A formal apology
Automagfreek
19-10-2003, 06:21
After discussion about my departure, many comments (in the forums and in TM) were made that really got me to thinking. I know that there are some that look up to me, and some that hate me, but it seems that people on both sides do not want to see me go.
Now, you may be saying to yourself, "Oh great, AMF just did this for attention." I can assure you, I am no Drum Gods and this was not for attention. Over the past 2 weeks, I got pneumonia from my younger brother, and I've been put on several drugs to help break up the fluid in my lungs, and to reduce my fever. I've been in la-la land for the past few days, and some of my comments/criticisms/flames are things that I now regret. You all know that I wouldn't say something that I did not mean with my whole heart, but I believe that last night I said something that I did not mean.
You all know that I love NS and waste too much time on it (which will change, my grades depend on it). I'm sure some of you knew that I would never just walk out, and I guess you're right.
I will continue where I left off, although some things are going to change in my RP style. For one thing, I am and will be forever more moden tech. That means that I am MODERN TECH, and space tech has no place with me. I will RP with those that may be a little fantasy, or a bit magic, but no space. It's not fair, and there is no way for a modern tech nations to defeat a space nation. Ortillery and kinetic missiles are simply gay.
Now, back to the topic at hand.
I'll say this much, the only reason I'm staying is because of the players. Not the n00bZ or the elitists, but the average player who comes here to have fun. And to those average players, I say this:
I am sorry for my recent behaviour, and for my thread about leaving. It was selfish, and you know that I am not like that. I apologize to you, and will not take my matters out on you anymore. This is the absolute closest I've ever come to leaving. I've given away my puppets, but the people I gave them to can keep them for awhile, until I want them back.
Again, I hope you realize that this whole matter was NOT for attention, I was seriously about to leave. Now I have to quick TM Pantera and tell him not to change my password.
Let's give it one more try now, let's give it one more spin.
-Chris-
Loserly Peeps
19-10-2003, 06:22
*gives you a big hug*
*passes through you because you don't rp with space nations*
Esamopia
19-10-2003, 06:23
Glad to see you stay!
Do not worry, everyone thought that you were serious about leaving, but we're more glad that you will stay!
It also looks like you'll be getting the award.
At any rate, good luck and have some good RPs!
Super American VX Man
19-10-2003, 06:24
Glad to hear it.
imported_Ell
19-10-2003, 06:25
Well, um, Welcome back!
Dread Lady Nathicana
19-10-2003, 06:26
Right on. *hugs* And nicely said. And hey - space can be done. I do it - just keep my space and earth stuff as separate as possible. All choice, and I respect yours. (what can I say - have fun allies I like to play with that do the spacedy thing. working it as best I can. we'll see how it pans.)
At any rate ... yeah. *smiles* Hang tough, Chris. Take some time, get yourself well ... and come back and have fun with this.
--Nathi's Player
Welcome back, AMF!
-Fik's player
Mushroomius
19-10-2003, 06:26
You... probably... don't... know me.
Oh well. I just wanted you to know... you're a fantastic RPer, and that I can't help but say that as a NationStates player you have my utmost respect. And with that... I will...
...
press... submit.
Greek Forces
19-10-2003, 06:26
Welcome back dude! To tell you the truth it felt a wee bit awkward today thinking that you weren't goin to be on...ever...and the place was just...emptier. I'm seriously glad you're back.
I will continue where I left off, although some things are going to change in my RP style. For one thing, I am and will be forever more moden tech. That means that I am MODERN TECH, and space tech has no place with me. I will RP with those that may be a little fantasy, or a bit magic, but no space. It's not fair, and there is no way for a modern tech nations to defeat a space nation. Ortillery and kinetic missiles are simply gay.
Welcome back to the good side :D
Good news indeed. And even though I am a sort-of space nation, I agree that 'ortillery' rots. I don't play with uber-tech nations myself, so I can understand your reticence. I prefer man to man combat, where you can smell the sweat and pheremones in battle. Looking forward to reading more gory torture threads.
Cyberutopia
19-10-2003, 06:29
Awesome. Glad to see you didn't go after all. :D
Good to hear you changed your mind
Automagfreek
19-10-2003, 06:30
Good news indeed. And even though I am a sort-of space nation, I agree that 'ortillery' rots. I don't play with uber-tech nations myself, so I can understand your reticence. I prefer man to man combat, where you can smell the sweat and pheremones in battle. Looking forward to reading more gory torture threads.
I might not do one of those for awhile, but I am going to RP my nation coming back into existance.
For those that don't know (ICly), AMF vanished in an interdimensional tear, and the islands were no more. I move my nation to the region "Hell", so I 'll leave it up to you to decide what happens next. :twisted:
The SLAGLands
19-10-2003, 06:31
A HYPOTHETICAL SITUATION:
What if AMF really WAS like Drum Gods?
* Automagfreek is now known as DrumGods
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
<Sirithil> Okay, let's divide up his land! \^_^/
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard you were dividing up my land! I declare war on you!
<Melkor_> oh god DG, you're stupid
<DrumGods> WHAT!? How dare you call me stupid! I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site, and I have extensive self-made polls to prove it!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
<BodyguardBarry> Well... I'm certainly glad that's over.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard Slag was making fun of me! I declare war on him!
* BodyguardBarry punts DrumGods into the depths of The Abyss, where naught but shadows, daemons, and Cetagandans lurrke.
<DrumGods> OH MY GOD! You can't punt me into The Abyss! I have a population of eleventy bajillion and I own half the world and I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
* Nathicana blinks.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard Nathicana was blinking! Only I can blink!
* DrumGods was kicked by Nathicana (Make up your mind, boyo! ;))
* DrumGods has joined #nationstates
<DrumGods> What? You can't kick me! I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
* BodyguardBarry is now known as SlagdorTheTutornator
<SlagdorTheTutornator> Gotta head to work, guys! Ta-ta!
<Nathicana> ciao, boyo. *hugs*
* SlagdorTheTutornator huggles Nathi back.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz Slag was stealing hugs from Nathi!
~~~repeat~~~
Welcome back, Auto... just don't pack up your shit and leave this site forever ten minutes from now. ;)
move it to In FiK we trust LOL
Automagfreek
19-10-2003, 06:32
Welcome back, Auto... just don't pack up your shit and leave this site forever ten minutes from now. ;)
That statement you made about how you wished we could "grow old together" stuck with me.
Esamopia
19-10-2003, 06:33
A HYPOTHETICAL SITUATION:
What if AMF really WAS like Drum Gods?
* Automagfreek is now known as DrumGods
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
<Sirithil> Okay, let's divide up his land! \^_^/
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard you were dividing up my land! I declare war on you!
<Melkor_> oh god DG, you're stupid
<DrumGods> WHAT!? How dare you call me stupid! I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site, and I have extensive self-made polls to prove it!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
<BodyguardBarry> Well... I'm certainly glad that's over.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard Slag was making fun of me! I declare war on him!
* BodyguardBarry punts DrumGods into the depths of The Abyss, where naught but shadows, daemons, and Cetagandans lurrke.
<DrumGods> OH MY GOD! You can't punt me into The Abyss! I have a population of eleventy bajillion and I own half the world and I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
* Nathicana blinks.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz I heard Nathicana was blinking! Only I can blink!
* DrumGods was kicked by Nathicana (Make up your mind, boyo! ;))
* DrumGods has joined #nationstates
<DrumGods> What? You can't kick me! I'm the most respected roleplayer on this site!
<DrumGods> f--- YOU! I QUIT!
* DrumGods packs up his shit and leaves the site forever.
* BodyguardBarry is now known as SlagdorTheTutornator
<SlagdorTheTutornator> Gotta head to work, guys! Ta-ta!
<Nathicana> ciao, boyo. *hugs*
* SlagdorTheTutornator huggles Nathi back.
<DrumGods> I came back cuz Slag was stealing hugs from Nathi!
~~~repeat~~~
Welcome back, Auto... just don't pack up your shit and leave this site forever ten minutes from now. ;)
Most amusing!! As I am sure everyone knows, AMF would never do something like that, and I am sure that he'll be sticking around for good! Congrats for his staying!
Larkinia
19-10-2003, 06:33
Great to see that you're not taking off after all :)
Santa Barbara
19-10-2003, 06:34
I can't say I'm terribly surprised. Its amazing I haven't done the whole leave-return thing myself. Oh well, wb AMF.
Esamopia
19-10-2003, 06:36
I can't say I'm terribly surprised. Its amazing I haven't done the whole leave-return thing myself. Oh well, wb AMF.
I can't wait for the reaction...
The SLAGLands
19-10-2003, 06:39
Welcome back, Auto... just don't pack up your shit and leave this site forever ten minutes from now. ;)
That statement you made about how you wished we could "grow old together" stuck with me.
:shock:
Wow...
*hopes people don't start to think he and Auto are married or something*
I mean, I like ya, dude, but... uh... damn...
Maybe this is going to be a surprise for you, AMF. But I'm glad that you didn't leave. You're a good RPer after all (of course all my IC characters hate Damien, but that's because they see you as a cruel and heartless villain).
Esamopia
19-10-2003, 06:55
Voting has ended!!
By an overwhelming majority, AMF now receives the title of "Outstanding RP Award."
Congratulations!
Automagfreek
19-10-2003, 07:20
I mean, I like ya, dude, but... uh... damn...
*Punches SLAG*
Not like that!
AMF... YAY!
And you pre-empted me. I was going to make this nation modern/fantasy/near-future.
Really nice to know you are staying. I mean that.
Liverpool England
19-10-2003, 08:06
well welcome back.
Western Asia
19-10-2003, 09:08
Welcome back.
(Thank god. It would've been too much to loose SC and AMF!)
As you've probably realized, MC is still as you left it. Take it.
I will continue where I left off, although some things are going to change in my RP style. For one thing, I am and will be forever more moden tech. That means that I am MODERN TECH, and space tech has no place with me. I will RP with those that may be a little fantasy, or a bit magic, but no space. It's not fair, and there is no way for a modern tech nations to defeat a space nation. Ortillery and kinetic missiles are simply gay.
i wholeheartedly agree, but weren't you the guy that wrote something about how modern tech nations needed to stop bitching about space nations and just deal with it?
Kotterdam
19-10-2003, 16:26
We don't play together much... Well, in all honesty, I've got to say, I don't think we play together at all, and you probably haven't noticed me, but I've got to say I've noticed you. I make a point of reading your stuff, and I'm glad you're sticking around. It'd get boring without you. (Well, as boring as this place ever gets, anyway. :P)
i wholeheartedly agree, but weren't you the guy that wrote something about how modern tech nations needed to stop bitching about space nations and just deal with it?
Yes, he did. He started an entire thread upon why it was stupid to ignore space tech. Here: It's unfair: How so? (http://www.nationstates.net/forum/viewtopic.php?t=70532&highlight=)
However, it is ultimately anyone's right to decide who they do or do not RP with - however justified their reasons may be from the point of view of others.
I hope you get well soon, Auto. I have had pneumonia myself, and can sympathise with the lack of clarity that comes with being dosed up on syringes full of antibiotics and painkillers.
Goobergunchia
19-10-2003, 17:19
<----- begins to hug, then withdraws so doesn't get pneumonia
Good news! I'd offer IC trade benefits as a thank you, but I don't think Lord Goobergunch is really interested in allying with Dreadfire.... ;)
This has been an OOC post.
New Genoa
19-10-2003, 18:56
YEAH! :D
[*snickers at Slag and AMF* Welcome back. --Felix]
imported_Kalessin
19-10-2003, 19:18
Good to see that you don't ignore fantasy!
Welcome back!
Hmmm...but what are we going to do about all those elaborate posts describing the destruction of Automagfreek? :wink:
Goobergunchia
19-10-2003, 19:21
Boats near the site of the former AMF islands were casually going about thier business, until a blinding flash of light filled the sky. In an instant, the water became occupied once again by the land of Automagfreek. Except...something was different. The land had changed as well as the people. An unholy aura was projected from the darkened mainland, and the panicked sailors moved as quick as they could from the shores. Damien had stepped through, and he looked at himself. He had changed so much that he no longer recognized himself, but he did not care. He did wonder how Xel would react, but that thought was promptly squashed by the newfound fire inside.
http://www.nationstates.net/forum/viewtopic.php?p=1860807
This has been an OOC post.
I love ya Auto
I hope u neva go
United Indiastan
19-10-2003, 19:24
Modern Tech eh... so then can I have that 20km wank-, er, capital-ship of yours? Saves me having to expended trillions and years of labour to build it myself. ;)
The Damned People
19-10-2003, 19:28
Shit. We're all in for it now.
-Nik
Goobergunchia
19-10-2003, 19:30
Further noted: 13 hours ago: The Empire of Automagfreek arrived from 47 Ursae Majoris.
<--- is scared
This has been an OOC post.
Welcome back, AMF.
Hope you can start over good.
The Damned People
19-10-2003, 19:53
Welcome back, AMF.
Hope you can start over good.
WELL! WELL, FOR GOD'S SAKES!!!
-Nik
I would like to welcome you back AMF, you are a very good RPlayer and when I heard that you were leaving from neo-wu, I was pretty pissed and you can ask neo-wu about that, but I am glad that your back
~John~
The Armed Republic of Daikerta
~Ur Trade Pact, The Chromestar Alliance, UAAOT, Galactic Alliance, COTW, FNA;
Kane Gurloukivich, Emperor of Daikerta
Daikertian owned Territories: Vigilatium and Koejan Chromestar; Planet Nemesis Tessera and Alcatus.
welcome back AMF, it would have been too quiet without you. As for ignoring space tech, I think it should be on a person by person basis, as several space nations *valinon and I* rarely if ever use ortilary or bombardments from space. I agree, they are quite gay if you can't defend against them. Oh well, enough hijacking your thread, Welcome back big guy, I look foward to seeing what you do with the Freeks next.