a wreck. I…I can’t remember her face.”
“Just this once. Just this once I will give you the benefit of the doubt, she looked like a beautiful girl. You two looked so happy, what happened to that man in the picture,” her tone softened slightly before selecting the pictures and the one video in the album to send to McKay.
“I was going to propose.”
“Wait what? Too who?”
“Kenja, a week before she was killed I decided I wanted to be with her forever. I had the ring picked out and everything but then like everything else in my life something went wrong. She was struck down and god knows how many years later I still don’t know why Qui did it. A part of me died that day and I honestly don’t ever expect to recover. It took me several years but I’ve come to terms she is gone, just hope she can hear me sometimes..”
“Alright alright, the files are being sent to you now just please for the love of god stop with the sap. I’m tearing up here as it is,” she finally said, a faint chuckle in her voice hiding the pity she felt for McKay right that second.
“Thank you…”
Phalanix
03-06-2008, 06:13
Joshua... a voice rang McKay’s head. Joshua...you should really see this. Kenja would want you too...
“No… not again,” he whispered, as Qui’s voice echoed once more in his mind.
The memories began to flood back, the fear that had clenched his chest…
Oh...let's see what's behind door number one.
The bitter cold of the doorknob as his fingers wrapped around it. The memory of turning on the light, how she looked so peaceful as she laid there, an empty husk of McKay’s former lover. Her lips had been so cold when he kissed her good bye that final time…
Found what you were looking for Joshua? The voice teased again.
You saw how much pain she was in...she's out of it now.
He recalled being given the chance for vengeance, in reality though he knew it was suicide. Something she would frown upon, rather seeing him live and hopefully move on.
You've got nothing to lose, but I'm betting high...care to play?...Even if you don't, would it matter?

A single chime pulled him out of the hell his mind had thrust upon him; the files he had asked for were waiting for him, it seemed Ash was true to her word as he opened his com unit and saw the picture of Kenja and himself so many years ago.
A small note under the picture caught his eye;
McKay, if you need me I understand. This must not be easy for you and I know I shouldn’t have over reacted but right now this is all hard to swallow. Just please don’t do anything stupid, I’m sure she wouldn’t want you to.
Call me,
Ash



((This has more or less be made redundant thanks to Rave taking my suggestion to start year seven. So please if you wanted to do anything here join the thread over there.
Link: http://forums.jolt.co.uk/showthread.php?t=558054
Thank you))