Revenia
16-05-2008, 14:53
He stepped forward. That was what he was expected to do, step forward, but it wasn’t all he was going to do. Blurry-fast, he swept his foot behind his opponent’s calf and pulled towards him while driving his shoulder into his opponent’s upper body. The result was instant lack of balance and an almost inevitable drop – it was also a risky maneuver, because his own balance was extremely precarious while he performed it.
But it worked, which was what mattered.
He stepped back, waiting for the training ‘bot to regain its footing so he could play with it some more…but was interrupted by a familiar sound, the ‘chime’ of an impending message from his ship’s AI…
”Captain to the Bridge!”
Yeah…it figured.
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He stepped onto the bridge, which was an awfully pretentious name for a completely superfluous structure – the ship flew itself, in every way that mattered. Ninety-nine percent of the time, he was just a passenger, a mostly-unnecessary failsafe against electronic failure in space and an inferior tool groundside. For all his skill at combat, for all his myriad abilities, the AI’s Combat Frame was better. Things were more even if he was in armor, but how often did he put on armor anymore?
He smiled at himself, his long periods of isolation having repeatedly proven true the adage ‘I bitch, therefore, I am.’ Complaining kept him active when he’d had enough of exercise and study that he couldn’t take it anymore. He’d never been much for the recreational sims, though there were Captains who swore that they were the only things that kept them sane.
Kethvae Chovas was not one for illusion, which was a damned unfortunate personality trait, considering his foremost mission in life for the last…long damned time…had been the perpetuation of an illusion. The illusion that the Interstellar Watch was still worth something, which, to be honest, it wasn’t.
Keeping nosy folks out of the former Ascended Supremacy systems was the only thing that the Watch did with any completeness, and then only because, what, ninety five percent of the old-timers had taken it up as their sacred task? Standing Watch over what had been…seemed like a waste of goddamn time to him.
Plus he ‘owned’ a quarter of those dead systems, which was kinda like saying he was a born-again deity – it was impressive-sounding, but equated to nothing whatsoever. The Watch kept people out for their own good, because they at least deserved a warning before they got blasted out of existence by the AscSup system defenses, efficient as ever.
He slumped into the command couch, though whether or not the damned thing even functioned was anyone’s guess – it wouldn’t surprise him if She had disabled the dang thing, just in case he got uppity. There was no question in their relationship as to who was in charge, and that was him, empathically and entirely. He was Captain. That was that.
But She was also an insubordinate little bundle of circuitry, and generally expected him to give the orders that She though he ought to give. It seemed to be common in Her generation of patrolcraft – several other Captains of his vintage were faced with similar situations. Unfortunately, even if he was willing to let Her be wiped – which he wasn’t – the Watch no longer had the capability to perform that sort of procedure. Or, rather, they could wipe Her, but all they’d manage was breaking the ship – they couldn’t replace Her, they couldn’t fix Her, so he had to live with Her…
He put his feet up.
”Put your feet down, Kethvae. This isn’t your Mother’s house.”
He snarled, “My Mother, Pancreator rest her soul, never let me put my feet up on anything. You know this. You know my life better than I do, you electronic monstrosity.”
Thinking about his mother made him sick to his stomach. He missed her – missed his family, missed his home, missed being able to talk freely with someone who wasn’t analyzing his every sentence for potential instability or unrest, missed having peers.
All the other Watchmen of his vintage were either out of their minds – like Blackmarlin, who tried to lessen the pain with drink, or Jerry, who was half-machine, anyways – or so lost in their sorrow that they chose to stand the Long Watch over the silent remains of the Ascended Supremacy, undying sentinels of what could never be again.
The newer ones couldn’t keep the awe out of their eyes, didn’t see him as a person. Saw a legendary relic of a golden age, saw proof that the Watch had once been something than its present ramshackle state. They let him walk all over them, treated him like he was royalty. Which, of course, he was, but the Watch didn’t care about that sort of thing.
“Now, Deirdre, my darling, what do you want?”
”My sensors have detected a distress signal emanating from this area…
Kethvae ignored the charts she displayed on his couch screens.
“Skip the shit, you’re there already and you need me. What’s the issue?”
”The signal was sent by this craft, present occupant is a single female. She responded to my initial hail with “please help me find my babies.” She is obviously quite out of her mind. You are the local specialist on individuals who are out of there mind. Talk to her.”
Kethvae sighed, “Fine, fine. Kindly tell her that I’m on my way over while I get suited up, will you?”
It was always something.
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The ship was entirely too pretty to be sending distress signals. It screamed ‘yacht’ from the outside, and the inside confirmed it. The thing was all gilt and rich woods, the sort of trappings he’d come to associate with the rich. Hadn’t always – when he’d been a kid, when the Supremacy had still been around, the rich, the powerful, had shown they were rich and powerful by living in ancient strongholds in the most inaccessible locations in the harshest conditions on the worst hell-words they could find.
Great House Stark’s Northfell, where you could take your pick between snow or sand; Maern’s Ruby, where the only thing nastier than the wildlife were the Maerns themselves; Rache’s Crescent, desolate and lifeless, ironic considering the Rache Lifehand talent; and Chalice, capital world of Great House Chovas. His homeworld. His earliest memories were of the cool stone floors of the ancestral Chovas stronghold, Grailhold, which was amusing – the cup imagery was symbolic, there wasn’t actually a magic cup anywhere.
He sighed and pressed onward, hoping that he wasn’t ruining the carpet by walking on it – he couldn’t exactly access his accounts anymore, and the Watch hadn’t had excess fundage in millennia. He’d always found a way, bluff or threat, but one of these days he’d have to kill someone because he didn’t have the money to avoid it, and that would be a bad, bad day.
His sensors told him what he already knew – the yacht’s sole occupant was in master stateroom, curled fetal on the floor, babbling into the comm. suite’s handheld. Which meant that once he opened this door, she’d see him, and it wouldn’t due to scare her needlessly, so he did something stupid – he took off his helmet.
He didn’t, as a rule, do that in space outside of his own ship, but her emotions were panicked, she was borderline, and even if he cleared the faceplate she’d probably flip. She might flip anyways, if she knew her history, though almost no-one did anymore. Not really a shame, the Ascended Supremacy hadn’t been relevant for half a million years.
He hit the door access – it had been locked, but subverting systems was like breathing for Deirdre, who had come with him after he’d left the Temple, which was not at all uncommon in his day. In fact, it was damned common – Adrian Stark had done it, Blackmarlin did it, Stephen Maern hadn’t, that he knew, but Stephen Maern was a Maern – he liked breaking things more than preserving them, and service in the Watch did nothing for his actual status in the Supremacy. Maern mindset. Crazy, the lot.
The female, standard bipedal format, one nose, two eyes, two ears, one mouth, five digits per limb. Female because her emotions were female, but Deirdre had guessed that from her transmission and from her own scans, and Kethvae’s suit confirmed it close-up. Green skin, scaley. Her reaction was telling.
She cringed away from him, and Kethvae’s armor-systems told him that she just got a significant surge of something like adrenaline, and one of the side-effects of that something was that it provided half of a binary toxin that was conveyed through her fangs, and they fangs.
He’d never met a reptile he liked, but at least she had arms and legs. Snakes gave him the willies. Never met a sentient snake, before, though, but that didn’t mean it was impossible. Though the idea made him cringe just thinking about it – something like that might go under ‘justifiable genocide.’
“Hey, lady, calm down. I’m Captain Kethvae Chovas, Interstellar Watch. I’m here to help.”
She got that glaze-eyed look that most got when he said his name – total lack of comprehension. Damnit, there’d been a time when everybody, every-last-living-person knew what the Watch was. There was a time when he’d been happy, too. Things changed.
He knew what he looked like, knew his face because it was the only face he saw with any regularity anymore – Chovas to core. Handsome, very handsome by Ascended standards, not the angular-handsome that was common with Starks or Raches, or the sinister beauty of Maern, but a softer sort of handsome that hinted at the steel underneath without smacking you in the face with it. He wore his hair, the same color as white-gold, long because there were something he wouldn’t change, ever, even if the new Watch regs had included a hair-length requirement about a foot shorter than he’d worn his hair since he was ten.
He didn’t talk about his service with the Temple, much, because unlike the normal course of things, he hadn’t been Watch-for-Politics, Temple-for-Power. He’d done Temple for politics then entered the Watch. He would’ve come back when his father died, he’d always planned to, and take up the Lordship, but his father had died with the Supremacy, and he’d become Lord Chovas, which meant nothing. The Watch had been his home ever since.
He wasn’t naturally intimidating, though he could be intimidating if he wanted to be. Which he didn’t, at the moment, but this chick on the floor would have been scared if he’d been wearing a bunny suit – his armor just made things easy. Damnit, he was going to have to get close. He didn’t like things that bit him, especially when injected poison. That generally was a big turn-off for him…
He reached his hand out, walking closer, feeling her terror with every step, but he couldn’t reach out with his talent and calm her, because his talent didn’t work like that. She had to listen to him, or he had to touch her – that part of his talent had to have a carrier to work…and he didn’t even know if she understood Trade. That was one thing that the Supremacy had left behind, the language of commerce, the common language of the galaxy. No-one knew the origins anymore, of course, most thought they’d invented it. They were, of course, wrong.
“Hey, hey, listen, I’m not going to hurt you. I’m here to help you. You’re safe now. Calm down, please.”
He knew she was going to strike before she did it, and when she did she seemed like she was moving in slow-motion, because compared to his reactions when threatened, she was. He could kill her in a hundred different ways, but that wouldn’t do – Deirdre wouldn’t like that…and he wouldn’t like it, either. Though right now he couldn’t care less…
He slapped her down, hard. She’d lunged up, aiming for his unprotected face…which just wasn’t on. She screamed as she went down, and he knelt with her, getting on top of her, grabbing her arms, getting them so he could hold them in one hand – not hard, his armor would let him snap her in half if he had needed to, which he didn’t.
He held her arms above her head, holding her secure like that, easily, though she thrashed about. It took him a half-second to get a zip-tie around her wrists, then he got off her and lifted her up by her arms. She kicked at him – which was kinda funny. She wasn’t even wearing shoes, and the nasty claws on her feet might have hurt him some if he’d been naked, but he wasn’t naked, was he?
He threw a piton into the stateroom’s wall and hung her from it. It was all very kinky, really. She wasn’t attractive to him, the thought was purely objective – Seth would have loved it, though, the bastard…
Uncle Seth. Mad Seth. Kethvae remembered vividly the feeling of his uncle’s throat in his hands, the way that Seth had struggled, fought for breath. He’d taken a long time suffocating, to the point that Kethvae had finally broken his neck – nearly ripped his head clean off, the reports said later.
He hadn’t wanted to do that, but it’d had to be done, especially after what the crazy bastard had done, killing all those girls. Coran, Kethvae’s father, had hoped that his brother could be saved, could be ‘fixed.’ False hope, Kethvae’d known that his Uncle was evil the first time he’d met him, a mere child of three. Then the bastard had gone and kidnapped his own daughter, though he’d used his intermediaries – no-one ever denied that Seth Chovas wasn’t charming and charismatic. He was.
Kethvae couldn’t have let him live after he’d ordered Kaerah taken, not considering who her step-brother was, not when Adrian Stark was besotted with her. So he’d killed his own uncle, his father’s brother, because he’d had no choice – because the bastard had come after his sister, may she rest in peace, and that just hadn’t been on.
He sighed, these tangents were not uncommon in Ascended, it was inevitable, and it wasn’t like they were actually noticeable – they happened while he was doing other things, or they happened so fast that you couldn’t tell.
He pulled his left gauntlet off, hooked it to his belt, and punch her in the mouth. She bit him. He felt the poison enter his veins, but not the cold sensation that it should have produced, would have produced in most critters. Rather, he felt like his hand was on fire. Poisons, as a rule, didn’t work on him – his GT augs, his talents, and just being Ascended all took issue to stuff like that. He’d been checking, more than anything, and there was no more intimate contact than a mouthful of fist, when you got right down to it – especially when you sunk your teeth into someone.
“CALM DOWN YOU CRAZY BITCH!”
He slid his hand off her fangs, looking at the two little prick holes. They’d be gone by morning, no doubt of that. Didn’t mean he was happy about it – he’d known the bitch would bite him, that had been the point of punching her, because he was angry and because he could – he’d stopped being all…Chovasey…around women when he’d been screwed over for the thirty thousandth time. His life hadn’t improved much since then, probably gotten worse, but he had less headaches, too. Hard to tell whether that was worth it, didn’t really care. Screw ‘em, anyways.
She calmed down, slowly, her eyelids fluttering like she was coming off some kind of high – and her emotions agreeing. She’d nearly orgasmed when he hit her, or maybe it was when she bit him – he liked that thought better. That at least made sense. Yeah. That was it. Bit him.
“Now that I have your damned attention, you sent a distress signal. I should not need to note that falsifying a distress signal is punishable by all sorts of nasty things under Watch Code Two. For the record, and because it is pertinent, Watch Code One concerns lying to a Watchman. Don’t try it. You won’t like the results.”
She moaned. Creepy lizard-chick…her voice sent shivers down his spine – he didn’t like reptiles. At all. Especially ones that bit him.
“My babies, you must help me find my babies…anything you want, anything, just help me find my babies…”
He groaned, loudly, “Listen, lady, you’re the only living thing on this ship. There’s no other life in this SYSTEM, save you and me and some microbes on the fourth planet. That’s IT. My AI isn’t organic, she doesn’t count. Look at me when I’m talking to you. If you managed to misplace your children in another system, you probably don’t deserve them in the first place. Talk.”
She glarbled. He’d heard the sound before, knew what it meant even without her emotions telling him. Attraction, lust, with underlying anger and despair. She wanted him, and it made him sick to his stomach because he thought he knew why…
Then she talked, because he wasn’t threatening her, or at least that’s what his mind said…bit, bit, bit…and maybe it wasn’t a glarble…though emotions don’t lie…
“They took them, they took them away, you have to help me find them, please help me get them back…!”
He looked at her, “Slow down. Who took them?”
She whined a little, “Pirates, rebels, revolting against their betters. They’ll try to ransom them, but He won’t pay, not for my children. Others, yes, but not mine, not His own. You have to save them, or they’ll die, and then…”
He braced his head in the crook of his left hand, “Listen, you need to slow down and not just throw words at me. I don’t read minds. Do you want me to hit you again?”
The look in her eyes made him want to vomit. Her words were worse.
“Oh, Please, please, please, pretty please?”
He couldn’t see, felt it coming before it happened. Memories were a bitch, especially when you couldn’t control them – especially when time stopped for everyone else while you relived some personal hell. Being Ascended wasn’t all fun and games.
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“Go ahead, Kethvae. Hit her. She likes it.”
He looked up at his Uncle Seth, then at the girl chained to the wall before him.
“I don’t want to.”
Seth laughed, “Oh, Kethvae, it doesn’t matter what you want. Didn’t your mother ever tell you this? Or your father? Or someone? It’s about what she wants. That’s the Ascended way. That’s the Chovas way. She wants you to hit her, don’t you, ‘manda?”
Kethvae didn’t hear her, didn’t need to – he felt what she felt, the fear…and the excitement. She really did want it. Want him to hit her. Want to feel that pain. Feared it, but wanted it more.
He couldn’t. His Uncle was right – it wasn’t about what he wanted, and, anyways, deep down inside, he was afraid that he did want to hit her. So he couldn’t. Because he could feel his Uncle’s cruelty, knew that Seth didn’t care if the girl wanted it or not – knew that Seth would inflict pain merely to feel the feedback.
Seth looked down at him and laughed, “Look, Kethvae, it’s easy. Like this.”
He punched the girl in the face, hard. She screamed. Kethvae wanted to scream, too, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t move. Couldn’t look away, though he wanted to like he’d never wanted anything else. He was frozen in place, even knew why – the gravitics in this…dungeon. Uncle Seth was not stupid. His nephew was young, yes, but he was also three years into his Gunslinger training. Five yet to go. His parents busy, Seth had offered to take him out for the weekend – and he only had the weekend. His father, blind to Seth’s ways, had agreed happily. How could a Chovas be so blind? His father had the Talent, didn’t he? Every Chovas had the talent, though you could hide from it…but Seth couldn’t hide from him. No-one could.
Not even himself.
Seth drew back. Blood ran down from the corner of the girl’s mouth, but her eyes were wild. Kethvae could feel her ecstasy. Found it repulsive. The invisible shackles keeping him still loosened. Seth looked at him, laughed.
“Still afraid? Don’t make her beg, Kethvae. Give her what she wants.”
Kethvae shook his head.
The girl looked at him, her eyes glassy, and her words were like gunshots…
“Hurt me, please, oh please, please, please, pretty please!”
He stalked, stormed, never been so angry in his life, even at himself, to the girl, backhanded her across the mouth. Blood flew, splattered along the stone. He felt her blood on his fingers. He felt her emotions, all wrong…all wrong.
She shouldn’t enjoy that, she shouldn’t have enjoyed that. He’d hit her because he was mad, hit her because he couldn’t hit his Uncle like he really wanted to. That made it worse. He hadn’t hit her because she wanted it, he’d hit her because…
His Uncle applauded softly from behind him.
Kethvae looked at the blood on his hand and couldn’t take his eyes away. He’d hit girls before, in training…and he’d felt horrible afterwards. His instructors had told him that was normal – he was Chovas, that was normal. They hadn’t really understood, though. Hadn’t understood the emotions, the expectations…he was Kethvae Chovas, Coran Chovas’ heir, and that made him desirable. But he didn’t want to be Coran Chovas’ son, because his father was an idiot, and his mother couldn’t see, anyways. Did none of them see the rot, the snake they sheltered?
Seth walked up behind him, “Oh, did she bleed on you?”
Seth’s laugh made him want to vomit.
His Uncle seized his hand, pushed it towards the girl, brought it to her mouth. Kethvae watched in horror as she licked her own blood off his hand.
Something…changed.
Kethvae broke his Uncle’s grasp, something that he shouldn’t have been able to do with his Uncle controlling the gravitics, and then he ran away, as fast as he could. He’d run until he died, he thought, then he wouldn’t have to…remember this. Remember…
But it worked, which was what mattered.
He stepped back, waiting for the training ‘bot to regain its footing so he could play with it some more…but was interrupted by a familiar sound, the ‘chime’ of an impending message from his ship’s AI…
”Captain to the Bridge!”
Yeah…it figured.
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He stepped onto the bridge, which was an awfully pretentious name for a completely superfluous structure – the ship flew itself, in every way that mattered. Ninety-nine percent of the time, he was just a passenger, a mostly-unnecessary failsafe against electronic failure in space and an inferior tool groundside. For all his skill at combat, for all his myriad abilities, the AI’s Combat Frame was better. Things were more even if he was in armor, but how often did he put on armor anymore?
He smiled at himself, his long periods of isolation having repeatedly proven true the adage ‘I bitch, therefore, I am.’ Complaining kept him active when he’d had enough of exercise and study that he couldn’t take it anymore. He’d never been much for the recreational sims, though there were Captains who swore that they were the only things that kept them sane.
Kethvae Chovas was not one for illusion, which was a damned unfortunate personality trait, considering his foremost mission in life for the last…long damned time…had been the perpetuation of an illusion. The illusion that the Interstellar Watch was still worth something, which, to be honest, it wasn’t.
Keeping nosy folks out of the former Ascended Supremacy systems was the only thing that the Watch did with any completeness, and then only because, what, ninety five percent of the old-timers had taken it up as their sacred task? Standing Watch over what had been…seemed like a waste of goddamn time to him.
Plus he ‘owned’ a quarter of those dead systems, which was kinda like saying he was a born-again deity – it was impressive-sounding, but equated to nothing whatsoever. The Watch kept people out for their own good, because they at least deserved a warning before they got blasted out of existence by the AscSup system defenses, efficient as ever.
He slumped into the command couch, though whether or not the damned thing even functioned was anyone’s guess – it wouldn’t surprise him if She had disabled the dang thing, just in case he got uppity. There was no question in their relationship as to who was in charge, and that was him, empathically and entirely. He was Captain. That was that.
But She was also an insubordinate little bundle of circuitry, and generally expected him to give the orders that She though he ought to give. It seemed to be common in Her generation of patrolcraft – several other Captains of his vintage were faced with similar situations. Unfortunately, even if he was willing to let Her be wiped – which he wasn’t – the Watch no longer had the capability to perform that sort of procedure. Or, rather, they could wipe Her, but all they’d manage was breaking the ship – they couldn’t replace Her, they couldn’t fix Her, so he had to live with Her…
He put his feet up.
”Put your feet down, Kethvae. This isn’t your Mother’s house.”
He snarled, “My Mother, Pancreator rest her soul, never let me put my feet up on anything. You know this. You know my life better than I do, you electronic monstrosity.”
Thinking about his mother made him sick to his stomach. He missed her – missed his family, missed his home, missed being able to talk freely with someone who wasn’t analyzing his every sentence for potential instability or unrest, missed having peers.
All the other Watchmen of his vintage were either out of their minds – like Blackmarlin, who tried to lessen the pain with drink, or Jerry, who was half-machine, anyways – or so lost in their sorrow that they chose to stand the Long Watch over the silent remains of the Ascended Supremacy, undying sentinels of what could never be again.
The newer ones couldn’t keep the awe out of their eyes, didn’t see him as a person. Saw a legendary relic of a golden age, saw proof that the Watch had once been something than its present ramshackle state. They let him walk all over them, treated him like he was royalty. Which, of course, he was, but the Watch didn’t care about that sort of thing.
“Now, Deirdre, my darling, what do you want?”
”My sensors have detected a distress signal emanating from this area…
Kethvae ignored the charts she displayed on his couch screens.
“Skip the shit, you’re there already and you need me. What’s the issue?”
”The signal was sent by this craft, present occupant is a single female. She responded to my initial hail with “please help me find my babies.” She is obviously quite out of her mind. You are the local specialist on individuals who are out of there mind. Talk to her.”
Kethvae sighed, “Fine, fine. Kindly tell her that I’m on my way over while I get suited up, will you?”
It was always something.
--
The ship was entirely too pretty to be sending distress signals. It screamed ‘yacht’ from the outside, and the inside confirmed it. The thing was all gilt and rich woods, the sort of trappings he’d come to associate with the rich. Hadn’t always – when he’d been a kid, when the Supremacy had still been around, the rich, the powerful, had shown they were rich and powerful by living in ancient strongholds in the most inaccessible locations in the harshest conditions on the worst hell-words they could find.
Great House Stark’s Northfell, where you could take your pick between snow or sand; Maern’s Ruby, where the only thing nastier than the wildlife were the Maerns themselves; Rache’s Crescent, desolate and lifeless, ironic considering the Rache Lifehand talent; and Chalice, capital world of Great House Chovas. His homeworld. His earliest memories were of the cool stone floors of the ancestral Chovas stronghold, Grailhold, which was amusing – the cup imagery was symbolic, there wasn’t actually a magic cup anywhere.
He sighed and pressed onward, hoping that he wasn’t ruining the carpet by walking on it – he couldn’t exactly access his accounts anymore, and the Watch hadn’t had excess fundage in millennia. He’d always found a way, bluff or threat, but one of these days he’d have to kill someone because he didn’t have the money to avoid it, and that would be a bad, bad day.
His sensors told him what he already knew – the yacht’s sole occupant was in master stateroom, curled fetal on the floor, babbling into the comm. suite’s handheld. Which meant that once he opened this door, she’d see him, and it wouldn’t due to scare her needlessly, so he did something stupid – he took off his helmet.
He didn’t, as a rule, do that in space outside of his own ship, but her emotions were panicked, she was borderline, and even if he cleared the faceplate she’d probably flip. She might flip anyways, if she knew her history, though almost no-one did anymore. Not really a shame, the Ascended Supremacy hadn’t been relevant for half a million years.
He hit the door access – it had been locked, but subverting systems was like breathing for Deirdre, who had come with him after he’d left the Temple, which was not at all uncommon in his day. In fact, it was damned common – Adrian Stark had done it, Blackmarlin did it, Stephen Maern hadn’t, that he knew, but Stephen Maern was a Maern – he liked breaking things more than preserving them, and service in the Watch did nothing for his actual status in the Supremacy. Maern mindset. Crazy, the lot.
The female, standard bipedal format, one nose, two eyes, two ears, one mouth, five digits per limb. Female because her emotions were female, but Deirdre had guessed that from her transmission and from her own scans, and Kethvae’s suit confirmed it close-up. Green skin, scaley. Her reaction was telling.
She cringed away from him, and Kethvae’s armor-systems told him that she just got a significant surge of something like adrenaline, and one of the side-effects of that something was that it provided half of a binary toxin that was conveyed through her fangs, and they fangs.
He’d never met a reptile he liked, but at least she had arms and legs. Snakes gave him the willies. Never met a sentient snake, before, though, but that didn’t mean it was impossible. Though the idea made him cringe just thinking about it – something like that might go under ‘justifiable genocide.’
“Hey, lady, calm down. I’m Captain Kethvae Chovas, Interstellar Watch. I’m here to help.”
She got that glaze-eyed look that most got when he said his name – total lack of comprehension. Damnit, there’d been a time when everybody, every-last-living-person knew what the Watch was. There was a time when he’d been happy, too. Things changed.
He knew what he looked like, knew his face because it was the only face he saw with any regularity anymore – Chovas to core. Handsome, very handsome by Ascended standards, not the angular-handsome that was common with Starks or Raches, or the sinister beauty of Maern, but a softer sort of handsome that hinted at the steel underneath without smacking you in the face with it. He wore his hair, the same color as white-gold, long because there were something he wouldn’t change, ever, even if the new Watch regs had included a hair-length requirement about a foot shorter than he’d worn his hair since he was ten.
He didn’t talk about his service with the Temple, much, because unlike the normal course of things, he hadn’t been Watch-for-Politics, Temple-for-Power. He’d done Temple for politics then entered the Watch. He would’ve come back when his father died, he’d always planned to, and take up the Lordship, but his father had died with the Supremacy, and he’d become Lord Chovas, which meant nothing. The Watch had been his home ever since.
He wasn’t naturally intimidating, though he could be intimidating if he wanted to be. Which he didn’t, at the moment, but this chick on the floor would have been scared if he’d been wearing a bunny suit – his armor just made things easy. Damnit, he was going to have to get close. He didn’t like things that bit him, especially when injected poison. That generally was a big turn-off for him…
He reached his hand out, walking closer, feeling her terror with every step, but he couldn’t reach out with his talent and calm her, because his talent didn’t work like that. She had to listen to him, or he had to touch her – that part of his talent had to have a carrier to work…and he didn’t even know if she understood Trade. That was one thing that the Supremacy had left behind, the language of commerce, the common language of the galaxy. No-one knew the origins anymore, of course, most thought they’d invented it. They were, of course, wrong.
“Hey, hey, listen, I’m not going to hurt you. I’m here to help you. You’re safe now. Calm down, please.”
He knew she was going to strike before she did it, and when she did she seemed like she was moving in slow-motion, because compared to his reactions when threatened, she was. He could kill her in a hundred different ways, but that wouldn’t do – Deirdre wouldn’t like that…and he wouldn’t like it, either. Though right now he couldn’t care less…
He slapped her down, hard. She’d lunged up, aiming for his unprotected face…which just wasn’t on. She screamed as she went down, and he knelt with her, getting on top of her, grabbing her arms, getting them so he could hold them in one hand – not hard, his armor would let him snap her in half if he had needed to, which he didn’t.
He held her arms above her head, holding her secure like that, easily, though she thrashed about. It took him a half-second to get a zip-tie around her wrists, then he got off her and lifted her up by her arms. She kicked at him – which was kinda funny. She wasn’t even wearing shoes, and the nasty claws on her feet might have hurt him some if he’d been naked, but he wasn’t naked, was he?
He threw a piton into the stateroom’s wall and hung her from it. It was all very kinky, really. She wasn’t attractive to him, the thought was purely objective – Seth would have loved it, though, the bastard…
Uncle Seth. Mad Seth. Kethvae remembered vividly the feeling of his uncle’s throat in his hands, the way that Seth had struggled, fought for breath. He’d taken a long time suffocating, to the point that Kethvae had finally broken his neck – nearly ripped his head clean off, the reports said later.
He hadn’t wanted to do that, but it’d had to be done, especially after what the crazy bastard had done, killing all those girls. Coran, Kethvae’s father, had hoped that his brother could be saved, could be ‘fixed.’ False hope, Kethvae’d known that his Uncle was evil the first time he’d met him, a mere child of three. Then the bastard had gone and kidnapped his own daughter, though he’d used his intermediaries – no-one ever denied that Seth Chovas wasn’t charming and charismatic. He was.
Kethvae couldn’t have let him live after he’d ordered Kaerah taken, not considering who her step-brother was, not when Adrian Stark was besotted with her. So he’d killed his own uncle, his father’s brother, because he’d had no choice – because the bastard had come after his sister, may she rest in peace, and that just hadn’t been on.
He sighed, these tangents were not uncommon in Ascended, it was inevitable, and it wasn’t like they were actually noticeable – they happened while he was doing other things, or they happened so fast that you couldn’t tell.
He pulled his left gauntlet off, hooked it to his belt, and punch her in the mouth. She bit him. He felt the poison enter his veins, but not the cold sensation that it should have produced, would have produced in most critters. Rather, he felt like his hand was on fire. Poisons, as a rule, didn’t work on him – his GT augs, his talents, and just being Ascended all took issue to stuff like that. He’d been checking, more than anything, and there was no more intimate contact than a mouthful of fist, when you got right down to it – especially when you sunk your teeth into someone.
“CALM DOWN YOU CRAZY BITCH!”
He slid his hand off her fangs, looking at the two little prick holes. They’d be gone by morning, no doubt of that. Didn’t mean he was happy about it – he’d known the bitch would bite him, that had been the point of punching her, because he was angry and because he could – he’d stopped being all…Chovasey…around women when he’d been screwed over for the thirty thousandth time. His life hadn’t improved much since then, probably gotten worse, but he had less headaches, too. Hard to tell whether that was worth it, didn’t really care. Screw ‘em, anyways.
She calmed down, slowly, her eyelids fluttering like she was coming off some kind of high – and her emotions agreeing. She’d nearly orgasmed when he hit her, or maybe it was when she bit him – he liked that thought better. That at least made sense. Yeah. That was it. Bit him.
“Now that I have your damned attention, you sent a distress signal. I should not need to note that falsifying a distress signal is punishable by all sorts of nasty things under Watch Code Two. For the record, and because it is pertinent, Watch Code One concerns lying to a Watchman. Don’t try it. You won’t like the results.”
She moaned. Creepy lizard-chick…her voice sent shivers down his spine – he didn’t like reptiles. At all. Especially ones that bit him.
“My babies, you must help me find my babies…anything you want, anything, just help me find my babies…”
He groaned, loudly, “Listen, lady, you’re the only living thing on this ship. There’s no other life in this SYSTEM, save you and me and some microbes on the fourth planet. That’s IT. My AI isn’t organic, she doesn’t count. Look at me when I’m talking to you. If you managed to misplace your children in another system, you probably don’t deserve them in the first place. Talk.”
She glarbled. He’d heard the sound before, knew what it meant even without her emotions telling him. Attraction, lust, with underlying anger and despair. She wanted him, and it made him sick to his stomach because he thought he knew why…
Then she talked, because he wasn’t threatening her, or at least that’s what his mind said…bit, bit, bit…and maybe it wasn’t a glarble…though emotions don’t lie…
“They took them, they took them away, you have to help me find them, please help me get them back…!”
He looked at her, “Slow down. Who took them?”
She whined a little, “Pirates, rebels, revolting against their betters. They’ll try to ransom them, but He won’t pay, not for my children. Others, yes, but not mine, not His own. You have to save them, or they’ll die, and then…”
He braced his head in the crook of his left hand, “Listen, you need to slow down and not just throw words at me. I don’t read minds. Do you want me to hit you again?”
The look in her eyes made him want to vomit. Her words were worse.
“Oh, Please, please, please, pretty please?”
He couldn’t see, felt it coming before it happened. Memories were a bitch, especially when you couldn’t control them – especially when time stopped for everyone else while you relived some personal hell. Being Ascended wasn’t all fun and games.
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“Go ahead, Kethvae. Hit her. She likes it.”
He looked up at his Uncle Seth, then at the girl chained to the wall before him.
“I don’t want to.”
Seth laughed, “Oh, Kethvae, it doesn’t matter what you want. Didn’t your mother ever tell you this? Or your father? Or someone? It’s about what she wants. That’s the Ascended way. That’s the Chovas way. She wants you to hit her, don’t you, ‘manda?”
Kethvae didn’t hear her, didn’t need to – he felt what she felt, the fear…and the excitement. She really did want it. Want him to hit her. Want to feel that pain. Feared it, but wanted it more.
He couldn’t. His Uncle was right – it wasn’t about what he wanted, and, anyways, deep down inside, he was afraid that he did want to hit her. So he couldn’t. Because he could feel his Uncle’s cruelty, knew that Seth didn’t care if the girl wanted it or not – knew that Seth would inflict pain merely to feel the feedback.
Seth looked down at him and laughed, “Look, Kethvae, it’s easy. Like this.”
He punched the girl in the face, hard. She screamed. Kethvae wanted to scream, too, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t move. Couldn’t look away, though he wanted to like he’d never wanted anything else. He was frozen in place, even knew why – the gravitics in this…dungeon. Uncle Seth was not stupid. His nephew was young, yes, but he was also three years into his Gunslinger training. Five yet to go. His parents busy, Seth had offered to take him out for the weekend – and he only had the weekend. His father, blind to Seth’s ways, had agreed happily. How could a Chovas be so blind? His father had the Talent, didn’t he? Every Chovas had the talent, though you could hide from it…but Seth couldn’t hide from him. No-one could.
Not even himself.
Seth drew back. Blood ran down from the corner of the girl’s mouth, but her eyes were wild. Kethvae could feel her ecstasy. Found it repulsive. The invisible shackles keeping him still loosened. Seth looked at him, laughed.
“Still afraid? Don’t make her beg, Kethvae. Give her what she wants.”
Kethvae shook his head.
The girl looked at him, her eyes glassy, and her words were like gunshots…
“Hurt me, please, oh please, please, please, pretty please!”
He stalked, stormed, never been so angry in his life, even at himself, to the girl, backhanded her across the mouth. Blood flew, splattered along the stone. He felt her blood on his fingers. He felt her emotions, all wrong…all wrong.
She shouldn’t enjoy that, she shouldn’t have enjoyed that. He’d hit her because he was mad, hit her because he couldn’t hit his Uncle like he really wanted to. That made it worse. He hadn’t hit her because she wanted it, he’d hit her because…
His Uncle applauded softly from behind him.
Kethvae looked at the blood on his hand and couldn’t take his eyes away. He’d hit girls before, in training…and he’d felt horrible afterwards. His instructors had told him that was normal – he was Chovas, that was normal. They hadn’t really understood, though. Hadn’t understood the emotions, the expectations…he was Kethvae Chovas, Coran Chovas’ heir, and that made him desirable. But he didn’t want to be Coran Chovas’ son, because his father was an idiot, and his mother couldn’t see, anyways. Did none of them see the rot, the snake they sheltered?
Seth walked up behind him, “Oh, did she bleed on you?”
Seth’s laugh made him want to vomit.
His Uncle seized his hand, pushed it towards the girl, brought it to her mouth. Kethvae watched in horror as she licked her own blood off his hand.
Something…changed.
Kethvae broke his Uncle’s grasp, something that he shouldn’t have been able to do with his Uncle controlling the gravitics, and then he ran away, as fast as he could. He’d run until he died, he thought, then he wouldn’t have to…remember this. Remember…