NationStates Jolt Archive

As some of you may know, my presence on NS has been sporadic at best. I realize that I've let my friends and allies down time and again, and for this I am truly sorry. It is difficult for me to talk about what I have been going through this past year, some of you know, and I would ask that you keep it to yourselves. I've continued on with this nation, hoping for some clarity in my life, hoping that I could possibly find some sort of peace, and the harmony I would need to be an active and positive contributer on NS. Unfortunatly, such is not the case. The quality of my posts has declined dramaticaly, I find it hard to write, hard to concentrate. I realize that my attitude has not been the best of late, perhaps I have let the frustrations and disapointments of my life spill over to the game. For this I am also sorry, I'm sure many people have gotten a bad impression about me, and I wish I could fix the mistakes I have made. I love NS, and will truly miss many people whom I have come into contact with since I first started in January of last year. Maybe I'll come back one day, but for now, I must walk away, and spend some time with myself. I'll miss you all very much.

AMF: I'm sorry I talked down to you, I was not justified in doing so.

Derscon: I'm sorry I was such a bitch.

To the Mods: I'm sorry for my little flame from the other day.

Crimson Sparta and Padmasa: I'm sorry I screwed with y'all, the nations are rightfully yours, and I should have just accepted that.

Melkor: Its been really good knowing you. I'm sorry I've let you down. I hope maybe one day we can meet, and talk all this out.

TST, Barbarosea: My fellow GDODAD freaks, stay strong, don't let the wicked ass alliance die, ever!

Steel Butterfly, Crimmond, Siri, Reichskamphen: Thank you for the inspiration.

Marathon: If you're somewhere out there, you was my first NS ally, maybe my first NS friend, I'll always remember you.

And to anybody I forgot to mention: I love y'all, don't ever forget that!

REST IN PEACE, WALTEN, I'LL SEE YOU UP THERE.

Bye!

:(

You've still been posting more than I ever did, don't let that stop you. I'm sure you'll be back one day; keep your nation alive until then :)

Good luck and goodbye.

Sorry to see you go. Whatever it is you are missing in your life, I sincerely hope you find it.

Happy trails,
Brad

So long. We shall miss you, but we shan't forget you. We will survive in your absence, and be here should you ever be able to return.

Hope it all works out okay for you,
AG, the player behind Dave the face behind Bob.

Well shit in my ice cream and call it a sundae. I'm sorry to see you go, of course, but it's nice to see you've got a healthy set of priorities. I certainly hope I'll get to see you around again, and that you get all of this sorted out once and for all.

Happy trails; and don't worry about your nation dying off: I'll always be able to rezz it ;)

Peace,

--Morg

((So it happens...))

Sad to see you go, truly. I feel the same about Walten as you do. Will see you later. How much later, I cannot tell.

bye! sorry to see you go

what happened to walten anyway? I know walt stopped posting awhile ago.

He was involved in a car accident and died.

:(

He was involved in a car accident and died.

:(


oh shit. thats awful. when did that happen?

A while ago, I'm not sure of the date.

ah. I thought it was recent since the last activity time for walten was 12 days ago.

When he died, somebody had has password and keeps it alive.

ah I understand. Got confusing with Walten, since that nation went through like 4 different owners.

You shall have no ill will from me, if you ever want to come back to NS we'll have to try that clean slate thingy people keep telling me about.

I bid you a good day until such a time as we should meet again and all that jazz.

i dont know who you are,
but it's sad seeing someone leave :'(

He was involved in a car accident and died.

:(

:eek: :(

Bye. Don't take anything that I said personally, I just like to mess with people.

I never thought I'd hear myself saying this, but you made NS life.....interesting, at least. ;)

I probably deserves some of your bitchness. I admit, I have the tendency to think I'm the boss when I'm only second. Sorry. :(

Happy trails.